6/25/2026

Fry my brain

 Fry my brain 


What if somebody 

Fry my brain that i become a 

Different person all the while 

My family is being threatened 

Just cos I write way too much?

Way too much blackness 

Like I got my people united

Cos of my black poetry?

Whether it’s a book 

Or my posts, 

They might delete everythin, 

Every little piece of it

For the sake of white folks…

They have to save their white folks

Then people would ask me 

How come I stop writin 

Black power,

Black liberation?

They’d say 

Recently 

I write different poems now 

Like colorblind society ones 

The ones that we are all humans 

And we don’t see color…

My readers might say 

She’s not the same poetess 

I know 

She usually humanizes black people 

In her own metaphors…

Now she doesn’t anymore….

Askin what happened…

My audience wouldn’t know 

The cia 

The fbi 

Have fried my brain 

Cos I gave my own people 

Too much voice….

Even black poets and poetesses

Can be dangerous 

Words are powerful to create 

A black messiah to threaten 

White supremacy…it’s a risk….

It’s possible…

Honestly they may kill a human soul 

Who speaks facts

But facts are still out…..

However 

They will divide black race as much as 

They can for the sake of their survival….

And for real, for real 

Black people 

Will always come together 

No matter what….

It’s very possible that a division 

Will not work anymore 

Cos black unity is their ultimate karma 

Their nightmarish consequences…

Also Mother Nature 

A black woman

Ya she’s whoopin their ass too

You can’t assassinate her 

You can’t even fry her brain….

If I were that famous 

For writin truth to the melaninated nation 

And y’all give me death threats 

To get me to put my pen down 

To try interrupt my black thoughts

On purpose…there are goin to be 

Difficult choices…there are goin to be 

Risks….if someone has a plan 

For me to do like changin my own mind 

Like takin away my human rights to 

Express, to critical think…

I don't have to pass away 

There's no need for my blood…

They might as well decide to

Fry my brain….

With a machine 

A machine with hot flames…

They would believe and know

It's for the best to be a different writer

For a public eye to be comfortable with…

They might make me sold out 

My own black community 

I'd become a coon for the rest of my life 

If white supremacy fry my brain…

I mean who knows…

I'm not a psychic 

I can't see the future ahead 

And you know what 

I'm happy 

I'm not in that situation where

Fame leads me to danger and risk….

I'm glad I'm not that famous….

I just can't stand 

Being safe black is the only thing we have to do in order to make the world feel at ease.. 

I can't stand how it was set up this way…

Knowin we live in big ol lies…

I want nobody to fry my brain 

I want nobody to threaten my family and friends cos I write about black liberation 

Cos I unite my black people 

Book or posts 

Does a white leader or a white poet 

Gets threaten to fry his or her brain by a government 

For advocatin his or her people?

I heard no history of that…


πŸ’―✊🏾©️ Kai C. 6-25-26 


Fake ass sad tears

 Fake ass sad eyes


Don’t give me 

Fake ass sad eyes 

To get what you want….


I’m not comin back 

Tears ain’t doin its job….


Go find someone else 

Who will fall for your 

Bull shit….


After all, you don’t really want 

Me…it was a trick…


Since I ignored you 

Not thinkin about your face….


Now you act like 

you give a fuck….


And you give me 

Those fake ass sad eyes 

To gaslight 

To get me feelin sorry for you 

You use god to convince 

Me you’re a good man….

No you ain’t….


I blocked you 

I don’t wanna hear your speech 

Your apology 

You don’t mean it….

You just hate my absence 

My silence….

You hate that I don’t want you 

Anymore….


Plus if you come too close 

Being all sweet 

I’d be uncomfortable…

People on your side sayin

Give you a chance 

I still love you 

Like they’re feedin your pride….


I don’t wanna be soft 

No more..you don’t deserve 

it…...Do me a favor 

Stay the fuck away as 

You promised….


Remember 

You tired 

You got bored

You were scared


Then turn around 

You see I’m with someone

New…another man 

He loves me, too…

He respects me

He’s patient…

Actually he’s my husband….


You’re an ex for a reason 

Please take your fake ass sad eyes 

Someplace else…

Place them on another woman 

Who can put up with your 

Hollywood actin…you should have 

An Oscar for being so pretentious….


Keep your fake ass sad eyes 

To yourself 

πŸ’―πŸ€¬©️Kai C. 6-25-26


6/24/2026

Tonea Nicole Miller(Nikki)

 Tonea Nicole Miller (Nikki)


This is why i feel like 

Ida B. Wells 

This is why my soul 

Vibin Billie holiday 

When it comes to 

Black people 

Swingin from a tree…

They don’t hang themselves

They don’t have a ladder 

No chair 

We never take ropes 

With us….


I heard a black woman 

Got lynched in 

Miami….she was goin to 

Juneteenth celebration 

And of course 

It wasn’t mainstream…

It was local…

Black Floridians 

Shook their heads 

Mad as fuck 

But this is the south 

They have known this…

Things didn’t change 

Racists

Did that on the down low 


And somebody recently told 

Me that i should change the subject 

Another reason why 

I never stop writin 

This cos my people are being 

Harmed by racial violence 

They’re tryin to get me to 

Ignore that but I wanna  

Write about it cos 


There’s always goin to be a 

Warnin, there’s always goin to 

Be a tragedy especially when it’s not 

Broadcast on the national news….

We heard it on social platforms 

News clips and no this isn’t AI….


her name is 

Tonea Nicole Miller 

She didn’t carry a ladder 

Not a chair 

Not a fuckin rope….

Cops are lyin 

Cops covered up 

And her family is cryin

Up a storm….


Strange fruit 

Never leave bare…

It stays 

And black poets like myself 

Will always write poems 

About the bloody hands of 

America 

Not to benefit black pain 

In a bad way….

But to have black people To 

Understand…

And to encourage them to fight 

Back 


Cos this is violence…

Raw violence 

It’s not a forgivable mistake….

White folks 

Especially in the down south 

They wanted to kill you….

They wanted to feel like Jim Crow all over again…


You can’t say 

Skin color doesn’t matter 

When we got a target on our black spines…

Every time unexpectedly 

Expectedly 

This is America 

And being black in America 

Is where we as black people 

Are mindin our business 

Somehow not on racism’s watch….

We do and try live our best lives 

As much as we can 

Til atrocities come to visit again…


I don’t wanna sound negative 

And sad 

But this is realistic….


Tonea didn’t have to die 

She doesn’t deserve to pass away…

I blame the system…

And we’re the victims of it…


And lynchings 

Are still a major role  

We don’t see it…

Again 

It’s a secret…

However we know….


I give her family and her friends 

A lot of sympathy…

My condolences go out to them 

Nobody deserves to lose a loved one 

At all….


😒🀬✊πŸΏπŸ’―©️Kai C. 6-24-26