Lack of control lack of discipline
Lack of control lack of discipline
You say I’m a man
Yes an unfaithful man
You listen to your dick way too much….
Instead of wisdom….
You should of be a man
And say I’m done…
No you walked away
Into your sidechick’s pussy…
Am I lyin?
It’s not cruel
You don’t love me….
You’re wreckless….
So I replaced myself
After I cried
I trained my heart to move forward
Cos
I don’t wanna stay
I don’t wanna go back
You have no discipline
No control
It’s not cos you’re a man
It’s cos you made a choice to
Cheat, to lay down with another
Woman….
When someone cheats,
It feels like my insecurities speak louder
Than silence….
Loud and clear
I talk to myself what’s wrong with me
But then I remember
There’s nothin wrong with me….
I realized again I was a fool….
There’s somethin wrong with
A cheatin man like you…
You wanted your ego to boost
You wanted to have sex and I said no
Recently
Now you go out find a pretty woman
To play with….you wanted excitement..
Tellin me it’s my fault
That I don’t feel like
I don’t wanna fuck…
So you punish me
I left
I left you so empty
For months
You can’t stand my absence
I can’t stand your lack of respect….
You can discipline yourself
You can control your temptations
Cos honestly sex isn’t everythin….
You didn’t think about trust and loyalty…..
You never had a sit down conversation
About missin our intimacy….
I’m a man
Is not a fuckin excuse…
A real man says
I need you
A real man
Understands
You’re Not in the mood
And don’t go somewhere else….
It’s why
I left you in the dark house
Alone…. you miss me
You wanna apologize
You gotta have me back in your life
Yet I bet it’s a trick….
I won’t take you seriously…
You’re too lustful
You don’t change
Stay away
Don’t be near
I will never forget what you said
Your mistress is way better than me..
But does she take care of you at your lowest?
Does she love you correctly?
Cos a fantasy
It doesn’t last long
And the youth wants cash and luxury….
I mean where is she?
I thought you’d be with her by now….
Why are you so worried about me
Oh yes,
You fumbled me
You gave me away
Don’t forget that
It’s your doin
Lack of discipline
Lack of control
You couldn’t stop listenin to your cock…
Smh
π―π©️Kai C. 6-30-26