So called “freedom”

 So called “freedom”

Since we broke up 

How was your “freedom” ?

Does it smell like fresh air?

 

Or somethin else?

I don’t wanna hear 

Your complaints 

You don’t miss me 

The only time you miss me 

Cos my silence and absence 

Is gettin on your nerves….

I don’t need your sorries….

Go ahead and enjoy 

Your “freedom”

Cry if you want 

I never give a shit…

Go cry 

Over your sidechick 

I mean she’s the reason 

For let my freedom rings…

Yes I meant that 

And let’s not start 

With me not givin you mercy….

Your actions wasn’t gentle 

With my heart….

I’m goin to use the same ol rude 

Tone to crumble your pride ….

I don’t care….

I don’t forgive 

Since you want freedom 

Go ahead 

Be free….

You think 

I’m holdin your ass to 

Hostage….

I heard you 

Said I’m too soft….

I’m too bossy…

Well I gave you the door 

And years later 

I have never thought 

About you ever again….

I’m with my man

Now…

Plus I don’t

Remember 

Your face…. 

You look different 

Are you enjoyin

Your “freedom”?

Your so called “freedom”?

You stammer 

You said nothin

You look at my man 

Holdin my hand….

Oh, you thought 

You can’t live without me…

I did and I always will….

Your expression 

Hurts, 

Your tears are about 

To fall…

It was nice seein you 

I guess…

Honestly awkward…

I stroll away 

With my man 

Who’s happen to be my husband….

Cos the moment 

You saw my husband 

Lookin at me like I’m the rarest thing in the 

World 

You do realize 

Your “freedom”

Ain’t so free….

Not peaceful….

You’re tellin 

Yourself 

A little out loud 

I shouldn’t have thrown her away 

I should have kept her….

Yet another man picked herup 

And fall in love….

Damn it, I fumbled her….

❣️©️Kai C. 8-29-26

If you wanna date outside your race

 If you wanna date outside your race

If you wanna date outside your race,

go ahead be with a white woman

Be with a white man

It’s your business 

Your choice to give up on black love 

It’s your life….

You wanna dilute your blackness 

Cos of your self hate?

That’s your decision…

I won’t make you…

I’m not god…

Go ahead 

Have no dignity and respect 

For yourself 

Go ask a white person on a date….

Ask for a white validation in a love note?

After all, systematic racism 

Programmed you to think 

White is the standard…

So don’t complain 

That if a white family member calls 

You a nigger or a monkey….

Don’t think about your regrets 

Don’t feel bad if you don’t wanna 

Teach your mixed kids about being black….

After all 

You chose to date outside of your 

Black race….

You chose to be with a white person 

Cos he or she’s better…

You chose interracial love..

So go ahead 

Be with a snow bunny

Be with Ken….

You said you’re tired of black love,

Who’s stoppin you?

You said skin color doesn’t matter 

Love is love…

You do you 

For me

I want a black man…

🖤❣️💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 8-28-26

Boldness

 Boldness 

You know 

I can talk to you 

Anyway I want 

Cos you do the same thing to me….

But you don’t like how 

I stand up for myself….

As a black person….

As a black woman 

As a human…..

Don’t say disabilities is my definition…

I’m a human…

Why?

You don’t like my boldness….

Why are you goin to lynch me?

Or shoot me?

Then keep it a secret?

You know the usual cover up?

Just like the rest of my people 

You killed…

There’s no peace in that….

you try to get away with 

Consequences but chile

Oh chile,

You have no way to block 

Karma…she’s comin

And she will never rest…

She’s so clockwork….

Cos my boldness 

Is remindin me of 

How treat people the same way 

I wanna be treated…respect….

However, 

Black people 

Told other black people

to treat white folks 

The same way they treated them…

If they bully my people should 

Bully right back…

If they kill your loved ones 

They should do the same 

Eye for an Eye….

Yet too many black people 

Never have the mindset….

They never do….

They’re still kind and 

Lovin…they’re still 

Forgivin cos of god….

They fear of being 

A dangerous negro 

Cos that mean 

Sacrifice 

Risk takin 

Honestly 

I don’t see bravery 

Sustainable enough in 

Our melaninated bones….

We have that boldness 

Like Malcolm X

Like Fred Hampton 

Like all kinds of pro black activists 

Who ain’t afraid of 

The white man….

Who ain’t afraid of death 

Cos our ancestors passed away 

For us to live a better life 

For our freedom 

And we’re still fightin…

So ya 

I’m afraid of 

Death 

But death doesn’t stop 

The truth…

Makin a prime example of 

Us as a humiliation ritual 

Doesn’t stop the facts…

You can make me apologize 

You can make me quiet 

You can make me cry 

Though 

The realness 

Is still in our faces 

Somebody else 

Would have the boldness too….

Somebody else 

Would have a word of it…

It could be more braver

More riskier 

They will talk to you

Anyhow 

They will challenge you 

And again

You may murder 

Murder the family member

Fucked up the movement 

And still message  spreads

Across the world

Virally….

You can be mad if you want to 

The world is goin to turn tables 

Real soon…💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 8-29-26