I love hater’s letter

 I love hater’s letter 

I love hater’s letter 

I love another one 

I love how you try to convince me 

To write somethin different….

Other than about race…

Your letters are so entertainin

To the point 

I erased them….

They plucked my nerves 

I won’t lie

However you give me a 

Reason to be inspired…

So thank you, envious one…

I appreciate you so much….

You won’t leave me alone…

And I will continue to block 

Your messages…cos 

Who’s the fuck are you?

If you don’t like my 

Black ass poems, 

Then go somewhere else…

Apparently you wanna steal my shine…

You tryin to make me look bad 

To gaslight me into thinkin 

I’m a racist…

Let me ask you somethin

Did I take your language?

Did i snatch your land?

Did I created a system to kill your people off 

Cos of your skin color?

How about you go tell white folks stop 

Lynchin black bodies?

Then we’ll talk….

Cos I love hater’s letter 

It’s hilarious 

I should have shared what 

You said to me 

But you know 

I’m goin to write poems 

About you tryin to get me 

To write another subject….

You don’t wanna hear about 

Race….you don’t wanna hear 

About black people’s humanness…

If you keep writin me, 

Well i might write about you criticizin

My work….my masterpieces…

I don’t give a damn if you are bored 

Why are you around?

Why are you tryin to steal my voice?

Are you writin my black poems?

Get the fuck away from me….

Don’t visit me

Don’t tell me I should change subjects 

That’s on my terms….

Not yours….

Ok? 

It’s why I don’t answer motherfuckers 

Like you….

Instead I type you into pieces….

For the poets out there 

Don’t let anyone dim your shine 

Don’t let anyone tell you to change a subject 

On your poetry cos they’re tired or feel 

Uncomfortable…

Cos who the fuck are they?

Hater’s letters are so entertainin

You feel the need to write 

Somethin clever to post online 

As a response…I don’t have to…

But I want to cos 

I wanna remind the world 

To express however the fuck you want….

No matter what…

It’s your business…. 

It’s your right….

Be aware of the envy

And keep writin your soul out….

💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 10-22-26

Cross out the word black

 Cross out the word black 

Imagine 

If someone has crossed out the word black 

In your poems 

For the sake of everyone in the room 

For the sake of readers who adore your poetic heart…

I haven’t had someone did that before 

But I had a person who told me to change my words around 

Or change it up 

For the people to be at ease….

Honestly 

I do get offended….

Cos it’s not my original piece 

Secondly 

You can’t tell me what to say 

Regardless of emotions….

I don’t wanna write 

Colorblind racism poetry….

It’s not my thing….

Another thing 

I get a feeling of you thinkin

That my people 

People who look like me 

Ain’t human…

Therefore,

I’m not human to your eyes, either…

Oh you said 

I’m one of the good ones…

What the fuck do you mean?

Me not tellin the truth?

Me sugarcoatin the bull shit?

Ha, I’m offendin everybody 

Cos the world needs to wake all the way up….

That’s why some black poets 

Has to cross out the word black 

Cos for the sake of their audience….

They’re scared of the backlash…

They’re scared to be called racist…

They wanna please everyone 

Especially white folks….

I hate to admit 

This 

But too many still see 

The value of whiteness 

Even when they write 

Pro black….

I’m sure 

Racist editors and publishers 

Has crossed out the word black 

In manuscripts….in unpublished books….

If I was a coon 

And wrote the word black 

And not knowin the system 

Then in my mind 

I’d be more understandin

I’d be like ok I don’t wanna be racist…

Since I’m aware of everythin

That’s goin on,

I’d be upset 

I’d be pissed 

Cos nobody has the right 

To cross out the word black…

I meant to say that in my poems 

I’m black….

I’m melaninated…

I don’t give a damn 

How uncomfortable 

My readers are….

Sometimes I need to say 

Black firmly sternly 

Cruelly angrily 

Cos y’all never get the picture 

Y’all will never get with the 

Program…

I will not keep the word black 

To my damn self 

Not even in the house…

Ok?

💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 10-21-26

Temporary pleasures

 Temporary pleasures 

Temporary pleasures 

Will get you in trouble….

Temporary pleasures 

Will have you ruin your family…

Temporary pleasures 

Will give you no self respect….

If you let the fuckery happen….

If you don’t control yourself,

The excitement and wet dreams can get 

The best of you….

Temporary pleasures 

Comes and goes like trains….

You knew it’s not forever….

But you’re willin to make it last 

Without guilt in your chest…

You worry about your spouse 

Not to find out….

You might lose attraction…

Sex is not everythin….

Though you made it so….

You keep listenin to your genitals 

Like they’re your god…

They ain’t….

Temporary pleasures,

People say you hear the devil’s voice..

He said it’s ok to be unfaithful to 

Your partner….

Never have to know…

It works for a while….

Till hell breaks lose 

Secrets turn to revelation 

Your love has walked out the door….

Cos you follow temptation…

You gave in…

You said I have needs….

You don’t even realize 

You chose to give in to 

Sexual appetite….and the trust 

Cracked into pieces….

You don’t care….

You make excuses 

Like I can’t help…

It’s not my fault 

Makin an unneeded speech 

Durin your lover’s heartbreak….

Don’t gaslight 

You just lack discipline…

Temporary pleasures 

Make you feel lonier….

After what you did…

After you fumbled your special bond…

You want that…

You wanted that situation…

You lie to yourself and your friends 

You didn’t mean to go way too far….

Temporary pleasures

Those highest orgasms 

Have you blocked the cold reality 

And see a gorgeous body you’re lustin after 

While your sweetheart is at home 

Waitin for you to come 

And eat a warm meal on the table….

You let temporary pleasures run over you…

That’s the problem….

You became forgetful….

It’s why 

You sit with your shadow 

In an empty house….

The cold accompanies you 

So is misery…

You think back 

I shouldn’t have done that…

I should have said no….

I love my person…

I was a fool…

I was selfish…

I was too greedy…

Temporary pleasures 

Keep you in the dark 

You broke souls 

You crushed yourself 

You give pain and fake sorry 

Without remorse…

You don’t wanna change your ways…

You 

By 

Yourself 

Cos 

You 

Got all ears for 

Unwanted 

Sins….

😕😢💯🤬©️Kai C. 10-21-26