Why would you wanna hug a racist?

 Why would you wanna hug a racist?

Why would you wanna hug a racist?

Would you feel the need to wrap your arms around a racist?

A jealous person…

Knowin he or she wants your black skin badly…

A racist doesn’t need a compassion 

Doesn’t need love 

Racist wants your melanin 

Racist wants your humanness 

I never really understand many black people don’t get it…

Maybe cos they believe Jesus said do the right thing….

It’s to give them love, give them their golden hearts 

Racists take an advantage of that

They use it against them….

It’s why I don’t accept forgiveness….

Cos we’re in a condition where we forgive white supremacy 

After they slaughtered us a billion times….

That mindset is too sick, 

I don’t know how to cure it…

Say you don’t hug a racist

Yet you said you’re a Christian…

And Christians are supposed to follow Christ….

But you don’t give love the same love to your own people….

Not yourself 

Your forgiveness belongs to the white man….

You give him a big hug and say I love you….

That mentality came from slavery…

From colonialism….

Do you know it’s a trauma response?

It’s like you keep feedin your wounds….

Your scars keep growin

You may not agree 

You may tell somebody I don’t know what I’m talkin about…

There’s no argument….

You said god…

I said conditioned 

I said episgenetics 

I said historical abuse…

It’s been passed down for generations…

It does have somethin to do with religion 

Cos religion is a control….

You might give me a look 

A look of hurt 

A look of disbelief 

You might tell me keep all that to myself 

You never wanna hear that black power talk 

I can respect..

I’m just sayin to be careful 

With your dignity 

And your respect 

Racists will gaslight you 

Manipulate you 

To erase your light….

That’s what they do

They destroy your light 

They will get you to dim your shine yourself….

Please don’t hug a racist 

He or she doesn’t deserve it….

Don’t fall for their damn tears….

If you do give your enemy a hug,

It will become pattern 

I mean you may forgive and not forget…

I wouldn’t forgive cos

You’re givin your energy away to them….

You may forgive them for you 

I just can’t trust them….

You can say I’m a peacemaker 

And I’m all about the love

But I don’t wanna be convince to give a racist a hug 

It’s uncomfortable…

Feels like a humiliation ritual 

Feels like that whiteness has won all over again….

Black people need to stop forgivin  

White supremacy 

Stop givin their violence a pass

They know they did it intentionally…

They forced us to forgive them like they had no choice…

And we do….

We don’t have to give racists a hug

We don’t have to be “a better big person”

For decades 

The system keeps harmin us 

They still harm us…

I’m pointin out the psychosis we’re in as a people…

The kind of psychosis is where we continue to accept 

Fake apologies and give our enemies lots of love 

Sayin we shall overcome…

Like we become Martin Luther King jr. In the moment 

Prayin 

Tellin everybody skin color doesn’t matter….

You know color blindness society 

But In the real world 

White supremacy is still alive 

Oppressers doesn’t give a damn about 

The speech, 

The humanity 

Do you really think they give a fuck?

They don’t…

Cos of god 

He said give him or her a hug 

Like amber Gruyer who killed a black man in his apartment 

His family member gave her a hug 

In the courtroom 

Forgivin 

Being compassionate 

Honestly 

It’s weak for black people….

Instead of whoopin as we should 

We forgive 

Too quickly 

Sayin it’s ok you made a mistake 

You wipe racist’s make believe tears…

I bet it’s all part of an agenda,

Part of white power structures…

I hope you know why I said what I said 

Why would I ask?

Why would you wanna hug a racist?

You thought in your heart 

It’s the right thing to do 

You believe it’s the right choice 

To change a white supremacist’s heart 

Erase that narrative of hate off that mind….

You say you can tell a racist 

Black people are not that bad 

In your softer tone…

I can’t tell you what to do 

I’m goin to say 

Be cautious 

And wise….

I did say 

Don’t hug a racist 

But you’re going to do whatever you want….

That’s your business…

Not mine….

✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 6-22-26

White supremacy damages a lot of black brains

White supremacy damages a lot of black brains 

White supremacy damages a lot of black brains..

Across the world….

We experienced tragedy…we believe whiteness 

Is the only way…trauma caused us to hate ourselves 

And hate one another….

I think this is why we don’t talk about mental health…

Maybe system has encouraged us not to speak a word of it

Cos the white man said we’re not human…he said 

We can’t feel….

Unfortunately many of us believe that as well…

It’s a lie, a lie was told from the thin lips of a so called superior man…

Through violence, through negligence…

White people has done a number of us…

Takin advantage of our kindness….

We’re the most warmin soulful people 

On the planet…

Somehow they took that and changed into a 

Conditions like PTSD, Stockholm syndrome…

Intentionally…..

I think white people make our melaninated minds real sick 

So we won’t fight back…..

They want to dumb us down….that’s why they tell us 

Not to talk about racism, not to wake up…

Not unite with the other black people….

Cos they will lose power, they will lose their ability to conquer….

They told us to separate from each other….

Sadly many of us listen….

White supremacy damages a lot of black brains…

They still do….

Ever since they came on blackest homelands,

Atrocities struck

Mass destruction came loosen

Too much blood 

Too much rape and pillage 

Too much thievin

Too much white Jesus 

Too much erasin and hidin history of our true selves…

Our ancestors endured…

Yet they fought back constantly 

Today we still endure but we defend ourselves….

Ya white supremacy damages a lot of black brains 

But we find ways to heal, we find ways to learn 

Somethin….

White supremacy is  whiteoutin our intelligence…..

They keep tryin….

They’re failin….

Black people has the highest IQ  since beginnin of time…

We have this forward thinkin, critical thinkin….

And they tried to say we ain’t wise, we can’t read and write 

They still say we have no history and we’re criminals 

Yet they’re talkin about themselves…..

The truth is, we civilized white people….

We invented a lot of things that the world doesn't take credit for….

We are our own humanity…we gave birth to life first….

And this system that white folks created….

Made out of their envy and insecurities….

They traveled and explored the globe 

Took over and invented countless genocides on 

Indigenous black people…..

It’s a world crime and nobody stops them…

They have lived in their consequences 

Their own bad karma 

Even if they justify for their sake…

Makin their excuses of why they harmed….

Like I said before 

White supremacy damages a lot of black brains….

They always do…

However 

The system continues to crumble down slowly 

Cos almost everyone is woke….

Dumbin down tactics will no longer workin anymore….

We’re learnin we began to love each other 

And ourselves….

We grow integrity self respect and dignity 

Within black communities 

The healthiest way 

The positive way….

And white supremacy is losin its own ground….

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 6-22-26

I don’t wanna feel guilty

Honestly 

I don’t wanna feel guilty 

About writin black poetry….

Cos black poetry is the real truth….

You can’t just make me feel bad 

About it….. 

I write black poems cos I feel inspired 

I write black poems cos I watch black power 

On YouTube and other social platforms…

I write black poems cos I read black history books 

I write black poems cos I love my people…

Don’t try to guilt me for writin my blackness on paper….

I’m not usin my race….

I’m humanizin my race…..

I don’t give a shit if I get banned 

I don’t care if someone hushed me 

Truth will stay out…

So what 

I got white friends

So what 

I’m surroundin by white folks

Do you have to bring up the past of 

Internalized anti blackness?

Like I want to be white?

Like I like white boys?

That’s the time I had no idea 

About white supremacy….

I thought white supremacy is just the kkk

But it’s a system all over the world….

I decided to educate myself 

Black history interests me 

That’s how I started to ink black poems more often 

And I don’t wanna feel guilty about it….

I don’t wanna be told not to post my black poems down….

I know people get uncomfortable 

They ruined friendships….

I didn’t stop….

Some readers stay readin 

Black people poetically 

Many back away 

Cos they scared of the truth….

I know where I sit 

I know where my voice leads

I never need to be famous for 

Being a great black poetess

I need eyes and ears with an open mind and soul 

To feel, to heal a certain trauma….

To trigger to laugh to agree

And disagree….

I don’t wanna feel guilty for 

Helpin people who look like me….

There’s always a problem 

When you stand up for your black people

Always a problem cos 

Some part of the belief 

Is that black people are not humans….

We’re humans…..

Not the three fifths….

It’s a white supremacy idea to convince 

The world we’re caged animals…

I’m writin another black poem to erase that completely…

And i can’t be guilt trippin for that….

Why would I want to feel that way?

I don’t wanna feel guilty 

I don’t wanna stop writin and postin

I may not be a legend but I reach people 

Far ahead…..

That’s enough….

That’s ok

Plus if I ever get too famous 

For black poetry 

I might be banned 

From school library 

Or other bookshops 

Even on Amazon 

Even publishing companies might cancel my 

Scripts….

Cos you never know…..

I never know 

Yet it never stops my pen

My on screen typewriter….

I do reach a few people on the down low….

Don’t make me feel guilty 

Don’t make me feel bad 

Cos I defend my people in my poetic lines….

✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 6-21-26

I have to admit

 I have to admit 

What gives me joy 

Is that black people 

Whooped white folks’ ass 

In the name of our own justice….

I have said that before…

I will repeat myself again 

Cos it’s always been on my mind 

For a long time….

Imagine to have this energy 

For white supremacy….to shut 

All this oppression down to the ground 

By tomorrow….imagine this kind of 

Power we have and witness in real life 

Our true liberation will make us cry happily 

Finally, all black people will be off the chains

For good…no  more trauma, no more microaggressions,

No more police brutality, no more white violence 

Ever again….

I would love to see it in this lifetime 

Cos my people are actually exhausted….

We wanna release the righteous anger out of 

Our bones….we wanna break the cycles of 

Black pain…..it’s why this is our responsibility 

To defend ourselves to white people and other 

Races who thought we ain’t human….

You can’t tell me 

I shouldn’t be celebratin my people 

Who are fightin back the best way they can….

Nonviolence will never work….

Respectfully dr. King made a mistake 

The wrong choice to listen to the government 

The white man who told him not to bring weapons 

Yet the cops harmed the protesters with waterholes 

And dog bites….

Beat them with their sticks…..

You see I love slave revolts

I love slave rebellions

I love Montgomery brawl

I love how we stand on business 

It’s a part of black pride, black power….

So when I watch a video of 

A black person smackin the shit out 

Of a white person cos the white person 

Didn’t get his or her way…

I have imagined we can unite together 

As a black race to throw hands and fire 

At the system…even if the military comes 

In the way we’re stronger than we think….

I have encouraged melaninated nations 

To fight back, to be able to say no to 

 White man…to be say no to a black man 

Who acts like a colonizer….a black woman

Who also acts like a white supremacist will get 

A no, too….

I have to admit that 

I love black people who 

Have self respect and dignity 

For themselves….to put white folks 

In their place…let them fear 

Let them shake….

And you can try to guilt me for what I 

Admit all you want….

I said what I said…..

White people and other race

need to be smacked for being 

Disrespectful towards their parents….

They ain’t superior 

They ain’t all that 

They’re rotten children runnin around the world 

Like they own somethin…

No, they’re thieves….

The world knows it…..

✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 6-21-26