Crush on a teacher

 

Havin a crush 

On a teacher 

Is normal 

But inappropriate….

I remember 

Those days 

Where I was infatuated 

With male teachers….

And teacher’s aides…

They’re workin 

And I was a student…

I was kinda actin 

Like a teacher’s pet….

However 

It was professional settin

And I regret for goin too far….

I made some of them 

Blush and that was a no no….

I have told everybody 

I had crushes 

I was obvious 

I flirted….

And these things 

Can lead to 

Embarrassments 

Uncomfortable 

Moments

They were flattered 

But  the moments were inappropriate….

And they were at work 

I was at school….

Sayin they were hot 

Out loud 

Was not a good idea….

So all for the young girls 

And ladies 

Out there 

Don’t be inappropriate 

Meanin don’t act on your feelings 

Just cos teacher is fine 

You’re still a child 

He’s a grown man 

Ok?

Too old to be your dad 

Or he could be your older brother….

Also he might have a wife 

Plus there will be 

More crushes 

In your life even in your own 

Age group….

They come and go 

Someday 

You will find a boy 

Who is goin to have a crush 

On you, too….

He might become your boyfriend 

Into your lovin heart…

And you forget all the crushes 

In the past….

Sometimes you gotta say thank you 

Heartbreak for all the important lessons 

You need to know…

I think 

That’s what crushes are for 

To like someone 

And to be crushed by someone 

Is a teachable experience….

It’s normal 

But havin feelings 

For a teacher with authority 

And act on it is inappropriate…

They’re at work 

You’re in school 

Professional settin…

For real for real 

Keep your infatuation 

To yourself….

Away from silly humiliation….

It’s best not to 

Take it too far….

Sweet, flattery 

But unprofessional…

Think about 

Goin to work 

And you have crushes on your boss….

You prolong this behavior 

Somehow 

You have to be reminded 

That this is not your job description…

Think about that…

It’s the same thing…

With student and teacher…

I understand 

Your daydreams 

And pornographic thoughts 

But come on now 

He’s your professor 

You’re a kid….

You should be 

Studyin 

Head in the books

Don’t you got a quiz 

Tomorrow?

💯©️ Kai C. 2-20-26

A moment of weakness

 A moment of weakness 

A moment of weakness 

is a lame ass excuse..

Just to cheat on your girl 

With a sidechick…

Trust

Loyalty 

Respect 

Did you forget that 

On purpose?

Oh yes 

She doesn’t have to 

Find out….

She doesn’t have to 

Know….

Faithfulness throws out 

The window 

If you get caught….

Yet a moment of weakness 

Is for people to excuse their partners’

Bad behaviors…

It’s like how are you ok with this….

So your private parts are 

More important 

Than love,

You listen to temptation 

And sin…

So let me get this straight 

Right?

A moment of weakness 

Is your leader 

Your cock tells you to 

Go to another woman’s pussy 

Or your pussy forces you 

To go to another man’s dick….

Cos to you 

It’s more important 

Than somebody’s waitin 

For you to come home….

And when your lover or spouse 

Finds out, 

They will cry or not 

They will break up with you 

Cos you don’t know anythin

About being faithful 

Being honest 

Moment of weakness 

Blinds you 

You’re delusional 

Do you realize 

Excitement and passion fades?

Plus you don’t love 

That person you cheated with….

You really don’t….

You wanted fun 

You wanted sex

And sparks 

But you couldn’t do that 

With your partner 

Cos romance is gone 

No butterflies in the air

You couldn’t have a long conversation 

About your needs and wants….

After kids and bills and stress 

You didn’t find the time 

To speak to your partner 

About spice things up 

Instead of goin to someone else….

You couldn’t handle yourself 

You couldn’t pull away from infidelity….

But hey 

It’s your choice 

Your decision 

You chose to be with another woman 

Another man 

Cos they’re so young 

And wild 

And free

And driven 

Not the one who truly cares for you….

You don’t love your girl 

You don’t love your guy

Once you step into an affair 

You stop thinkin about your lovers completely…

It’s your “moment of weakness”

I mean forget boundaries 

Forget everythin

You left 

You’re cold

Detach

Dismissal 

and then 

Karma hits

Consequences show up 

Now 

You’re all by yourself 

Cos you 

Fucked up

You realize you fucked up 

Too late…..

You lost somebody 

Who’s so good to you 

Hear the name the voice 

Regrets on walls 

You knew it was wrong 

You didn’t care….

This is what you get for 

For followin your private parts 

And not your brain…

Cheatin will have your ass in the dark 

For a long time….

Do you want that?

You even lie to yourself 

About things will be ok

Convincin you got this under 

Control….you made confusion in 

Your life…you made space 

For hurt to arrive….

Are you proud?

Are you satisfied?

A moment of weakness 

Is no excuse to break your 

Partner’s heart….

You need therapy 

To work on your temptations 

And arrogance….

What’s wrong with the one 

You have?

Do you love your sweetheart?

If you truly do, 

There’s no point of havin

Sidepieces around….

No point of adultry….

Don’t cheat 

Or you face consequences….

💯©️ Kai C. 2-18-26

Smooth talkin fork tongue

 Smooth talkin fork tongue

White man 

Smooth talkin 

His fork tongue 

To make black women 

Drop their panties…

Honestly 

I used to be one of 

Those black girls 

Fallin for the white boys’ 

Charm…

Now I don’t…

Cos I know 

Their history 

Their tactics 

I don’t wanna be 

A colonizer’s girlfriend….

Can’t be a 

Punchline 

Can’t be a 

Joke….

For him to fake his love 

To give him a pass whenever 

He says nigger…

I have to love my 

Blackness enough 

Not allowin myself to 

Go on a date with 

A man who doesn’t look 

Like me….

When you say 

It doesn’t matter what 

What color you are 

It kinda is 

Cos you don’t know 

What you’re up against….

I’m sorry 

To burst your bubble 

But interracial relationships 

Is another power tactic 

White supremacy 

Pushin it all up to the black 

Community 

Which mean self hate 

Multiplyin…..

Yes I’m aware that 

Black men 

Have their dicks hard 

For white womem….

However

I’m not talkin about 

Black men right now….

I’m talkin about 

My sistahs 

As we speak 

You see I heard 

Word on the streets 

A Russian man went to Africa 

And fucked African women….

He got a camera on his 

Glass and those beautiful African women 

Are so easy to give their bodies 

Even when they’re married…

Mind you 

He’s a white man 

In their chocolate eyes 

He’s a savior….

In my head 

I was like 

History repeats itself 

It’s like a pattern….

There’s another white guy 

And fucked tons of  black girls

And gave them stds 

As I recall…

Black women 

That slave mentality 

That colonized mindset 

That so called inferiority 

I’m not only the one 

Who notices 

That black women have 

Throw themselves at a white man 

Like he’s a god 

And give them their cold shoulder 

To the brothas….

It’s the syndrome 

That comes from 

Slavery and colonialism…

And many of them 

Will not learn the hard way 

When karma hits them…

It’s why I raise my eyebrows 

At love is love….

I don’t trust that cos

 Of what black people has to go 

Through when it comes to datin 

Outside their race….

And 

Black women 

You must be careful 

When it comes to 

White men or any other nonblack women…

I’m not talkin about black men 

Who harmed black men 

And I’m aware it does happen 

I’m specifically referrin

To colonizers 

To invaders

When they come to your country 

And sweet talk into givin your pussies 

Away…just don’t…

Y’all don’t know what kind 

Of diseases they have…

What kind of soul ties y’all pick up on…

Black women 

Y’all need to be safe

Y’all can’t be that easy 

To give it up to a white man

Who’s usin y’all…

Plus some of y’all got husbands 

Boyfriends 

And 

Y’all want a white Man 

Cos he’s the most romantic 

Most rich 

Most handsome 

Cos tv series , social media and films 

Told y’all….

And the black man is no good…

Now some of y’all got this 

Idea of your ideal man 

Who’s a white man 

Who’s an angel in your sight 

When really 

He’s a white boy 

Who created a massacre 

With his shotgun…

Even some of y’all 

Are willin to forgive him 

For name callin y’all monkeys…

And I bet he feels like 

A man who stroke too many 

Black pussies….

Am I tellin a fib?

I think not….

Self hate is so real 

In fact black women

Are willin to give up 

Everythin 

To be with a white man 

Desperately….

To all the undies 

For him to smash…

I wish my sistahs 

Could hear Malcolm X’s voice 

clearer everyday just to 

Feel those words as a seed 

In your mind….the white man is 

The devil…

And y’all give bodies and souls 

To the devil not realizin this is 

Humiliation ritual or they do, they just don’t care….

Who knows 

For the rest of us 

Black women 

We know better 

We know how to respect ourselves 

And learned how to say no….

We’ve been 

Violated enough…✊🏿💯🫶🏾©️Kai C. 2-17-26