If you want to fumble me
If you want to fumble me,
Go ahead…
You don’t seem to want
Me to care about you,
To care about your well being…
You said I worry a little too much…
I was like okay, fine…
Let me disappear…
Let me remove myself
Cos you never want me to love you…
How am I your woman if you don’t want
Me to be there?
It doesn’t make sense…
The worse of all,
You truly ignore me…
I said alright,
I vanished…
You ain’t chasin me
Cos once I’m gone
Not thinkin of you
Not givin a damn
And you see me with someone else,
Then you realize your regrets
Written on your bedroom walls….
You asked to fumble me
You did say you don’t want me to care about you
Now I don’t give a fuck about you….
You know what the sayin goes, right?
Be careful what you wish for…
Well it’s a miracle…
I pay your name no mind…
I am disgusted by you now…
I wasted my time lovin you
When you don’t love me at all….
You’re cryin
It’s too late
Don’t even think about
Askin me to come back..
I know it’s a game…
Get the fuck away…
Yes I’m not nice when
You want me again
When you plead me
And I’m in my new man’s arms…
You can say
I’m bitter
But I will be annoyed
If you get down on your knees
To beg me
To beg my heart for return…
It’s a no…
Go find your sidechick
Go and love her
Then you might get cruel
Callin me names
Or givin me the silent treatment…
Like your way of punishin me…
This is why I got my clarity…
I need no closure…
You showed your true colors
In front of me
I had to convince myself to
Back away….
I stopped callin you
Stop textin you
I blocked you….
You fumbled me
You slipped me away
And somebody else got me
He came along
He tells me I’m his beautiful treasure…
He married me
And ran away together
We have beautiful kids
I’m livin my best life
Meanwhile
You saw me
On social media
As a wife and mother
Happy peaceful…
You go all alone…
Murmurin my name
Through your emptiness….
Your buddies said you’re a fool
For losin her..
You bow your head lookin at
The floor
Blamin yourself that you let another man
Took your dream girl…
you pushed her away into his arms
And he’s got her….
What have you done?
That’s what happened
When you fumbled an angel?
You made her stop lovin you
For good….
💯©️Kai C. 9-16-26