11/11/2026

You’ll wait forever

 You’ll wait forever 


You’ll wait forever 

For her to come back…

By the window 

By the door 

She never returned…


Oh, 

What did you do?

Did you cheated?

Lie?

Cos you think she’ll forget 

Your mistreatment 

Your misbehavior 

And come runnin back to you 


You still believe 

She loves you 

And thought it was a mistake..

Yet you saw her 

With another man 

He loves her, 

He treats her like gold


You said to him 

She’s a so and so

But he defended her 

He was like, don’t disrespect my wife…


Ha she married a good man 

Who loves her 

And this is what you get 

For losin her in the first place…


Go ahead 

Continue to wait

Til you ran out of waitin

Your hair grew grew

Your eyes grew sadder

Your skin grew furrows…


You threw away 

An empress and now 

Another man whisked her into 

His arms…


You tell her you’ll change 

His silly friend tries to convince 

her to go back to you…

She ignored him and you…

Focusin on herself….


Besides 

Your toxicity is destroyin 

Your soul, your own soul…

Be fibbin to you in the mirror 

Cos you’re a lonely man….


You broke her

You fumbled her 

And this is the consequence 

You have to see in your face 

Arguin to stop this karma…


You were like 

Remember the time 

When I hold you 

And I promise 

Baby please 


You even whisper 

I can make you get back together 

With me…I’m sorry…

You sing her favorite song 


But she strode away 

With her now husband 

Holdin his hand

You yelled her name 

Humiliatin her 

She still went home 

With her husband…


Give up 

Sir

She doesn’t want you 

Anymore…

The issue is, that you can’t live without 

Her….

You cry 

You cry 

You waited for years 

She never came back 

You watched her on social media 

You the stalker 

Saw her great great grandkids 

Runnin around in her yard…

Still with her husband for 50 years 

Milestone 

She’s happy 

She’s in peace…


And you waited forever….

For her…

Your abuse 

Your terror 

Pushed her farther away 

She did love you…

From the heart 

But now 

She knows her worth…


You can’t make her feel 

Bad for leavin…

You talk to her absence everyday 

Her silence becomes your imaginary bully..


You have waited forever 

Wastin all your decades to get back to her…

You dated other ladies, it wasn’t her…

You didn’t stop missin her 

You haven’t healed 


You tell happy couples 

There’s no such thing as real love

So stop hopin 

Stop believin 

Your bitterness drives outside world away 

Cos 


Your ex didn’t put up with 

Your nonsense anymore…

You said this is your character 

You can’t find a fool 

A naive woman who’s ok with 

Your ugly personality…


No!

It has to be her!

Why?

Why her?

Stop waitin 

Go get therapy 

You’re fuckin up your health…

Are you tryin to pass away from the broken heart?

💯💔©️Kai C. 11-11-26


11/09/2026

A black author

 A black author 

Wrote black history books 

And black readers read them 

And suddenly their feelings are 

Hurt….cos a black author spoke the 

Truth…a black author travels 

Doin a lot of research 

Diggin every bone of our ancestors 

From the soil..

Still the black readers are ungrateful 

Cos they’re not familiar with 

Brilliant gems…

They used to readin white explorers

And how the white man is the hero…

So they quit readin black history books…

They’re scared of critical thinkin…

Put those books back in the shelves 

Cos their hearts can’t take facts…

They don’t like seein the words 

That says Jesus is not real…


Has this happened before?

To a black author 

Who published many books 

Of our own historical events?

Although we get triggered 

When slavery mentioned 

Sometimes we put it away 

Or skip pages…can you blame us?

However 

Black readers

If y’all don’t know your black history 

And miseducated and 

Your old teachers indoctrinated your 

Beautiful minds…

Please educate yourselves 

Don’t be an illiterate 

When it comes to our past…

Yet it’s been doomed to repeat…

Even if these real life memoirs 

Somebody experiences 

Broke your souls, 

It can help strengthen 

Your thoughts 

Your empathy 

Your understandin

It will help you learn to 

Love your blackness….

A black author 

Isn’t tryin to be cruel 

With the black readers 

She or he is savin  

More room for them to a 

Voice too…

More room to breathe in 

Their black space…

Our people need to 

Read…

Especially black history books 

And racism 

Why does it exist?

I get it 

A black reader 

Lives in a colorblind society 

And we get along with everyone 

Then you chose a book 

About black people

You get upset 

You don’t like what he or she wrote 

It made you mad…

I didn’t have that experience…

A black author has opened my eyes 

Real wide

Ever since then

I was hotepin 

Black history books 

Are not for everybody 

But sometimes 

You need to educate 

Yourself 

Especially when you’re a black person…

Schools will not teach the truth…

So go ahead 

Find a good black author 

Who makes you feel uncomfortable 

Who makes truths alive on paper…

Cos when a black author loves 

His or her people,

He or she will encourage them 

To use their brains

And hearts to unlock the chains 

For liberation…

To let go of white man ghost…

💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 11-9-26