10/13/2025

Condescendin

 Condescendin


Why are you 

Condescendin?

You ain’t shit…

Sit your ass down….


You’re 

Condescendin 

To nobody 

To no damn body…


What makes you better?

I’d like to know…


Cos 

You’re never the standard 

In the first place…


When you tell folks 

You’re superior 

We’re seein

Your insecurities 

and 


We gave you a mirror…


But you roll your eyes 

Like Yeah, yeah whatever….


It sounds familiar 

In every jealousy story…..

We hear 

Men 

Women 

Gettin envy 

They’re sayin


You’re not supposed to be 

Better than me 

Only I….

Only me…

Which is unkind….


When you say those things 

and do those things 

To others will come back around 

And bite you 


So have fun in your little narcissism

While it lasts….


Til that day 

Karma side eye 

Your face 

Your grin 

Your expression 

and you will be uncomfortable….


Now

Somebody’s Condescendin

To you….


You got quiet 

After that….πŸ’―©️ Kai C. 10-13-25


Black people shouldn’t hold Jesus so tight

 Black people shouldn’t hold Jesus so tight


Black people shouldn’t hold Jesus so tight…

You know why?

Cos of slavery 

Cos of those wicked slavemasters…

They gave black people white Jesus Christ to dominate us….

It’s why i said fake ass white Jesus for a reason…

I know you don’t like that….

But you wouldn’t like what those masters did to black people

To justify the atrocities…to give those abusers a pass…

they keep harmin melaninated nation too much 

To the point that trauma ran through their dna…

In fact black people started to pick up slaveowners’ bad habits….

Adoptin their violence….

The sad part is that black folks have took out on each other 

Instead of white folks who did the abusin, the killin…

 

Every Sunday my people go to church 

And praise him singin hymns of gospel…

Not realizin this isn’t our religion….

We were told to worship the feet of the Holy Spirit 

In the lieu of practicin indigenous/african traditions…

We were told that the voodoo and hoodoo 

Is the devil….I remember reading that there was a law 

You ain’t allowed to practice your spirituality 

You had to be a Christian….


And this is why I don’t fuck with Christianity,

It’s not our religion, it’s not our nature….

It’s the white people’s control…

Black people refuse to hear nor accept 

Some say you’re the devil….

Some will give you a Bible to convince 

There’s a god who’s watchin you from the sky….


Black people has been conditioned 

Has been indoctrinated 

To love, to forgive, and to give compassion 

To their enemies who doesn’t give a fuck about you 

Who still thinks we’re not human….


It’s why I said black people 

Shouldn’t hold Jesus too tight 

And I will get hate for it

Cos they’ve been lovin him for centuries…

Even if he looks like us

He won’t save us from racism….

He won’t come down from the clouds 

And stop the whiteness….

We black people should stop the whiteness 

Ourselves 


But I think most or majority of 

Us are too soft to fight back and 

Our mental sickness is holdin us back…

I believe a white man did that 

I believe a white man places fear in our African souls 

To gain more power..

He’s too greedy…

He have us right where he wanted 

Not to unite and fight back…

He doesn’t want masculine black warriors 

Around…

So he can beat and rape black women 

And harm children as he wants….


Still black nation praises him 

Black folks will cover him in the blood of Jesus…

Which is unfortunate….


I’m not a Christian….

I don’t wanna be one….

Because of history 

Because of that harm I saw 

And Christianity is the devil by a white man

Who forces my people to do what he says 

Cos him and his small penis thinks he’s superior….


He went to Africa 

and gaslight Africans to be Christians 

Kidnap in their ship 

And took them to the Americas…


Some Africans used Christianity 

To whoop white slaveowners ass

and I’m okay with that…


I’m goin to say this for real 

White people used the Christianity 

To have black people to submit to them 

To bow down and kiss their nasty ass feet 

Cos in their white psyche 

They believe they’re supreme…

They were taught that they are way better than 

Every race on earth 

Which is bull shit….


They’re not better 

They’re not supreme….

Somebody told them a lie

A lie is still livin today….

They’re not really Christians 

They don’t follow the footsteps of Jesus Christ…

and 


If you think I got hate in my heartbeat 

I guess you would think real history got hate 

In its heart….


If I’m a mean girl, 

Then you also believe 

The truth is the cruelest woman ever…


Black people shouldn’t hold Jesus so tight…

He’s not real….

But hey, nobody listens….

They will ignore my word

They will be like 

Stop being racist…


✊πŸΏπŸ’―©️ Kai C. 10-13-25