You wanted her to disappear

 You wanted her to disappear 

You wanted her to disappear 

Well your dreams came true….

She’s gone….

Not comin back…

I mean you act like she’s not around 

You truly ignore her voice 

Her broken spirit…

So she had enough 

She vanished….

Now wait

All of a sudden 

You’re lookin for her 

I thought you didn’t love her 

Remember?

You want her quiet 

By this second 

Her silence is makin love 

To your mockery 

You stare at her absences 

In the eye 

Askin your empty space

Why did she have to go?

You knew why

Sir….

You wanted her disappearance….

Here you go, 

Deal with it 

But don’t shout her name 

No shadow is comin…

You don’t say I miss her…..

You say 

She’s dull 

Too weak

Boy 

You were so wrong….

She left 

and now 

You’re cryin

Cos you regret 

You fumbled a beautiful heart 

An angelic soul…

Sounds like you 

Lost your dream girl 

This dream girl 

Went to fall in love 

With someone else 

Who doesn’t make her walk away 

In pain….

I bet people 

warned you 

A countless times 

To be careful what you wish for….

It might happened…

Possibility 

Represents harsh reality check 

In your face….

Cut those illusions 

Sir….

You realize 

You lost her 

You even lost yourself….

Your cruelty makes every piece 

Of her love slip…

Your abuse makes her cry in 

Her pillow every night….

You remember 

You resent her….

She’s not here 

Anymore…

💯©️Kai C. 12-10-25

Don’t tarnish my delusions

 Don’t tarnish my delusions, please

Don’t tarnish my delusions, please

She’s my escape….

Let me dream, dream big

Don’t crush my fantasy 

You see here 

I want someone who 

Can make me feel at ease…

You on the other hand 

Has no room for your dullness….

My heart is out the door, already 

It belongs to another lover 

Another woman who gets me….

I followed my temptations 

My manhood needs love, too…

So don’t tarnish my delusions…

You will have to suffer while I cheat 

On you…plus you’re my wife 

You’ll never leave me…

When my sidechick comes to our house 

Make her feel at home…

Let her sleep in our bedroom….

Please, don’t ever tarnish my delusions….

You see 

She’s young 

You’re old

She can stay if she wants…

Oh wait, wife 

Where are you goin?

Why are you packin your bags?

You can’t divorce me 

You can’t live without me….

I paid all the bills 

I worked hard 

Are you ignorin me?

Listen to me…

Why are you crushin 

My wildest dreams?

Why do I answer her silence?

Now I miss my wife

She left me…

I never liked my mistress 

She’s just my erotic getaway….

I wanted pussy….

I can’t fuck her

Anymore 

I say my wife’s name 

In my sleep….

She didn’t tarnish my delusions…

I did….

Harsh reality boils my ego fry…..

It burns my soul 

My wife blocked me 

From everythin

Cos 

I brought another fresh lady 

Into our home 

And I fucked her constantly 

Without a care in the world….

I lied to myself….

I tarnished my delusions…

Karma is on my ass….

Apologies are too late…

Forgiveness doesn’t bring my 

Beautiful wife back to me….

I’m truly alone…..

I’m with the woman I cheated with….

I don’t like her…I like her slim body….

I was lustin, I was desperate…

Late nights 

Secret calls

Hidden texts

Bold affair I let into our house 

Intentionally….

Now I’m alone….

I’m not happy 

I miss my wife 

I love my wife

And the sidechick doesn’t like 

How I think about her smile

Her sweetness 

How she seasoned her food 

How she sang her favorite song 

I took that for granted…

Don’t tarnish my delusions, please 

Well somebody had to..

I was too self absorbed….

Damn I lost her 

I truly lost her…

💯©️ Kai C. 12-9-25

This is for cheating husbands who lost their wives for good.