1/17/2026

Don’t start!

 Don't start!


Don't start!

Don't start what?

What do you mean? 

I questioned you 

Got audacity to tell me 

Don't started!

Actually you started this pain first?

I will end in leavin..

I will not come back....


Don't call me 

Don't text me 

Don't email me

I'm done...

My quiet is your consequence 

I don't give a damn if you miss me

I say 

Don't start!

I ain't reconcile 

I disappear 

Like you said before 

In your favor...

Later on 

You're cryin over me

Cos there's no control in your fingertips....

I move on 

I don't say your name anymore....

Now you're sayin mine 

For months 

Even for years....

I can't tell if it's remorse or regret 

When you stare at me 

And I don't look at you 

I know you realize you lost the right 

To have my heart again....

You slipped your second chances.?.

I have someone who treats me better 

I don't cry in my pillow for you no more....

You thought I stay 

Being broken for you 

Nope...

I say don't start!

You've been accused 

You know you have...

You started it first....

And I was blind to see it...


💯©️ Kai C. 1-17-26

Even when you look good

 Even when you look good 

And attractive to your husband 

After a baby 

He will still cheat...

I know it's harsh but it's true...


People say 

You still gotta look hot 

And sexy wearin lingerie 

You lose weight to slim

Still his eye wanderin to other ladies...


You tried to be fun

Not too dull 

You are wild and free to him 

Yet his temptations belong to his sidechick....


You did everything right 

Rekindle romance 

Be a thoughtful wife 

For him somehow his mind is on 

Another pussy...


He's an immature boy 

Who thinks with his dick 

His pride and ego pushes his marriage away 

For a wettest dream...this happens a lot...


Don't worry 

When you leave him 

When you decide to detach from his presence 

He's goin to feel your absence in short distance...

He's goin to have a conversation with empty rooms of silence 

This will be uncomfortable space..

He's going to realize that's how you felt 

Loneliness and Loneliness came right back at him 

As karma, as payback...


People was like you should please your husband 

If you don't, he'll go somewhere else 

Why would you say that? 

Even if you please him, he still go somewhere...


The fact is, he doesn't know how to control himself 

And chooses to be unfaithful...

It's his doin...not your fault 

He should have conversations about it before 

Infidelity...


I hope you leave him for good 

Cos cheatin and lyin is unforgivable...

Don't stay go and heal 

Sometimes divorce is way better 

Trust is already broken....


A real husband doesn't have a sidechick 

A real husband loves you and that's healthy...


Women be like you know how men are 

They have another woman on the side 

Don't let them scare you 

Not all men are like that 


But most men who think with dicks 

Instead of their brains... they ain't thinkin about 

Their wives at home...mistresses are harmless 

When Immaturity fills the air....


A real man with a healthy heart and soul 

Who still thinks you're beautiful....

Through flaws, and baby weight 

He's going to stay with you cos he's happy 

He finds simple things you do 

Why would he want to run away from your 

Sweet laugh? Why would he wants to disappear 

From your gorgeous smiles? He doesn't need anyone else 

He has you....he's ok goin through ups and downs with you....

He chose you everyday...that's not a simp....that's him 

Lovin his wife...some other friends will be like their wives 

Are dull...well they're still boys who desire noises...they're ungrateful...

To them not realizin loudness is peace 

Til karma comes crumblin their egos....


For a real husband 

He will communicate with you 

He will understand your needs, too

You and him can rekindle Romance and passion 

To go on dates while kids at him with a trusted babysitter...

Marriage is supposed to be equal and big commitment 

For both people....you both gotta do the work...

There are busy with work and bills...

Yet y'all gotta make time for each other....


If he truly respects you loves you 

The way you do, 

Cheatin isn't on his brain....

Real love doesn't have an affair 

Only immature people do...


So whatever people say about 

Men cheatin on their wives

They're talkin about young boys in grown men's bodies....

Don't let them doubt your relationship.....

Don't let them you gotta endure when he cheats 

Cos it's not fair to you...


Sometimes you gotta keep your business 

Your commitment to yourself 

Cos everybody talks everybody can bring doubts 

Everybody can get hurt...

Be careful protect your marriage 

Your husband...he has to do the same as well....


💯♥️©️Kai C. 1-17-26

Ok

 Ok 


Ok 

I endure 

I stay 

Even tears become long rivers

Even pain lives in my chest 

I say 

Ok 

When you disrespect me 

When you go fuckin another woman...

I should be in your shadow 

While your pride takes you anywhere....

Ok

I hid my frowns behind my smiles..

My heart broke into million pieces 

For decade I linger in the background noise

I did what you said 

You said good girl 

I know you wouldn't leave me 

You're weak....

You have nowhere to go...

You can't live without me

So you said ok...

Look 

I'm holdin my mistress's hand 

You keep prayin for me 

You keep hopin I will stay

But I never promised your heart...

I trained you well 

I trained you so well 

You can't go anywhere 

When you say ok 

I got my power my control 

You obey 

That's what I want 

Like a dog....

You're a fool...

Ok, 

I lost myself in the broken marriage 

I watched you makin love to another woman 

And have a baby... I build a man like you 

While I don't remember who I am...

My position is a placeholder....

I thought this was love 

Thought this was alright 

Deep down 

It's not 

I ignored that 

I wanted you to change....

But Mr. Wrong stays the same....

When truth bombs came explodin

I get all defensive....

Tellin the world he will wake up and see me 

Only me

I'm afraid nobody will love me

Did Mr. Right pass me by?

Did I miss him?

I said ok to that guy who doesn't love me

I have no dignity and respect for myself to walk away 

Why?

Still thinkin it's love?

No it's not....

Love is not sufferin, 

Love is warm love is peace

I knew that 

Yet I keep dreamin of my wicked husband turns into 

A Prince charmin again....

Never want our love story to rip out and burn..

So I wait 

And wait 

And wait 

Like a fool 

For him to stop lovin another woman 

And come back...

For years I said ok

To the man who failed me

And I stay 

I lost myself for him 

I don't want divorce 

He should come back to me 

And he's thinkin of me 

While he's with her

I told other young women to stay 

While he cheats 

Ensure  the heartache 

Never walk away 

Just be there when he comes back 

Somebody said I'm a bad example 

For tellin young ladies to endure 

For  not lettin them know their worth...

Ok seems like bendin to his will....

When you bend to his will

Do it his way 

Your whole body is havin an allergic reaction 

You're too ill...

Just like my body is full of his germs and toxins...

I never heal 

I just stay

My ok pleases him

Wait 

And wait 

And wait 

And wait 

And he never returned....


💯💔©️ Kai C. 1-17-26