8/18/2026

A comfort thought

 A comfort thought


I’m not goin to lie 

A comfort thought 

I hold in my heart and 

Mind is that when white folks 

Murdered black people in the 

Name of their racism, 

They will never know 

What peace feels like,

Even if they get away with it

Even if they have good night sleep 

They will never know 

Such peace at all….

Cos deep down 

They know they’re wrong….

They don’t care about black bodies 

They have created a system 

A culture that they decided 

Our race is not human…..

White folks may cover up 

Their crimes, actin innocent 

Actin like victims 

But they will never know 

What peace looks like….

Even Their family and friends 

Protectin them…havin their own 

Code, they will never see peace 

In their future….whiteness doesn’t 

Give them peace…their token black 

Friends will never give them peace 

They will pray and love on them….

No forgiveness can place peace 

In their white privilege….

Yes, that's my comfort thought…

They know they don’t deserve peace…

You may call me mean, 

I don’t care…

Do you really think that white supremacy 

Kills black people is kind? 

No, right?

I will let life expose their colors 

Or it already has….

By their body language 

By how they use words carefully 

By how they hid things and called it somethin

Knowin damn well it’s not…

Since black people don’t fight back 

Nature and karma is whoopin their asses….

They taunt hunt, intimidate 

Use microaggression 

Still, there is no peace 

They may fake apology tours

They may use white tears

They may use speeches 

White folks will never have peace 

After they lynched black souls on trees…

You call me rude 

Call me anythin 

You know I’m right…

A comfort thought is where i ponder 

There is a consequence that white folks 

Can’t escape, no system can hover 

Them from…it’s the thought of them 

Havin no peace at all…

Even they’re lyin to the world 

And to themselves….✊πŸΏπŸ’―©️Kai C.  8-18-26


Useless

 Useless 


If a man 

Called you useless,

Please walk away…

He takes you for granted…

Actually he’s useless…

He’s talkin about himself…

Not you…

When he said those 

Words to constantly break you,

It turns into your belief….

You’re givin away 

Your energy 

Your power….

And he was never sorry….


A real man 

Doesn’t call you 

Useless 

Not even the word useful….

You’re not a tool…

You’re a human….

You have feelings 

You have a mind…

Please pretty woman 

Don’t shrink yourself 

For anybody 

Especially for a man…

Don’t show tears 

Cos he still has power over you….


Men like that 

Who broke your heart

A million times 

Always come back for another chance…

When really 

He wants to see if he can still 

Control you,

This isn’t love….

It’s a sore loser tactic…

He still wants to see 

If you’re still weak…


He knows what 

He’s doin….

You need to ignore him 

Don’t ever give him 

The satisfaction…

When he calls you useless,

He truly hates himself 

He watched his own father to 

Disrespect his mother…


He’s envy 

Of your light 

So he dim you 

Down 

Down 

Down 

To dark….

Words has power 

They make people 

Feel a certain way 

For that, you must train 

Your heart not carry 

Those achin sentences…,

You know 

He doesn’t love you…

It hurts….

You wanted him 

To change 


He’s not goin to….


He’s useless 

For you, 

For your soul,

You 

Gotta 

Walk away sis,

For good….


And when he listens to 

To your absence 

I hope he confronts himself 

To the truth 

While you’re healin 

And movin on…


He’ll have regrets in 

His hands….they will bother 

Him constantly….

Regrets are 

Consequences 

Memories linger 

His sadness…

He’ll be rememberin

That he named you 

Useless…


He knew 

You ain’t useless

He knew that 

You loved him from the beginnin

He waited for you 

Come back 

And you’re not…


He went out 

With many ladies 

But they ain’t you..,,

Many ladies treated him 

The way he treated you….

Some called him 

Useless…

Then flashbacks came 


He cried 

In his empty bed…


Now he knows how 

It feels to be called 

Useless….your face 

Appears with tears in 

Your eyes appear in your mind 

Hauntin 

Followin your twists and turns 

Like a shadow….


He has gone through 

His photos on his phone 

With frowns…

Askin the silent room

What have i done?

I miss you….


Meanwhile 


You live the best life 

Not thinkin about him 

Anymore….

πŸ’―©️ kai C. 8-18-26