Christian wives

 Christian wives

I know 

It’s not my business 

And I know yall ain’t 

Goin to listen to me

But, 

I’m goin to say it anyway 

Respectfully 

I’m not a Christian 

And by the grace of god 

and Holy Spirit 

God gave y’all red flags 

About your cheatin husbands 

Y’all decided to stay with them 

And forgive and forgive and forgive 

Your men keep goin after their side chicks…

They say they love the lord 

No they don’t….

To my common sense 

The Holy Ghost says 

Pack your bags and 

File your divorce papers….

Y’all says he knows your hearts

They’ve been broken too many times 

Some of y’all have ironed their shirts for them 

To see their mistresses….

What are y’all teachin your daughters?

Do you think your daughters will be okay 

To take their abuse like a champ?

And yes infidelity is a form of abuse…

Do y’all want that for your little girls?

Do y’all really have to lose Your 

Self respect for a man who hurts you?

Who made you cry every night 

While fuckin another woman?

Your cheatin husbands doesn’t love y’all 

But y’all stay 

Cos god wants you to pray for your marriages 

To blossom again…

It’s really sad…

Y’all know deep down 

Y’all don’t deserve it….

Cheatin husbands doesn’t 

Have dignity 

They be lyin to themselves 

That they got it all….

Do y’all know who told y’all to stay with them?

The devil…he loves drama, trauma and pain…

He played god…he wears a mask of Christ 

and I don’t think y’all see that beneath the surface….

Y’all are blind…I don’t want Christian wives to feel 

Heartache in their own home….

That’s for any women 

Who went through this….

As I said before 

I’m not a Christian 

I know cheatin is dead wrong 

For the Christian girlies out there 

Who loves Jesus Christ 

and if he’s givin y’all a sign 

That this guy is with another woman 

You need to leave and get divorced…

There’s no place for y’all  to be sunken….

I don’t want y’all  to iron your cheatin ass husband’s 

Shirt…

💯©️ Kai C. 11-26-25

Sometimes you gotta stop listenin to your heart

 Sometimes you gotta stop listenin to your heart…

Sometimes you gotta stop listenin to your heart…

Cos if you keep listenin, it’s goin to break 

Again and again….nobody thinks about it….

You gotta use your brain….

Lots of times when we love hard, 

We let our persons keep hurtin us…..

Why?

Cos we truly want things to change…

But they never did…

We always stay 

We always been this stupid 

Why do we still bruise our souls?

It’s not human to keep this pain alive…

It’s supposed to be a lesson…

Some don’t wanna learn….

I had to learn 

I wanted to stop cryin 

I don’t need to feel ache anymore….

So I healed I breathe I move on

I thought for once I had to stop 

Listenin to my heart, cos it was lovesick….

It was hurt…it was mad….

I shouldn’t listen to my heart 

For so many times….

I ignored the red flags 

I wanted roses and butterflies 

All the sweet jazz 

I didn’t listen 

I wanted my ex to love me 

To call me 

To go out on dates with me

Not to cheat on me 

Til harsh wake up call stroked me 

Everythin crashed….

Don’t listen to your heart 

When this person is wrong…

Don’t go back constantly 

Cos what happen is that 

You’re goin to lose yourself 

If you keep listenin to the painful beat….

Walk away leave 

Like we shouldn’t be in heartache…

💯©️ Kai C. 11-26-25

This is why I don’t fuck with Christianity

 This is why i don’t fuck with Christianity

This is why I don’t fuck with Christianity 

Cos black people are actin like slave masters…

Simple as I can get, 

For an example white Jesus is everywhere 

Another example, pastors humiliated church members 

Sexual abuse and oh, they never followed the lord’s footsteps…

I believe it’s those generational curses..

all that religious trauma came from colonization 

It was put into our DNA, our genes….

And this is why I get so annoyed with black people

Forgives white people who gave them terror….

This is what our ancestors had to deal with 

In the name of Jesus Christ…the white man….

It’s abuse….and if you feel offended, I don’t care….

You should learn your history 

How the white man forced you to give up your 

African spirituality and walk in Christ….

He said your beliefs are the devil….

He dehumanize your humanity, he sliced off your tongue 

Not to speak…not to question…..

He beats you out of your humanness 

and now it’s been passed down to generations….

I saw a young beautiful girl 

 Onstage sayin she’s thankful for her stepmom 

Somehow church black women humiliated her 

And did the holy oil on her head….

It’s givin me slavery vibes….

That type of behavior has been around 

Since this white man came along…

We borrowed his actions 

Actually we took it to our bones and leave it astray 

Through our generations….

So let me get this straight,

You can’t feel 

You can’t ask 

You have to be quiet 

Bow your head 

Do humiliation ritual 

I say the church is the devil…..

Nobody’s innocent 

It’s about money and cars 

Mansion and sex

Cursin 

Nobody reads

The Bible….

This is why I don’t fuck with Christianity….✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 11-26-25