6/03/2026

Cyrus Carmack Belton

 Cyrus Carmack Belton 


His mom should have 

Beaten the store manager’s ass 

She should have killed his son 

Just to see how he feels…

When are we goin to have that 

Mindset? When are we goin to 

Kill those shooters who shot 

Our loved ones cos they’re black?

I would like to know…


That young man is 14

He’s still a kid 

And this Asian who decided to 

Get a rifle…

He got away with it….

But karma, 


Karma never forgets where he stands….

Ya he may get away with it 

Though what about ghost?


A ghost of a black boy 

Haunts his presence now

The store manager 

Rick Chow 

That’s his name…

He might not believe in paranormal activity 

He might not feel guilty 

Yet consequences lay at his feet 

As a daily routine…


You know he pushed those thoughts 

Away…those thoughts of his wrong 

Choice and said to himself let me live 

My life…and this is why black people 

Should never forget these incidents…

Another reason why we have no friends 

Not even allies…cos 


Who the fuck do we trust?

Who is goin to be there when racism happens again 

And again?

This is why we should learn to be on our own…

We should take this message by heart that 

We as black people are all we have…

You see our people tellin us to stop invitin 

Other races to the cookout…stop fuckin 

With other ethnicities…


Do they listen?

No…

Do they keep goin to Asians store 

And Arabs establishment?

Do they keep goin back to that white man 

Even though he still blocked them from the table?

Yes and yes….


I feel bad for the Belton family 

Cyrus may rest in peace 

Actually I want Cyrus to haunt 

Rick Chow’s dreams every night 

I don’t care…

Just like he doesn’t give a shit 

About a child, a black child 

Cos not every black boy is a criminal….

His mom should have done a research 

On that store manager find his home address 

And beat his ass, punch his face to blue and black…

Quietly…..however 


Black people doesn’t think puttin justice in our hands 

Are not the way….some are more compassionate 

Unfortunately….


Cyrus passed away 

Cos he’s black 

Over a water bottle….

History repeats itself 

Latasha Harlins a black girl 

Got shot by a Korean woman 

In Los Angeles over some orange juice 


I’m like,

Really?


This is the type of shit 

I’ve been talkin about 

I’ve referrin black people should fight back 

Cos of racial violence….

Cos of racist murder our loved ones and got away with it…


I never had that experience before 

But this is the solution 

Protests, marches ain’t goin to do shit….

Nonviolent doesn’t work…

Being and forgiven ain’t workin…

I don’t wanna hear god to gaslight 

To say fightin your enemies is not the answer 

Cut the fuckery, ok?


Cyrus Belton 

If I were his mother 

I would hunt Rick Chow and his son 

And break every bone of their bones…

I’d have to go to jail 

Be in prison for life…


Cos they killed her son….


You may call it vengeance 

I call it justice…

Feel guilty or not 

Black people are exhaustin

It feels like we can’t get any rest….


✊πŸΏπŸ’―πŸ˜’πŸ’”πŸ˜’πŸ•Š️©️Kai C. 6-3-26


6/01/2026

I forgive

 I forgive

I forgive 

You’re forgiven

You’re always forgiven 

That has been black people’s condition….

It has been that for decades 

Since 400 years or so…

After killings 

After slaughters 

After rapings 

Black people still forgive….

It bothers me, 

Why do we have to be a bigger person 

When we can hold these motherfuckers accountable?

Why do we have to hug these wicked racists?

Why do we have to listen to what Jesus says?

You know Jesus is what white folks gave us….

Look at our bleach white minds….

Look at how we became way too kind 

Way too compassionate to a white man

Who wants to genocide us….


Forgiveness is a sickness….

I won’t apologize for sayin this 

It’s the truth….

This is why black mental health 

Needs to be talked about out loud 

Our trauma needs to be addressed…

Cos slavery and colonialism has fucked our 

Minds up so is our souls…

Please study our history 

Go read how atrocities affect our brains constantly 

And how our dna carries ancestral pain….

I think it’s way of healin….

As a black race, 

We need to do a lot of self care 

For us….for each other…

We must learn dignity and respect 

For ourselves….

Cos forgiveness is weakenin our spines….

I think we were trained to listen to our hearts 

Way too much instead of our wisdom….

That’s the issue….racism is no accident…

Racism is done on purpose….

Oppression has us thinkin we’re not humans…

Does this sound like a mistake?

Not really….

Black people shouldn’t forgive 

White supremacy….black people 

Should have destroyed the system completely 

And mental illnesses has stopped us 

People stopped us….

Religion has stopped us….

✊πŸΏπŸ’―©️Kai C. 6-1-26