Sometimes love is not enough

 

Sometimes love is not enough…. 

Sometimes love is not enough…

I try to understand why….but 

I don’t get it….

Cos love is trust, loyalty, and honesty…

Love is all of those things to keep you safe 

And warm….I guess some people ain’t built 

For this….maybe it’s why it’s not enough….

When lovers moved on and found another,

People realized too late love was enough….

They can’t handle the gems in their faces…

Cos all the good hearts does love, 

They love hard….sadly heartbreakers

Fumble the great ones every single day….heartbreakers 

Doesn’t know how to handle this act of love,

They only know how to crack souls….

It’s not good…

You can say it’s not that deep,

It is….

Love is not always a feelin, it’s an action 

It’s how humans practice kindness in every way….

It’s how humans express their passions through their heartbeats….

For the wrong persons, it’s never enough….

There’s always somebody toxic in their lives who taught 

Love was endurance…love was about giving their partner a lot of pain…

Love is never that….love is a warmest home….love is a thousand lighthouses 

Glowin your darkness away….love is filled with smiles of hope and joy….

Love shouldn’t make you cry in heartache….

If you ever tell me love wasn’t enough, 

I won’t lie, my feelings will get hurt….

Cos i gave my all….i was lovin you at your worst…

Still it wasn’t enough….

I chose the wrong one…the wrong one was like 

It’s not enough….my love wasn’t enough….

I could understand though I won’t be smilin….

My expression would tell a different story 

Knowin sometimes love is not enough….

It was never enough….😢💔💯©️Kai C. 

A black man is readin

A black man is readin 

And a white woman is uncomfortable….

Hmmm, I wonder why…..

Why are you so uncomfortable, white woman?

You don’t like it when a black man gain more knowledge 

About himself….

You saw the title, didn’t you?

Breaking The Curse of Willie Lynch 

How about this?

You do know who Willie Lynch is, right?

You do know that guy, right?

Real or not,

He’s the abuser of black minds…

I’m sure he’s not the only one….

How about this?

You can respectfully mind your business….

You go holdin your purse a little too tight, ain’t you?

I mean 

Your blond hair sorta sticks up 

In fear, maybe in the back of your neck….

But you need to mind your business….

Let that man read in peace…

Why are you tryin to intimidate him?

He can’t educate himself…

Honey we’re not on plantation…

Are you goin to call the cops 

Cos he’s readin about himself….

And his own people….

Cos in case you didn’t know 

There are black people who are readin

More black history books….

Since your people, your system has erased 

A lot of our own melaninated selves….

It’s just a fact, you may hate it or not 

Though black people want to know 

Who they really are, where they came from 

How did their brains got so sick….

Your so called proud race took that choice 

Away….they took their human rights to learn 

Somethin and y’all are still doin it today….

Are you goin to act like a Karen in every bookshop 

And every library not to promote black history books 

By black scholars?  With one phone call?

Or an email? 

All cos you saw a black man sittin next to you 

On a train readin how to crack spells from mental 

Slavery…he wanted to learn how to protect his 

Blackness, how to love and respect his melanin unconditionally 

Without hesitation….there’s nothin wrong with 

Being an intelligent black person…..

However it’s all wrong to you, white woman….

In your racist mind, black people are supposed to be 

Entertainers and athletes….

This black man might not wanna play basketball….

He just wants to read and understand….

If you were his massa, you wouldn’t let him touch 

A book….

When you saw the name, 

Willie Lynch 

Do you know him?

Do you know how he made black people so docile?

With every whip, every hit, and every smack?

Even rape…

He wrote a guidebook for slaveowners to keep the 

Slaves in line….

He was cruel….

I think you do know 

Him, know the history 

And you know what he did…

You thought it was long time ago 

You thought those horrors were deep secrets 

Unfortunately 

It’s documented…

It’s in the book….

Are you goin to write an angry letter 

To that author who wrote the truth?

I mean there’s no comfort zone 

In the moment….

You can always look the other way, lady…

Or move to another seat….

You can’t tell a stranger not to read this book….

Again you ain’t a master….

✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 7-25-26

 

Black and white thing

 Black and white thing

I don't wanna hear about 

Black and white thing…

Cos it's a thing…

You're sayin it

Cos you make sure that 

White people feel comfortable…

You're purposefully in denial.. 

We both know 

It's there…

I won't pretend 

It's not…

I don't need to 

Hear we bleed red

We have the same bones…

Racial harmony 

Is harmful to Black people…

I heard someone 

Long time ago 

Integration is a reverse psychology 

Which I can see that from afar…

I also see we're gettin burned up 

By Dr. King's mistake….

We can't blame him altogether 

We blame ourselves, too…

We wanted to believe we're all 

In a colorblind society….

We wanted to believe in

Michael Jackson's song Black and White….

Yet too many of us are wakin up

From the docile…

Too many of us chose to stay ignorant…

When I learned about racism in depth, 

I just wanna hear no words like skin color 

Doesn't matter…

I don't need to hear that anymore…

Cos I knew the truth…

It's in my face…

It's a thing 

And white folks invented it 

But won't patent it….

Never take credit for it…

They created power to force

Nonwhites to become them

Out of jealousy….and I never learned 

That in school… 

Think of the system as envy…

You know envy turns to hate….

So, understand this

I'm makin it as simple as it can be….

White supremacy is all jealousy…

That's why skin color does matter…

Melaninated nations can't be racist 

They never were…

White folks gaslit and manipulate 

Melaninated nations to be jealous of them…see the difference…

Black and white thing, 

Ya it's real…

You see it everywhere 

I'm an observant when it comes to 

Situations like that…

💯✊🏾©️ Kai C. 7-25-26

Don’t say your name

 Don’t say my name 

Don’t say my name 

After you broke up with me

Right after you left me 

You don’t get to call out 

When I’m not thinkin of you 

Anymore…..

You said you didn’t want me…

You made it clear….

I backed away 

Find me someone new..

When you saw me 

With a new man in my life 

With a diamond ring 

All of a sudden 

You tried to come back 

Cos you never want anyone 

To have me…

Your jealousy got the best of your 

Soul…you started to encourage 

Mr. Right to leave me….

To make me cry 

Tellin all the lies 

Cos you can’t have me 

You want me to depend on you….

I hope he never listens to you 

And your stupid pride…

I hope he listens to himself instead 

Of your wickedness…,

He plans to break us up 

So you can get your way with me…

I won’t let you..

I won’t fall for your game….

It’s why you don’t need to holler 

My name in the loudest crowd 

Singin your way into my world 

Where there ain’t no place for you in it….

Not one spot….,

Your tricks don't work….

Anymore….

You stay away from me 

You asked for this 

You tell the universe to make 

My love vanishes….

Guess what…..

Universe has ears

You voiced your wishes 

And now you’re unhappy….

This is what you get 

For pushin my heartbeat away….

Now you say my name in tears

You talk about me 

Kind things about me 

Behind my back while 

I’m gone….

My absences 

My ghost 

Is your shadow now…..

Don’t say my name 

Don’t ever say my name at all…

You do know why….

I don’t give a damn if you’re hurt….

You told the universe that 

You didn’t want me….

You didn’t love me….

I forgave you a long time ago 

But we won’t reconcile….

You love me now 

Cos I’m with Mr. Right 

I’m holdin his hand….

Where’s your other woman?

I thought you and her 

Belong together…..

Oh, you’re alone….

I don’t know what to tell you...

I say bye….

We have nothin to discuss 

Anymore….

You keep sayin 

My name over and over 

In the rain and sun…..

Go ahead and tell someone 

You’re broken

Cos I won’t go back to you…..

You may try to have your friend 

Convince me to come back 

But 

I’m a married woman now

Don’t you see a ring?

I have a baby on the way..

Try all you want 

I knew better 

Not to fall for your bull shit….

You beggin 

You pleadin 

I ignored 

Enjoyin life 

My happiness…..

Don’t say my name 

I mean you can say 

It, but my heart is sealed close 

For good…..

You’re an ex for a reason 

You’re so old news…..💯©️Kai C. 7-25-26

So envious white missionaries

 So envious white missionaries 

So envious white missionaries 

Came to Africa 

Build a house 

Steal the resources 

Created a Christian schools 

And told beautiful black girls 

To cut their Afro 

Cos they’re untidy….

First of all, 

Fake white knights 

This is not your home….

Second of all, 

Y’all ain’t got no business tellin 

These babies that their own hair is the devil….

Y’all make these policies out of your harsh abuse…..

A form of humiliation make the lowest self esteem 

So loud…..

Those pretty eyes are cryin

Cos of jealous colonizers 

Parents followed suit….

Brainwashed Africans took that white man’s role

Just tell these children who look like them 

To shave their heads…

Even the black boys….

Where were the warriors back in the day 

To stop this nonsense?

This type of situation 

Has happened all the time….

But with gettin a job

Sayin locs were unprofessional….

Tellin a black person that 

Cos of his or her hair….

Black hair is natural….

Black people are born with soft kinky gorgeous hair….

We’re told our hair is not good enough…

Our hair should be European hair 

Accordin to racial propaganda 

And human tongues….

African schools still keep colonial rules 

About black hair 

Keep it short 

Yet these are not African schools 

These are whitewashed indoctrinated institutions 

Where black kids are forced to erase their culture completely….

So envious white missionaries 

So called white savior 

Who actually want to be us so badly to the point 

They will tell black people to chop off their curls…

 What did they do with all their hair?

Do they wear it? 

Do they make it as a clothin?

Or put it in furniture like the slaveowners did?

Who told those wicked missionaries with the sticky smell

To dominate black girls’ hair?

I would of burn down their schools and kicked them back 

To Europe…….

They should have told their own kids 

To cut off their hair….

They should have a Bible on them…

Not ours

Just cos 

Y’all had a jealousy thing inside y’all 

That y’all had to oppress us by forcin 

Us to hate our own natural hair…..

So y’all can have it….

That’s all…

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 7-24-26