7/03/2026

Love poems to a white boy from a black girl

 Love poems to a white boy from a black girl


Imagine durin Jim Crow 

You wrote a book full of love poems 

Handwritten neatly….

you wrote them to a white boy

You fell in love with…

Somehow you left them at his doorstep 

He got them, told his mom

And his mom told his dad 

His dad got pissed 

He called his boys to get their rifles

and a rope…

He said, “find that nigger, and a tree.”

They found your address 

Snatch you up 

Go into the woods 

At a dark alley…

You saw the boy

That white boy with a smirk

He laughed 

He laughed at your poems

Mockin at your romantic soul….

Like your feelings are nothin but 

A standup comedy….

He volunteered to tie a rope 

Around your neck 

And choke you 

His dad encouraged him to 

Give you bloody eyes 

Slice your bodies into souvenirs 

Photographs your heartbreak into 

Passin along postcards….

They ate your right fingers 

Gnaw down your toes 

Then they burned all your passionate 

Poetry into ashes…

Cos you have a big crush on a white boy

Who is a piece of shit….

Who is actually jealous of black people….

Who was taught bigotry and racism at home 

Sayin black people ain’t humans….


Now do you remember 

Or know the story of a black boy 

Wrote a love letter to a white girl?

And she told her father

And her father and his buddies 

Grabbed that black boy 

And his dad

Went to the woods 

By a tree 

I think…

They beat him in front of his dad 

They might have shot him…

Cos he was in love with a white girl….


I wondered about this story 

This mornin while eatin breakfast….

I also wondered how many black writers 

Who fell in love with white folks  

Who wrote them romantic notes on the side 

And left them at their mailbox as secret admirers 

And figured out who they came from…

At the time it was segregated….


We don’t know these types 

Of stories about black people 

Writin love letters to white folks

And got slaughtered….

Possibly it does exist, just like that

Black boy…

A black girl with love poems to a 

White boy is a make believe scenario 

Cos these tragedies happened 

In real life….

We don’t learn about them….


I’m sure 

These sad tales happened 

In Jim Crow

In segregation 

In after slavery 

If a white girl wrote love notes 

To a black boy she loves

She never passed away

Her parents would be upset 

However 

Her father and his buddies 

Went to his house 

And shot him in front of his parents…

He didn’t do anythin…

He didn’t make her write love notes…

Was it intentional?

Could be?

She might use her famous white tears


Somehow 

They can get away with it 

Like that white boy 

He can get away with it…

But life has its own consequences 

That follow their footsteps….

They will never see

They will never expect 


There were no laws in place 

Where black people can’t write poems 

Or letters to white folks durin Jim Crow…

If there were, I wouldn’t be surprised….

After all, 


It wasn’t that long ago,

That slaves were not allowed to read a

Book…


✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 7-3-26



7/02/2026

Heatwave in Europe

 Heatwave in Europe 


Honestly 

This is white folks’ karma….

Heatwave in Europe 

Sun burnin hot

And y'all think y'all could 

Invent a machine to cover 

The fireball in the sky…

Well think again, 

This is kind of karma where she 

Place consequences in your lives 

Of white violence….

I bet Indigenous black people taught y'all 

How to adapt the climate 

While genocide…

Cos for real for real 

Your racism is showin

Your jig is up 

White supremacy is allergic to 

The vitamin d…

Y'all can't control mama nature 

Y'all can't control global warmin…

What are y'all goin to do?

Are y'all goin back to your caves?

Your coldest mountains?

The heat be heatin….

There's a Heatwave in Europe 

How come y'all don't have ac?

A fan?

I wonder…

Y'all got too many deaths…


✊🏾💯©️ Kai C. 7-2-26


6/30/2026

Lack of control lack of discipline

 Lack of control lack of discipline 


Lack of control lack of discipline

You say I’m a man

Yes an unfaithful man 

You listen to your dick way too much….

Instead of wisdom….


You should of be a man 

And say I’m done…

No you walked away 

Into your sidechick’s pussy…


Am I lyin?

It’s not cruel 

You don’t love me….

You’re wreckless….


So I replaced myself 

After I cried 

I trained my heart to move forward 

Cos 


I don’t wanna stay 

I don’t wanna go back 


You have no discipline 

No control 

It’s not cos you’re a man 

It’s cos you made a choice to 

Cheat, to lay down with another 

Woman….


When someone cheats, 

It feels like my insecurities speak louder 

Than silence….

Loud and clear 

I talk to myself what’s wrong with me 

But then I remember 

There’s nothin wrong with me….

I realized again I was a fool….


There’s somethin wrong with 

A cheatin man like you…

You wanted your ego to boost 

You wanted to have sex and I said no 

Recently 

Now you go out find a pretty woman 

To play with….you wanted excitement..


Tellin me it’s my fault 

That I don’t feel like 

I don’t wanna fuck…

So you punish me


I left 

I left you so empty 

For months 

You can’t stand my absence 

I can’t stand your lack of respect….


You can discipline yourself 

You can control your temptations 

Cos honestly sex isn’t everythin….

You didn’t think about trust and loyalty…..

You never had a sit down conversation 

About missin our intimacy….


I’m a man 

Is not a fuckin excuse…

A real man says 

I need you 

A real man 

Understands 

You’re  Not in the mood 

And don’t go somewhere else….


It’s why 

I left you in the dark house 

Alone…. you miss me

You wanna apologize 

You gotta have me back in your life 

Yet I bet it’s a trick….

I won’t take you seriously…


You’re too lustful 

You don’t change 

Stay away 

Don’t be near 


I will never forget what you said 

Your mistress is way better than me..

But does she take care of you at your lowest?

Does she love you correctly?

Cos a fantasy 

It doesn’t last long 

And the youth wants cash and luxury….


I mean where is she?

I thought you’d be with her by now….

Why are you so worried about me 

Oh yes, 


You fumbled me 

You gave me away 

Don’t forget that 

It’s your doin 

Lack of discipline 

Lack of control 

You couldn’t stop listenin to your cock…

Smh


💯💔©️Kai C. 6-30-26