Dear zaddy all my love, black woman

 Dear zaddy all my love, black woman

Dear zaddy,

  

My zaddy 

My white chocolate man 

I don’t want a black man 

They’re all the same….

I hate them…

They’re criminals 

And you the most romantic one 

I’m so In love with you 

But why do you have a chainsaw?

And duck tape?

Please baby, let’s work out…

I glow you up 

Make you clean….

Why are people sayin 

That white men are colonizers?

Why is the world tellin me 

That this white man becomes a real man 

When he fucks a black pussy?

I don’t get it…

I don’t understand….

You’re my Prince Charmin

The man of my dreams…

I love the way you look at me 

Oh zaddy,

I’ll always be your mammy 

you could never fetishized me..

NEVER….

Skin color doesn’t have to do 

With us…

Love is love…

I bark like a dog 

You can chain me 

And we can have beautiful light babies 

That doesn’t look like me….

Don’t say I hate myself 

Don’t say I don’t love dignity in my blackness…

Somehow 

People say I got great grandkids 

Who are paler and pale to the bone…

Why’s that matter?

I told you 

I hate black men 

I have a black father in the house 

He gives me love….

Black boys called me ugly 

And white boys called me beautiful 

I go with the white boy…

You, the white boy knows how to treat me right…

I married you….

Though 

You called me the n word 

You did a blackface on Halloween 

And I said nothin

I made excuses 

Yet you went back to his white girl….

You told me I was too pretty for a dark skin girl 

And I don’t know what that means….

You broke up with me 

You said I was just a fetish…

Took my money

Leave me with my kids….

Now I’m cryin….

I didn’t know 

Why white men can be deadbeat dads, too…

I thought only the brothas….

Oh zaddy,

Please come back to me 

I’ll glow you right back up….

I love you….

With all my love, 

Black woman

P.S. I will wait by the door and empty my soul for you,

My handsome white boy…

💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 11-5-26

A black woman who loves white men a lot 

And she’s willing to die for him.

Yet he’s not that into her.

White man feels like a man by having sex with a black woman…

Think about rape in chattel slavery.

Slavemasters left their wives in bed to enslaved women 

And little girls which are disgusting.

They forced themselves on their bodies…

Even breeding farms….

That trauma has been passed down to generations