A genocide
I don’t wanna imagine
Livin in a genocide
Where there are
Atomic Bombs
Crashin the homeland
And weapons that killed
Loved ones…. I don’t wanna live
To watch my people dyin…
And insanely searchin for
The ones who are close to me..
Mournin becomes my trauma
Quietness is my friend
Tears are the only rain I know…
I don’t wanna remember
A genocide, I don’t wanna
Have brain to have flashbacks
Of war and fire…fear would carry
My bones….
In a time like this
I would have to survive….
Honestly
I don’t know what’s that like to
To like in a place where
Chaos burst out of nowhere…
My heart would break and break
Soldiers everywhere
And i don’t speak their language
They might harm me, too…
What if I stay underground
And hid through long days
And nights still jumpin at
The helicopters passin by..
Would I wonder what was the
Government thinkin?
Why battle?
Or maybe I can’t think anymore…
Maybe I'd stay runnin…
To my refugees…
Red Cross
In my way
With water and food
My safety I hope
I heard babies cryin
Shiverin
Illnesses takin over
Elders’ bodies…
Mass destruction
That burn down our city buildings
Homes broken down…
On the news
Are the anchors tellin the truth
Or usin propaganda to spread lies?
I wouldn’t know anymore…
I can’t imagine a feelin
More than bad
More than pain
I don’t know how
A genocide affects me
Cos I never experienced….
Would I be numb?
Would I cry heavier when I tell my story?
I don’t know…
I don’t wanna know…
But my condolences to the families
Who passed away in a genocide…
To the ones who lost homes
And jobs…
I manifested healin
To start over
But it’s difficult after all those explosions
In the quiet neighborhoods…
Can you feel better after all that?
You can’t…
You have nowhere else to go
Lost a spouse
Lost your babies
You got injured…
There’s nothin happy about it
Scars are fresh
Wounded mindsets of Change
Some people doesn’t wanna
Talk about it…
I respect that
I don’t blame them
I wouldn’t, either….
💔💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 4-21-26