If a racist kills me

 If a racist kills me

If a racist kills me

I will haunt 

I will be in someone’s nightmares 

I will give him or her bad days…

I will be the karma….

No peace

Just choas and tears….

Not even before a deathbed….

If a coon kills me for the 

Sake of white validation 

I will do the same thing…

Haunt and swimmin in his or her night terrors…

Be a consequence in his or her fall….

You ask 

Why would I do that?

You said it’s not nice 

Well would you want 

Someone who wants to kill you 

Out of racism?

Intentionally?

I will hold grudges 

I will become a demon that holy water 

Doesn’t work…

I want vengeance 

I want my serial killer to learn 

A lesson the hard way…

I want to let that person live in their 

Own stubbornness 

Til ego slips away…

I will be that kind of ancestor 

Who never rests til 

A racist or coon can’t take 

All the anxiety anymore 

They will be overwhelmed 

They will be scared 

They will lose themselves 

In the dark…

It’s a promise 

You may think 

I got goodness in me 

I do….

I don’t wanna leave 

My racist my coon alone 

Til the nervous system can’t breathe 

Anymore….

If a racist kills me 

You best believe I’m goin to get 

My spiritual reparations 

There’s no forgiveness….

Racist doesn’t deserve 

It, not even empathy 

Same thing with the coon….

I hope 

Racist and coon 

Believe in ghosts

Maybe not….

I’ll be the woman in their dreams 

Runnin their toes over 

Constantly 

Every night 

Every nap….

I could be worse than Freddy Krueger….

So get your pills 

Your coffee..

I will make racist or coon 

Or both 

To go to the psych ward….

Make them go insane 

Cos 

They saw my face 

In their houses 

At work 

At a family gatherin…

I hope nobody stops me 

From creepin 

Into the bones of evil….

I don’t want them to 

Live their best lives 

That’s a no no…

I don’t believe in ghosts

However my spirit will not 

Rest til racist or coon 

Or both will realize 

Their wrongdoin…

Til their guilt has force them to 

Take an accountability 

Honestly 

I don’t know what accountability 

Looks like….

I will haunt 

I will make them feel uncomfortable 

Even if they don’t see me

I’m goin to be with karma 

Or be that karma 

Who bestows magic…

✊🏿💯©️kai C. 6-16-26