I don’t wanna marry you Cos of your wheelchair

I don’t wanna marry you 

Cos of your wheelchair 

I don’t wanna marry you 

Cos of your wheelchair….

I mean you’re a nice person 

And all, but I just can’t…

What would people say?

They might ask me 

Am I your caregiver?

Am I a help?

Or am I usin you for Money?

I’m sorry 

I can’t marry a lady who can’t walk…

It was fun at last 

Yet I need someone who doesn’t 

Have a seat on daily basis…

I don’t wanna be a male nurse 

Nor an aide….

You’re a cripple woman…

You can’t make love…

I’m not goin to carry you in my arms 

For the rest of my life….

Your wheels bother me….

I wouldn’t allow my future children 

To be around wheelchair access…

I won’t marry you 

I tried to love you….

Please don’t cry 

~

I didn’t ask you to be 

My caregiver 

I asked you to love me 

For me…my own character 

My wheelchair doesn’t define 

Me for who I am….mobile helps 

Me to go everywhere i go….

You’re an ableist…

You called me cripple 

If you don’t wanna marry 

Me, then you should have thought 

About not playin games with my heart 

In the first place….

Take your boxes of your shit 

And go….

Since you don’t love me…

Meanwhile I have supported your dreams…

I was there on your bad days…

And this is how you betrayed me….

Cos you want to marry a woman who can walk 

Well I hope you find what you’re lookin for….

I really do….

But do me a favor 

Don’t dial my number 

To text 

To call 

While your happiness turns into a 

Battleground….

I hope you find a woman who can walk 

Is sweet and kind geniunely….

I hope she doesn’t find out that 

You’re a fool who dumped your girlfriend 

Cos of her wheelchair….

Yet let her find out 

Karma has a way of intimidatin you…

She’s no way to fuck with….

When I rose high,

You would wish you wouldn’t say those words…

You would wish you would want to take them back….

I’m goin to live without you….

Plus 

I don’t wanna marry you 

Anyway cos of your true colors….

I have stayed hopin you changed 

Though You never did….

Thank you for the 

Revelation of your real feelings 

And who you truly are….

You worried about 

My wheelchair…

It doesn’t look good for 

Your image….

Appearances are more 

Important than 

Real love….

Money is way better 

Than a personality…

If you believe in god,

God will study your soul

Through cracks….

If universe can bring you 

A woman that walks

Then don’t be disappointed 

When she acts ugly towards you….

You want a wife who walks…

One day too late 

You realize this is shallow of you…

You regret that you listened to your pride 

And the wheelchair was the problem for your 

Picture perfect luxury….

It’s not my fault that I was born this way…

It’s not my fault that I have to use my mobility 

For the rest of my life….

And you told me I can’t make love…

You never have intimacy with me in bed 

So how do you know?

You’re ignorant 

And I don’t date guys who are so

Ignorant….

~ 

I’m sorry 

I apologized 

For what I said to your face 

Years ago….

I saw a photo of 

You and your husband 

With a baby…

That could be us 

But I was an idiot…

I called you cripple

I worried about your wheelchair….

I can’t find a lady who walks 

Instead I find loneliness 

Strollin in on me…

Oh, who am I talkin to?

I guess I’m havin a conversation 

With myself….

I wished for this….

My baby girl blocked me

I have no right to call her that….

Look at her 

Her husband found her 

He didn’t worry about her wheelchair 

He loves her for her…

and I failed 

And i took a L…

This is what I deserve…

I said I didn’t wanna marry her 

Cos of her wheelchair….

I cared deeply about 

My outer looks….

I searched for validation in 

People’s thoughts of me…

And where did I landed?

A solitude I didn’t ask for 

Though consequences lead me 

There….if I should turn back time,

I wouldn’t take her for granted….

I would have appreciated her….

I dated an ai girl 

She ain’t her…

I don’t get to miss her 

But oh my baby girl

Please come back to me 

I value your worth now…

I changed 

I love you 

It’s not about your wheelchair 

Not about your disability

Anymore…

It’s about who you are 

And I’m a fool….

I’m a fool who lost a beautiful treasure…

Your husband is one lucky man…💯💔❣️©️ Kai C. 8-26-26

Arabs cut black penises off

 Arabs cut black penises off 

Arabs cut black penises off…

To tell them don’t rape their wives

But they turned African women into sex slaves…

How’s that work?

This is way before a white man came into the picture…

I wonder if he saw this practice in Islam…

And thought hmmm…

He might say I can do that too…

I can cut a negro’s phallus off, also…

I will do an experiment, put it in a jar 

For the science lab….

He might of watch the Arabs who sliced black genitals 

And black men cried…

He might take notes of Arabs’ evil geniuses….

Europeans and Arabs are both cruel…

They are jealous…..

They’re seriously jealous of black men

In most cases we don’t talk about Arab slavery….

We should as much as we talk Atlantic Slave Trade….

Yet we didn’t learn about Arabs castrated black 

Private parts…

What did they do with them?

This is also remind me of George Washington Carver 

And his slaveowner cut off his penis 

Cos he was afraid that he might rape his daughter…

I heard it’s the reason why his voice was soft…

If that happened, then it’s possible for the melaninated men’s 

Voices to be soft durin the Muslim enslavement…

After all,

Racism wants black men to become females…

It’s not buckbreakin although 

I’m sure Arabs raped black men as well…

However they took their freedom away…

Meanin a choice of havin a family 

They stripped their human rights and dignity to be a man

To be a masculine man…a powerful man….

Now they became Muslims and Allah on their brains 

Sounds familiar, right?

They act like Arabs,

Not only that 

They treated their women badly 

Don’t forget 

Women don’t have a say in their Arabic countries….

No disrespect I’m speakin the truth….

Unfortunately before Christianity 

Black people were forced to be in Islam….

And I did say religion is being used to control people….

If you wanna learn about slavery,

Don’t forget arab slave trade….

Learn how they cut off black penises…

Learn how they snatch their humanity before the white man….

💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 8-25-26

A real mother

 A real mother 

A real mother 

Taught her daughter 

To walk away from a man 

Who doesn’t value her anymore…

She never teaches her 

To endure disrespect…

She never tells her daughter 

To shrink herself for a man 

For anybody at all….

Daughter watches her mama 

Cry but she got herself back up

Rebuild and heal…that’s the lesson 

For a daughter to learn not just in 

Relationships but in life as well….

Peace and wisdom 

That her little girl takes notes from….

I’m positive that a real mother 

Never wants her to experience 

Heartbreak from a boy, it’s goin 

To happen….

Heartbreaks are unexpected routines 

For everybody….and mom knows when her 

Baby is sad, she will open up to talk…

Sometimes she sits in silence….

A real mother shows and advice 

To guard your heart before you fall faster 

Before you say you’re in love 

She said get to know someone first…

Be a friend first….

A real mother told her daughter 

She deserves better….

She’ll admit she doesn’t like that guy 

At all….

You know her intuition never lies 

About the people you hang out…

It feels like you have to trust on this one

Even though your naive mind won’t accept it…

It’s not always like that 

However a real mother can guide you 

to make your own decisions….

Whether bad or good 

She will warn you of the consequences….

A real mother 

Will tell the truth 

She doesn’t hold back…

She will tell her experiences 

She doesn’t want her daughter to make 

The same mistakes she made…

She wants her to break the generational curses

Tearin every traumatic cycle up….

A Real mother 

Doesn’t wanna bring toxic 

To her own family tree….

She wants her baby girl to be 

A healthy human soul…

She did the best she can 

And her daughter is truly grateful 

For all the lessons that her mom has taught 

Her….her daughter will pass those lessons 

Down to her own daughter….

Her daughter 

Will become 

A real mother 

Someday…

She might have a girl…

Her daughter will teach her 

Her worth….

Just like her mama did…

👩🏾❣️©️Kai C. 8-25-26

Remember

 Remember when 

You were fuckin another woman 

And You didn't think about me?

Keep doin that, ok?

Cos I won’t be here 

I will be out of reach…

Since you're fuckin 

Your sidechick, 

I beg of you 

Don't reminisce the good times 

We have, never carry your thoughts 

Of me in your heart…

The only reason you care, 

Is Cos your ass got caught…

You can give me a proof 

All you want 

However 

I'm not goin to answer you…

You don't get to think 

About me all the time…

You may think I'm cruel 

Your friends might convince me 

I said no…

I walked away for a reason…

You don't even know the first thing 

About real love, real love doesn't cheat…

You might argue, real love forgives…

Unfaithfulness is unforgivable..

It's intentional.. 

It's a choice…

You decided to break trust…

Don't give me flowers 

No candy and jewelry 

No letters…..

Let me go…

Let my heart go…

You need therapy…

I don't wanna stay 

Hopin you change…

I'm not goin to 

Endure your bull shit…

So do me a fuckin favor 

Alright?

Don't think about me 

Stop daydreamin about me

Stop stalkin me

Don't call me 

Don't say my name 

Remember 

You were fuckin your other girlfriend 

And I wasn't in your mind…

Keep doin that 

After I'm gone…

After I'm chillin…

Go ahead 

Complain about my absence…

You did this….

Aww you're guilty 

I don't give a damn…

You don't love me 

Your actions told me…

You think gifts and sweet words 

To keep me,

No you want to see 

If you still can control 

The situation, 

For real, for real

That's abuse….

I don't want that 

I don't want your 

Harm

I don't want your emotional 

Torture…

I don't wanna fall for 

You ever again…

I'm never goin to be that stupid….

That gullible…

Wiseness is my protection 

My guards..

And I will ignore you 

Completely.. 

I don't need to see your unknown 

Number on screen…

No texts 

Not a goddamn thing…

We ain’t comin

Back together…

You think I'm soft 

Too weak

Too broken 

No 

Get out of my face 

Go back to your sidechick 

She's callin you..

💯©️ Kai C. 8-25-26 

Arabs Slave Trade

 Arab slave trade

Why is it a surprise 

When you look at the pictures of 

Slaves on Facebook? 

And y’all know Arab slave trade 

Have been doin this for decades....

Nobody says a word....

Nobody hasn’t fought back....

Well we don’t expect to see 

Horrific images of humans 

Being tortured on a daily basis...

We usually go on our business....

We let the corruption do its thing....

And somehow, it’s not human of us 

To ignore trauma, especially in Liberia...

Especially in all parts of Africa.....

However the motherland doesn’t 

Enslaved her civilizations ...she doesn’t do 

That——why cos she’s the mama who makes 

No child a slave....she loves her child, she nurtures

Her child....and today she looks at her millions 

Of generations in disgust tellin her to keep 

Her people in shackles...nature itself doesn’t 

Allow to happen...but the psyche of evil minds 

Cause a genocide...troubles get stronger and 

Stronger over the years.....we complained about 

Europeans slave tradin, but there’s no conversations 

About the arab slave trade...it’s been quiet, concealed,

Secretive.....we forget.....we forget....the forgotten of 

How inhuman the world is right now.....💔 © Kai C. 6-7-18

Your Mr. Right

Your Mr. Right 

Your Mr. Right 

Seems far away…

Are you takin 

Your sweet time to get to him?

Cos somebody will capture his 

Heart real quick….

If you don’t get him…

He’ll be somebody’s Mr. Right…

You’ll be too late…

Are you waitin for?

He was there in your face

But you never see his heart 

Choose you….

Your eyes went to 

A different direction…

Yet your intuition says 

He’s the one….

Even your dreams are tellin 

You his name….

Though 

You ignored the signs 

You’re missin real love…

Decades later 

Your Mr. right 

Is miles and miles away 

From you 

He has a wife now 

With beautiful children…

You saw him 

Now you’re in deep regret 

Sayin he should be my husband….

He gave up…

You turned out to be 

Ms. All wrong…

Cos 

You pushed him away 

You got him waitin for you 

To be ready to commit…

You weren’t prepared for 

His patience to stop…

You’re envious 

Somehow 

You can’t steal him away….

You stroll off in 

Quiet tears….

You made your choice 

Intentionally 

And by this second 

It’s your consequence….

What’s your accountability?

Are you not goin

To make another Mr. Right wait 

For a long time? 

To settle yourself?

Or are you goin to do better?

Give your person a chance?

A chance to love you for you…❣️©️Kai C. 8-24-26

Black love (another poem

 Black love (another poem)

Black love 

Is the rhythm 

Is the vibe

I want it 

I truly want it….

You can’t force 

You can’t gaslit

Let black love comes naturally….

Let it be a revolution…

Cos who told you 

That white love is better?

Who told you goin outside 

Of a melaninated soul 

Was way better?

Who told you?

Ain’t nothin out there….

Don’t you know 

Black love is under attack 

Everyday 

Somebody is tryin to 

Make black love look whiter…

But it’s still dark chocolate…

For a fact 

A black man and a black woman

Has devoted to one another 

Since the beginnin…

I love to say 

First Adam and Eve…

First parents….

First couple…

They created an original love story 

Way before white folks came around….

Now it’s still here 

However 

It’s full of sickness…

Been colonized…

I can honestly say 

That 

Black love is under 

Terror attacks

Cos the system is 

Still breakin the black family 

Which means divide 

Which mean the system has black genders 

Fightin each other constantly…

Like placin blame on each other 

Instead of the white man….

He did that,

He did put cruelty into our brains 

To make black people hate each other…

While still stealin our shit….

Propaganda got us downplayin 

Black love to cheat with the other races…

Oppression places lustful thoughts 

Into our minds and becomes 

Baby daddy’s baby mama’s 

And why is that culture?

Why does it have to be a hookup?

There are music on the radio 

About sex callin out each other 

Names, twerkin 

And kids listenin to those inappropriate 

Lyrics cos of their parents….

Where is the healthy black love?

It’s not always on the internet…

It’s in the household….

Between a black couple who really love 

Each other….

You can admire a 

Melanated relationship on social media 

However we don’t even know 

Their business…

Some has put it all out there in the 

Online streets….

Black love should be intimate 

Black love should private and show and tell 

Should be balance

For the black singles who 

Want to be with a black partner,

And only black partner,

Don’t give up….

I can tell you 

Anythin is possible..

You deserve a beautiful everlastin marriage 

With children of your own…

Beautiful black family…

There’s nothin wrong….

Never too late 

Never too old 

Never too young 

Black love is a rare thing….

I heard somebody says,

“Black love is revolutionary”

I’m not sure 

Who 

Yet it’s true….

We shouldn’t let 

Black love to be 

Deeply erased 

At all…

Cos we need 

Our black families to be 

Alive and well….

They keep pushin 

All kinds of media 

About interracial relationships….

And this is one of the things I don’t like 

At all…

It’s why 

I post black love 

So much 

Cos it’s too important 

Call me racist if you want….

But black love has 

That natural rhythm 

Between a black man and a black woman…

They adore each other 

He’s masculine 

She’s feminine 

They have always been a 

Forever couple….

I don’t need 

To hear a white man is better 

I don’t need 

To hear a white woman is better….

There’s no need for a fuckin speech 

Sayin skin color doesn’t matter…

When oppression plays a role in 

Domination….

Black love 

Can heal 

Black love 

Is unconditional 

Black love 

Feels like freedom….

And I want black couples 

To have that…

Unapologetically 

No permission….

To be real with you 

We need that desperately 

Cos too many have given up….

Some didn’t…

I won’t have doubts 

I have high hopes on 

Black love…🫶🏾✊🏿❣️💙💯🖤♥️💕🥰©️Kai C. 8-21-26