Lack of control lack of discipline

 Lack of control lack of discipline 

Lack of control lack of discipline

You say I’m a man

Yes an unfaithful man 

You listen to your dick way too much….

Instead of wisdom….

You should of be a man 

And say I’m done…

No you walked away 

Into your sidechick’s pussy…

Am I lyin?

It’s not cruel 

You don’t love me….

You’re wreckless….

So I replaced myself 

After I cried 

I trained my heart to move forward 

Cos 

I don’t wanna stay 

I don’t wanna go back 

You have no discipline 

No control 

It’s not cos you’re a man 

It’s cos you made a choice to 

Cheat, to lay down with another 

Woman….

When someone cheats, 

It feels like my insecurities speak louder 

Than silence….

Loud and clear 

I talk to myself what’s wrong with me 

But then I remember 

There’s nothin wrong with me….

I realized again I was a fool….

There’s somethin wrong with 

A cheatin man like you…

You wanted your ego to boost 

You wanted to have sex and I said no 

Recently 

Now you go out find a pretty woman 

To play with….you wanted excitement..

Tellin me it’s my fault 

That I don’t feel like 

I don’t wanna fuck…

So you punish me

I left 

I left you so empty 

For months 

You can’t stand my absence 

I can’t stand your lack of respect….

You can discipline yourself 

You can control your temptations 

Cos honestly sex isn’t everythin….

You didn’t think about trust and loyalty…..

You never had a sit down conversation 

About missin our intimacy….

I’m a man 

Is not a fuckin excuse…

A real man says 

I need you 

A real man 

Understands 

You’re  Not in the mood 

And don’t go somewhere else….

It’s why 

I left you in the dark house 

Alone…. you miss me

You wanna apologize 

You gotta have me back in your life 

Yet I bet it’s a trick….

I won’t take you seriously…

You’re too lustful 

You don’t change 

Stay away 

Don’t be near 

I will never forget what you said 

Your mistress is way better than me..

But does she take care of you at your lowest?

Does she love you correctly?

Cos a fantasy 

It doesn’t last long 

And the youth wants cash and luxury….

I mean where is she?

I thought you’d be with her by now….

Why are you so worried about me 

Oh yes, 

You fumbled me 

You gave me away 

Don’t forget that 

It’s your doin 

Lack of discipline 

Lack of control 

You couldn’t stop listenin to your cock…

Smh

💯💔©️Kai C. 6-30-26