Kai's Writings: Hopeful

Hopeful

Is always the safe word

For keepin my heart away from the truth…

I don’t wanna hear it

I don’t feel like frownin

I don’t need tears

Even if I found out,

I still stay hopeful

I could be delusional

Cos I want love so badly….

Reality was like

Snap out of it,

Silly

This man is not for you

And I should have stayed awake

Yet the hopeful

In me

Keeps pullin my heartstrings sideways

If I should have listened to

My brain for a while,

I might heal a little more….

I’m hopeful

Though there’s no reason

To hope for the same man

Who doesn’t value me…

A new hope

For someone new

For someone who loves me, too

Not the one who makes me cry….

I’m hopeful

For that…

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