4/24/2026

Black woman vs. Jesus Christ

 This is an old poem I wrote. I lost a friend because of it.

Black Woman vs. Jesus Christ 

Black Woman vs. Jesus Christ...
I chose black Woman, meanin 
My mama, the women in my life,
Myself....a black Woman is real...
Alive....she does exist...
Jesus, well how do I say this 
Politely....Jesus is a fake ass 
White man that poisoned people’s 
Psyches...especially black people....Jesus 
Isn’t real....Jesus wasn’t in the beginnin of 
The earth....I have friends who are Christians 
And Jews..I respect them deeply and love them 
However, they’re all upbringin the idea of 
A man upstairs...white man....or a black man 
It’s usually the white man....but they don’t know 
About a black Woman....she’ll never expose 
Herself...she’s well hidden in the archives 
Somewhere in Europe, or in Alkebulan, been 
Completely erased and whitewashed...She’ve
Replaced by a paled face so many times....some 
Of us have found out...findin our way to seek out 
Our first birth mother on earth....some people can’t hide 
Our history cos we’re goin to find out....find out who 
We are as a people....cos we’re the ones who did everythin on this 
Earth....I chose a black Woman cos she’s fuckin real....
Jesus is fake.....Jesus wasn’t there at all....I believe in 
A black Woman, she’s got flesh and bone, kinky hair...
Dark brown eyes, full lips, cocoa skin....and Jesus is 
Manipulation...he’s all nothin but a fuck up dream....
He’s not real...he can never be real...that Holy Spirit Holy Ghost 
Is just made up stories....church is all about money and riches....
That’s why I said Jesus doesn’t love you, that nonfictional character 
Is nonexistent....you don’t know his actual birthday, or when he died....
A black Woman is real, you see a queen every got damn day....
She can love hard, she can cry, she can smile, laugh fight....she doesn’t play...
She was beaten, raped, drugged, completely abused....and most of y’all turn 
The other cheek....you turn to Christ....the god... you kneel down on your knees 
And pray...meanwhile the black Women has to brawl the white supremacy, the 
Hood, the coons, etc. just for everybody to survive.....we don’t appreciate the 
Black Women enough like we should...the black Woman is god.....
The black Woman is willin to die for you...the Black Woman shelters you, feeds you, 
Loves you unconditionally, teaches you, discipline you...Jesus didn’t do shit but to 
Fuck up your brain cells....Jesus is fake....black woman is real....she’s alive and well....
Every different kind of black Woman....Jesus, I see him as Cesare Borgia...cesare is the guy 
Who portrayed him as Jesus that caused the entire globe that he’s Jesus...almost makin 
Every person believe that famous image of a long straight hair with blue eyes is Jesus...pale face, thin 
Nose, a recessive gene, and y’all think he could help us to get out of our situations....y’all really think he could stop racism and get justice when all we got is two feet and hands...all we got is the brain and heart just to stand your ground and fight for our real freedom....real life freedom is worth dyin for....
Black men when are y’all goin to leave your egos alone, and help your sistahs out? When are we goin
To take a risk? Black Women when are y’all goin to stop Believin our “savior” and start believin in ourselves? We’re the first original gods on earth? We’re way smarter than every race...I know it sounds rude, but our ancestral mamas have known this earth like in the back of the hand...we knew what we’re doin....we learned quickly...it’s in our genes.....we’re more superior and that’s why everyone has disrespected us...everybody has been keepin us down...we’re fightin each other, against ourselves not realizin we’re magic...we shouldn’t chose Christ, we should chose a black Woman, cos we’re the  only ones who give life in humanity and human race....I chose a black Woman, fuck Jesus....✊🏿❤️ © Kai C. 11-17-18


4/23/2026

You think you won

 You think you won 


You think you won

You think you won the prize 

A man 

Oh honey how sick you are 

He never wants you in the first place 

However you could have him…

After all you helped him to break his family…

You’re happy….No shame, huh?

Your wish came true….

You wanted her husband 

Well, there you have it….

Yet now the husband is regrettin 

He’s thinkin about his wife…

So apparently he’s not actually leavin his wife 

Cos his mind went back to her 

After he broke her….

The wife ignored his calls 

Block his texts

Her lawyer sent him his divorce papers 


And now 

He’s cryin

He confesses that I had a sidekick 

And he fucked her…

He was sorry 

Though it was too late…

You 

The homewrecker 

Got pisses off 

Cos he wanted his wife back….

Her absence is killin his soul 

Sweetheart, 

You ain’t special 

He was thinkin with his dick 

Not his conscious 

You thought he’s yours…

He was never yours….


You didn’t win anythin….

It was a game…

A power from a man 

Who said I will leave my wife for you 

When really 

He had second thoughts 

He thought she would stay…

She didn’t…


She left the house empty 

Cold 

And the way you mock her….

You don’t even know 

He might cheat on you, too….

Again, 

You ain’t that special….


He’s not that into you 

Anymore 

The sex is no wild and fun 

No more….

Cos the wife found out 

And left….

He’s cryin for his wife 


Is this what you wanted,

Right?

Disrespect makes the wife to 

Walk out the door so you fulfill her 

Position….then things changed 

Husband ain’t happy….


💯©️ Kai C. 4-23-26


If you send me a death threat

 If you send me a death threat….


If you send me a death threat,

In a note 

On a phone call 

For speakin the truth 

For helpin my people 

I really hope you believe in ghosts…

Cos I will haunt you down…

I will follow you everywhere you go 

In your sufferin…

I don’t give a fuck…

I’m your instant karma 

I’m your consequence that pluckin your every nerve 

You may not see me 

But I’m here in your face 

On your worst days to come…

I could be a misery…

Demon…

I would torture you 

Cos of your wrongness….

I will remind you repeatedly 

Over and over 

My spirit will not let go….

All I did was to do the right thing…

I want revenge 

I want you to learn the most difficult lesson 

Give you this discomfort…..

And you scream leave me alone 

I said nope….

You never leave me alone 

You can’t get away with it 

Maybe in physical realm

But in spiritual world 

In nightmares 

In thoughts 

I linger 

My soul is restless…

You think I’m an angel 

You think I understand 

Fuck no

You never take an accountability 

You never said sorry..

Go ahead 

Live your life 

I will stalk on you 

Use holy water 

Use voodoo 

All you want 

But none of it will work 

My anger is too strong…

I’m not goin to stop fightin 

Back….

I’m somebody you fear….

Somebody who make you twist and turn 

Make you cry

Make you feel pain as I did…

I won’t give a fuck….

Maybe you don’t need to confess on your death bed

Maybe you might say it up front 

Cos you can’t take it anymore….

My grudges bother your bones so much 

Can’t take it anymore….

I really do hope you believe in ghosts…

If not I visit your night terrors 

Your charms 

Your pills 

Will not help…

You will not be safe 

You will not be in peace

Til you spill your secret 

Your death threat 

You killin me 

Cos I was doin the right thing 

I was the leader to my people…

You decide to assassinate me 

And I’m hauntin you down…

Even your babies see me….

✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 4-23-26