You asked yourself

 You asked yourself 

What have i done 

Well you know 

You knew 

You were just careless…

Reckless….

You deny your intentions 

But here you are

Suddenly 

It clicked to your brain 

I'm not sure how…

It's too late…

Your pride got the whole best 

Of you and ruined….

I witnessed 

From afar 

I just pay no attention 

And find 

My solid tranquility 

Within myself…

You made me move away 

Further away 

I'm out of reach like those stars 

Can't answer your thoughts in 

Your soul anymore…

 

It took seconds 

To gain a heartbreak 

In my chest but slowly 

Heal…I knew I had to let go

At times I didn't want to cos

I was holdin onto that last drop 

My precious dream…

Then I remember how unkind 

You were to me…You gave me tears 

I drift from your existence 

I pull away 

Far away 

You can't have me anymore…

No more feelings for you…

After I moved on 

Seasons later

In the corner of my eye 

You observe my peace 

It's no parts of us 

In my expression anymore 

 

Somehow you still have it 

You seem that you can't get 

Over my softness 

My compassion 

Your eyes say you miss me

And I'm busyin myself 

To do my own thing…

No bitterness 

I'm not sad anymore 

I moved on 

Erasin you completely off

My heart…

I'm grateful for your lesson.. 

I learned that I can't be with 

With someone who doesn't 

Give a fuck about me….

So thank you…

💯©️ Kai C. 12-11-25

Don't whisper my name

 Don't whisper my name 

Don't whisper my name 

Don't speak it in the dark 

After you shattered my heart 

You don't get to talk about me

At all…

No..fuck no..

You may laugh 

But I'm gone….

There are no chances 

Our love died…

Go look the other way 

Not in my direction 

You never really 

Love me…

So 

Don't whisper my name 

Don't convince me to come back 

Go say another woman's name instead 

I mean you wanted her so much…

The irony,  

You brag on how pretty she is, 

Go be with her…

Just don't whisper my name 

Like a sweet prayer…

You don't get to hope for me

Cos why would I want to stay with a 

Man who doesn't love me, too…

You knew what you're doin…

You give no fucks..

You thought with your dick

Not your heart and brain…

Since you made your choice 

Don't ever whisper my name 

Have no right, no business…

I don't care if my absence affects you 

You shouldn't cheat…

You think loyalty is a prize

A hypocrite 

You said you wanted trust 

But you're so unfaithful the whole time…

Don't whisper my name 

Don't even bother…

You broke my spirit…

Now you pay the consequences…

You have regrets 

You needed me to be nowhere near you…

I see the clarity In your body language..

When you're with that other woman, 

You realize you fumble me…

It's too late…

She's not me…

It's why 

You continue to whisper my name

In dreams…

In your self discussions…

You miss me

I ain’t goin to come 

With you anymore….

I left You 

Not a word to approach 

Ever again…

I meant to lost contact 

With you…

Don't whisper my name 

Don't ever…

You do it anyway 

Cos you finally acknowledge 

Too late that I'm not longer around 

You still miss me..

You still miss my love…

Don't whisper my name…

I'm not your soulmate…

💯©️ Kai C. 12-11-25

Nobody checks white folks

 Nobody checks white folks

Nobody checks white folks….

Well some do…

It’s not everyday when 

You see someone put them in 

Their place….

When you do, 

They get offended 

They act like victims…

I’m sure there was a law 

Or might be a law 

That says 

You are prohibited 

To boss white people around 

Cos they’re superior 

They’re gifts from god

You know so called 

“Chosen ones”

But they can get violent 

Towards black people….

Like we’re not allowed 

To defend ourselves 

As our own race 

Against their white supremacy nation 

Social Media doesn’t 

Show our own ass whippin 

On Europeans often…

We get told to shush 

When we call out their racism….

Cos nobody checks white folks

Nobody says a peep about their violent intentions 

They’re goin to do what they want….

Too many of us 

Too many, many of us 

Act like pussies 

Cos we still fear…fear plays in our slave conditions 

Don’t forget that….

Do you know why 

Nobody checks white folks?

Cos there are still coons keep 

Defendin their unmistakable violence….

They be like, “leave massas alone 

Racism is in the past.

Nobody is Lynchin today.”

Oh you be surprised 

Coons 

Or you just don’t care 

Cos in your gorgeous eyes 

White people

Can do no wrong 

They learned their lessons…

You don’t check white men 

You check the folks who look like you 

You yell at us 

You being mean to us 

Like we’re the problem 

I swear 

Self hate 

Runs deep….

You go to the next level 

You told your own race 

To shut up 

Cos we wanna throw punches 

At the white people 

Who disrespected us….

The safe black friend 

Constantly asked for 

White validation….

You need to be checked, too…

But hey 

I will let the consequences do 

The Lecturin….

Let those consequences check white people

And their safe black friends…

They will ignore 

Me, I sit back 

Watchin their downfall 

Unfold itself 

Realizin 

There’s no white privilege 

On judgement day….

Karma 

Will sit in her chair 

Righteously 

She doesn’t care 

If white people 

Throw tantrums 

Don’t care if the coons

Who are mad…

Reap what they sow….

Correct?

Nobody checks white people

We should check them 

I don’t give a fuck about 

Their childish turmoil…

I’m not apologizin 

For exposin their behaviors 

Cos they know exactly what they’re doin…

It’s why they got away 

With it way too much….

It’s why forgiveness is never an option 

At all….

I want white folks to take accountability 

For their atrocities all over the world….

But they won’t….it’s why I love 

Havin karma around…

She ain’t fallin for 

I’m white 

I can do anythin I want 

I can get away with it 

Nobody checks me…

Ha

That’s when you’re wrong,

Sometimes whiteness doesn’t save 

Your ass….

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 12-10-25

You wanted her to disappear

 You wanted her to disappear 

You wanted her to disappear 

Well your dreams came true….

She’s gone….

Not comin back…

I mean you act like she’s not around 

You truly ignore her voice 

Her broken spirit…

So she had enough 

She vanished….

Now wait

All of a sudden 

You’re lookin for her 

I thought you didn’t love her 

Remember?

You want her quiet 

By this second 

Her silence is makin love 

To your mockery 

You stare at her absences 

In the eye 

Askin your empty space

Why did she have to go?

You knew why

Sir….

You wanted her disappearance….

Here you go, 

Deal with it 

But don’t shout her name 

No shadow is comin…

You don’t say I miss her…..

You say 

She’s dull 

Too weak

Boy 

You were so wrong….

She left 

and now 

You’re cryin

Cos you regret 

You fumbled a beautiful heart 

An angelic soul…

Sounds like you 

Lost your dream girl 

This dream girl 

Went to fall in love 

With someone else 

Who doesn’t make her walk away 

In pain….

I bet people 

warned you 

A countless times 

To be careful what you wish for….

It might happened…

Possibility 

Represents harsh reality check 

In your face….

Cut those illusions 

Sir….

You realize 

You lost her 

You even lost yourself….

Your cruelty makes every piece 

Of her love slip…

Your abuse makes her cry in 

Her pillow every night….

You remember 

You resent her….

She’s not here 

Anymore…

💯©️Kai C. 12-10-25