Jesus Christ
Jesus Christ
Is in everyday vocabulary
It’s in the tongue
It’s sustained in the brains
He’s still white
My people keep praisin him
They believe he’s comin back…
I’m quiet
Respectfully
Cos if I said somethin like
Jesus Christ is not real
They might go firm on me
Or go off….
Before I learned about white supremacy
As a kid
I heard churchfolk say he was comin back
And that he rose from the dead….
That part scared me….
I thought that guy on the cross
Creeps me out
Cos what do you mean
He came back to life…
I don’t know….
I made jokes about him…
As an adult
I do question the Bible
And I watched Christians
Doin the opposite of the good….
And the reason I don’t believe in
Jesus Christ
It’s cos
Christianity was forced upon black people
Durin slavery and colonialism…
It’s been passed down to generations
Jesus Christ is trauma
Jesus Christ is a slave mentality
And you may not like the truth
I say with a full chest..
I don’t care….
To the black community
I’m aware that Jesus Christ is positive
And i still love my people no matter what
You don’t have to agree with me….
You don’t have to google
You don’t have to be my friend
Cos I don’t agree with the religion
I just wish the whole black race
Realized that this belief is conquered
I wish they all knew that a white man
Got us all fucked up….
If they learn about missionaries have tricked Africans
To get their land…
I bet Jesus doesn’t want slaves
He wants peace and love around the world
And he’s black
And his name is Yahweh
I’m sure colonizers has erased his real life story
Completely….
Hey, what do I know?
What am I talkin about about, right?
Today is Sunday
Everybody is at church
Singin gospel
Readin psalms
That feelin good is heavy with tears
Somehow
Some people go home and do the devil’s work…
It’s another reason why I don’t believe in….
Jesus Christ is also psychological effect
Also abuse….
You may think I listen to hotep on YouTube
And lookin at the social media…
But don’t forget I read too…
I came up with my own conclusion
I observe
I think critically
I don’t wanna fall for the bull shit….
When I see my black people
Say their ancestors are the demons
And tell others you need Jesus
Tellin them to go to him
It’s disturbin to me
Cos remember
Colonizers snatched our spirituality away
Our hands….
And that right there has turned into countless
Trauma responses….
Not many knew that….
I’m not sayin
You can’t be a Christian
I’m sayin
You should think
And wonder why
Why these kinds of religions
Are about control….
That’s all I see….
Control creates any different kinds of
Misbehaviors….
It’s a world cult…
Jesus Christ
Ya it’s another Stockholm Syndrome….
✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 5-17-26