If you cheat

 If you cheat

If you cheat,

I would like for you 

to stay the fuck away 

From me….

Ok?

Even in out of your desperation, 

Please stay away…

Don’t apologize 

Cos you’re never sorry….

Since 

I’m bored 

Since 

I scared you away 

Since 

I don’t give you what you want 

Stay far

Way farther 

Like you usually do 

Grow distant 

I don’t need to feel your breath…

I don’t need your heartbeat 

Plus 

You broke your own soul 

As well 

Cos you convince yourself that 

I always need you 

That I always forgive you 

I’ll always be close….

I block I ignored 

As the word no 

Is the only absence i can give you…

I won’t return 

I won’t be gaslit…

I’m not goin to fall for 

Your foolishness….

Your actions told me 

You don’t love me 

So I removed myself 

From your world….

I suggest you 

Not to think about me

Not to make a wish upon 

My heart at all….

You said to your friends 

You have a better lady 

For you…I heard 

And I left 

And I move on 

Trainin myself to heal 

From the pain 

You gave me….

I didn’t forget your resentment 

When you tried to come back..

I can’t hear you 

Don’t follow me 

You asked for this…

You even asked me 

Not to care 

Your dream is my command…

Your prayers have been answered…

I don’t coddle your feelings anymore…

I don’t protect and make excuses….

Your cowardness 

Push me away….

You see me

Smilin

Livin without you….

So stay the fuck away 

From me….

Don’t ask me 

If we can talk

I don’t want sorry 

I don’t want closure 

Don’t even look in my direction….

Your new girlfriend 

Will ask you 

Why are you lookin at her 

Like that?

Why are your eyes still 

In love with her?

💯©️ Kai C. 8-9-26

Why are you defendin your wife while sleepin with your sidechick?

Why are you defendin your wife while sleepin with your sidechick?

You’re already breakin your marriage…

Don’t stand up for her…

Did you complain about your home?

You said she lost herself 

You said her body is not what it used to be….

Your excuse is, temporary pleasures are the best for now…

You listen to your dick more than your loyalty…

So don’t get upset with your sidechick talks mad shit

About your wife…

Remember you stop lovin her….

Maybe you didn’t love her at all…

You might not leave your wife for the other woman 

Cos you heard husbands don’t leave their wives….

Or you might file divorce and it may be for the best…

Once you leave and broke your home

You will get a new life with harsh consequences 

You will never escape from….

Later on you could regret for cheatin on your wife 

Cos you wanted to fuck….

You chose to step out on her in the lieu of 

Discussin of how you need your wife…

Tellin your wife you’re unhappy and you want out….

You didn’t do that…

You went out on a date with the youngin 

In her 20s

You have no discipline to control your hard penis….

I can say sex ain’t everythin….

It’s not your wife’s fault that she won’t make love to you…

You didn’t consider her exhaustions, her stress, takin care of 

The kids and house…

She sacrificed….

Life gets too busy for romance…

But you should have tried hard enough 

To ask her on a date for a while….

Hold her hand…

You should have done somethin creative 

Instead of fuckin another woman’s pussy…

If you truly love your wife

Respect her 

And have much self control 

There wouldn’t be a sidepiece….

You started the breakin up the family 

You started not to come home

You started to hide your texts

You started to skip your kids’ events 

and now you’re defendin your wife 

To confront your sidechick….

Your actions said it yourself….

You know your ass is guilty….

You know it’s wrong…

It’s why your wife left you 

In an empty house 

She gave you a favor…

She vanished 

Now you make vows to 

Your loneliness 

Your misery….

You did that sir….

Even if you stay with your mistress 

You can’t seem to get rid of 

Your now ex wife’s face out of 

Your memories….

It’s too quiet 

Your soul is not peaceful….

You don’t get to think about her 

Go ahead and stay in 

Your playboy fantasy….

Yet the woman you had an affair with 

Is angry now 

Cos you ain’t smilin….

The woman thought she won,

It didn’t bring joy….

It just brings depression….

She helped you to wreck your 

Home….and she slept peacefully 

At night…when really 

Things changed….

No happiness around here…

It’s just delusions and frowns

  They could fake it 

But the wrongdoings will bring 

Them both karma that disturbs 

Their days all cos 

You both broke someone’s heart….

You have no right to defend your wife 

While fuckin another woman at a hotel 

While makin promises 

You don’t even love yourself….

💔💯©️Kai C. 8-9-26