I don’t wanna marry you
Cos of your wheelchair
I don’t wanna marry you
Cos of your wheelchair….
I mean you’re a nice person
And all, but I just can’t…
What would people say?
They might ask me
Am I your caregiver?
Am I a help?
Or am I usin you for Money?
I’m sorry
I can’t marry a lady who can’t walk…
It was fun at last
Yet I need someone who doesn’t
Have a seat on daily basis…
I don’t wanna be a male nurse
Nor an aide….
You’re a cripple woman…
You can’t make love…
I’m not goin to carry you in my arms
For the rest of my life….
Your wheels bother me….
I wouldn’t allow my future children
To be around wheelchair access…
I won’t marry you
I tried to love you….
Please don’t cry
~
I didn’t ask you to be
My caregiver
I asked you to love me
For me…my own character
My wheelchair doesn’t define
Me for who I am….mobile helps
Me to go everywhere i go….
You’re an ableist…
You called me cripple
If you don’t wanna marry
Me, then you should have thought
About not playin games with my heart
In the first place….
Take your boxes of your shit
And go….
Since you don’t love me…
Meanwhile I have supported your dreams…
I was there on your bad days…
And this is how you betrayed me….
Cos you want to marry a woman who can walk
Well I hope you find what you’re lookin for….
I really do….
But do me a favor
Don’t dial my number
To text
To call
While your happiness turns into a
Battleground….
I hope you find a woman who can walk
Is sweet and kind geniunely….
I hope she doesn’t find out that
You’re a fool who dumped your girlfriend
Cos of her wheelchair….
Yet let her find out
Karma has a way of intimidatin you…
She’s no way to fuck with….
When I rose high,
You would wish you wouldn’t say those words…
You would wish you would want to take them back….
I’m goin to live without you….
Plus
I don’t wanna marry you
Anyway cos of your true colors….
I have stayed hopin you changed
Though You never did….
Thank you for the
Revelation of your real feelings
And who you truly are….
You worried about
My wheelchair…
It doesn’t look for
Your image….
Appearances are more
Important than
Real love….
Money is way better
Than a personality…
If you believe in god,
God will study your soul
Through cracks….
If universe can bring you
A woman that walks
Then don’t be disappointed
When she acts ugly towards you….
You want a wife who walks…
One day too late
You realize this is shallow of you…
You regret that you listened to your pride
And the wheelchair was the problem for your
Picture perfect luxury….
It’s not my fault that I was born this way…
It’s not my fault that I have to use my mobility
For the rest of my life….
And you told me I can’t make love…
You never have intimacy with me in bed
So how do you know?
You’re ignorant
And I don’t date guys who are so
Ignorant….
~
I’m sorry
I apologized
For what I said to your face
Years ago….
I saw a photo of
You and your husband
With a baby…
That could be us
But I was an idiot…
I called you cripple
I worried about your wheelchair….
I can’t find a lady who walks
Instead I find loneliness
Strollin in on me…
Oh, who am I talkin to?
I guess I’m havin a conversation
With myself….
I wished for this….
My baby girl blocked me
I have no right to call her that….
Look at her
Her husband found her
He didn’t worry about her wheelchair
He loves her for her…
and I failed
And i took a L…
This is what I deserve…
I said I didn’t wanna marry her
Cos of her wheelchair….
I cared deeply about
My outer looks….
I searched for validation in
People’s thoughts of me…
And where did I landed?
A solitude I didn’t ask for
Though consequences lead me
There….if I should turn back time,
I wouldn’t take her for granted….
I would have appreciated her….
I dated an ai girl
She ain’t her…
I don’t get to miss her
But oh my baby girl
Please come back to me
I value your worth now…
I changed
I love you
It’s not about your wheelchair
Not about your disability
Anymore…
It’s about who you are
And I’m a fool….
I’m a fool who lost a beautiful treasure…
Your husband is one lucky man…💯💔❣️©️ Kai C. 8-26-26
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