12/06/2025

I don’t wanna be a man

 I don’t wanna be a man…


I don’t wanna be a man…

Don’t masculinize me….

Know what the society doin.

Convincin another black woman 

To become a strong guy with muscles 

You want me to be a brotha…

Switch me to masculinity…

I stay in my feminine….

I won’t act like a man…


The last time 

I pretended to be a man 

Was Halloween, 

I was a muppet…

I was Michael Jackson….

For fun 

I tried to talk like a man 

And this is way 


Before I learned about 

White supremacy 

Had black people switched 

Genders not realizin 

What’s goin on….


Since I was so open arms 

About 

Black men becomin more soft 

Like a woman in poetry….

I need to get on my sistahs 

Who are manly, actin like 

Grown men…thinkin like men…

I have to warn them 

Systematic Racism plays a role…

They do have an agenda….

One word, depopulation….


I hate to admit 

From what I study and observe 

From afar 

White supremacy is brainwashin 

Black people to be gay 

For their survival…

It’s why I look at homosexuality 

As one of their tricks..

Their tactics from slavery…


It doesn’t mean 

I hate gay black community 

Doesn’t mean I hate gay people….

It’s just somethin to think about….


When I look at Cynthia Erivo 

As the man of the year 

On a men’s magazine 

and she’s a black woman

I knew what they’re doin…

Their propaganda is tellin 

Many black women 

That you can be a man, too….

They’re convincin my sistahs to stand 

In their new masculinity…

As they always do….


And this is why I don’t wanna be a

Man….i shouldn’t joke about 

Being a man after 

Those racist revelations…


Black women doesn’t wanna 

Be a man….we still have femininity 

We still need protection 

We still need black men

Let the black men be masculine….

and we shouldn’t listen to racism 

In the first place…

πŸ’―✊🏿©️ Kai C. 12-26-25


He cups my face

 He cups my face 


He cups my face 

In his hands 

And said, “i love you.”

My dark brown eyes 

Twinkle 

Knowin this warmth 

Fills my soul 

And then 


He kisses me 

On the lips….

He meant it….

I don’t want this 

Moment to slip away 

I don’t want us 

To break away 


Cos our love means everythin….

Our love truly means everythin…


Yes

He cups my face

Ever so gently 

His expression tells me 

He chose me, too…

Our hearts agree….


It’s so good 

To have someone 

Who genuinely loves you, too…

It’s rare though….


But it’s possible 

Don’t give up 

Maybe one day 


You find a sweet person 

Who cherishes you, too….

A sweet person 

Who will cup your face 

and stares deep into your eyes 

You see all this joy spiralin 

Everywhere….

You’ll know 

You are forever loved 

By your soulmate….


Your sweet sweet soulmate 

Your angel

Who cups your face 

To say “I’m not goin anywhere.”


That’s what the man 

Of my dreams Said….

The exact words 

How they tug my heart 

When 


He cups my face…

Caressin my cheeks

Tuckin my locs behind my ear 

His gentle stares melt me 

Inside….


πŸ­πŸ»πŸ°πŸ†❣️♥️🫢🏾🌺©️ Kai C. 12-6-25


You stare after me

 You stare after me…


You stare after me…

Your eyes on my back 

As I go off in my business…


I feel your presence…

Your warmth….my 

Heart carries such 

Looks….your clear visions…


You make me dream…..

As dreamin of your face 


Starin at me…not so 

Rudel…you give my belly 

Full of butterflies….


Is it obvious that 

I like you so?

Is it obvious 

That I want your eyes 

Lingerin upon my blush?

You do make me feel 

Like I’m the only woman 


You gaze at….

You glance my way 

While I’m busy….


I believe 

This is how 

Real love works….

I believe this plays 

A major part of 

Lovin so beautifully 


Knowin 

I don’t always 

Realize or sometimes 

Forget that

I captured your heart 

I usually be in my own 

Little world….


You stare after me 

While I’m not lookin…

And there are times 

I saw a glimpse of 

You starin at me…


I do melt 

I turn into puddles 

Of this feelin….

This happy feelin….


And you know 

I’m a big fan of 

You starin after me….


That lets me know 

You love me, too…

πŸ­πŸ†πŸ°πŸŒΊπŸ«ΆπŸΎπŸ­πŸ»πŸ’•♾️❤️🌹©️ Kai C. 12-6-25