Black masculinity 2

 

Black masculinity 

Did you know where it went? 

It went into black woman…

We didn’t steal it from our men 

It was a switch over…switch places…

White folks did that, it’s in their agendas…

Buckbreakin into propaganda….

Committed crime…

Genocide on black population…

Reverse psychology…

And black people don’t see it….

Some has warned us 

We didn’t listen,

Then we wonder why our brothas actin 

So feminine…

Dr. Welsin told us years ago 

We’re going to extinct if we keep 

Followin the white man’s footsteps…

White supremacy doesn’t want warriors 

So they weaken our brothas not to fight back 

And protect their women and child…

They never want annihilation to come around the corner…

But 

Is it a cheatin move on the chessboard?

Maybe…

Cos they have black men actin like a woman….

That way no black babies comin around….

Again nobody is listenin…

Nobody cares….

Soon one day 

Years later

Black people will ask 

Where are all black children?

We’re not makin them 

We still adapt white folks’ behaviors

Completely 

We have switched places with our opposite genders

In the black community….

We stop our bloodlines for them…

We stoop our levels not realizin white folks are on the survival mode…

Black men 

Becoming 

Softer…

Black women 

Becomin 

Harder….

It’s a slow death on our race…

Sexual confusion plays a part….

It’s still happenin today….

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 3-8-26

Go find a black woman

 

Go find a black woman

Go find a black woman…

She’ll help you…

After all she’s your mammy…

Go find a black man 

He’ll help you 

Just hold his hand and 

Search for your parents…

Does it go back 

To slavery?  Jim Crow?

Another tactic to get black people 

In trouble…

You couldn’t say 

Go find a woman 

A man

Or a police 

Somebody trusted 

But you tell your white child 

To find black people  

Who can be your service 

When really, it’s not their job….

You should ask your 

Own white community 

To help you 

We’re not your servants…

Not your slaves…

Somehow 

You tested your power 

Like you still have it….

Meanin slavemaster power….

Knowin it’s 2026….

We ain’t on plantation 

And you, you might get checked….

Cos first of all, 

How you’re not payin attention 

To your kid…

You don’t see him wanderin…

And you got the nerve 

To believe it’s black people responsibility 

To return your children to you…

After they got lost….

It’s like tellin black mama

To breastfeed your babies…

Don’t look for a black woman

Don’t look for a black man 

To help you 

Don’t look for black people, period….

You lost your goddamn mind….

Cos next thing you know 

A black person might be arrested 

For falsely abductin….

Or worse….

And these people walk away without 

Accountability….

The other races do it too….

We black people ain’t helpin y’all…

We ain’t helpin y’all doin shit…

Leave us the fuck alone…

Some of us will whoop your ass 

If y’all do these type of tricks…

All y’all do is 

Takin all the energy from our kindness….

All y’all do is 

Gaslightin us up just to serve y’all 

As slaves 

We’re not doin that….

I don’t give a fuck if y’all mad

How about go find a white man 

Since ya’ll think so highly of him…

Y’all say he’s superior, right?

He can do no  wrong 

Go find him….

Leave black people alone….💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 3-8-26

I’m startin to believe in ghosts

 

I’m startin to believe in ghosts 

For some reason….

Every time someone kills their loved ones 

Or a friend or a lover 

They get away….death turns victims into ghosts 

With grudges and unfinished business…

They follow their killers everywhere they go 

In dreams…In their corners 

Some confess their sins on deathbed 

Cos they see ghosts, angry faces glarin deeply 

Into souls…apologies never count 

Cos wicked people make choices…

It’s not a mistake….

I’m startin to believe in ghosts, 

Ghosts who suffer in the hands of real life monsters…

They want to be free…

They roam around 

Generations saw them

Especially their ancestors visited in kids’ rooms 

Watchin over them….

Spirits tell stories 

Spirits kept to themselves…

Whenever I hear a wrongdoin

A crime

Someone murdered someone 

I can’t blame the victims 

Especially the old towns like lake Lanier

Black town haunted underwater 

And black souls are so mad to the point 

They wanna beat the shit out of white America….

They can’t move on…blood on colonizers’ hands…

Not really sorry from the heart….

Cos 

I’m startin to believe in ghosts…

I can’t be mad at them 

I’m not scared…

Righteous anger between fingertips 

They have ever right to give these killers 

Sufferin…it’s their exact karma….

I’m sure the ghost of Trayvon martin

Follows George Zimmerman everywhere he goes…

Consequences goin left and right…

He was never forgiven….

Do you believe in ghosts?

Ghosts fight back 

Ghosts who want vengeance and justice 

For the right reason….

Why do you think?

Ancestors haunted people in the 

Nursery homes..those stories are fascinatin….

Spiritual reparations….

I’m startin to believe in ghosts 

If someone kills me on purpose, 

I would haunt them too…

Even if you have holy water 

Or crystal beads to stop their stalkin…

The guilt will always be loud and clear….

You can hide yourself all you want 

But the cruelty is there….

💯©️ Kai C. 3-6-26

Mr. Right vs. Mr. Wrong

 

Mr. Right vs. Mr. Wrong 

Mr. Right:

You throw her away 

But I find her as treasure…

Mr. Wrong:

She’s trash 

Look at her 

She’s ugly 

And you picked her…

There are many gorgeous slim ladies 

Out there…

You can’t be a player….

Mr. Right:

This is why she has walked away 

You’re toxic….

You think she can’t live without you 

She did…it seems like you can’t live 

Without her now she has no single thought 

Of you in her mind….

I respect her…

I don’t listen to my temptations 

To have sex with another woman 

Like you did before…

What makes you think she’s still broken?

You left her for a wildest dream….

She builds herself and healed 

She’s beautiful 

Your soul is an ugly ducklin….

How can you say that to my wife?

Mr. Wrong:

Your wife?

Why did you marry her?

You think you’re better….

I can win her back 

Just wait and see…

She’ll beg….

She’s weak…

I mean can you see her?

And you have no right to marry her…,

She’s supposed to be alone 

Bitter, cold….

 

Mr. Right:

I doubt that 

You’re envy 

Cos I got her now 

You’re envy 

Cos she’s happy…

You can’t stand how she outgrown you…

I don’t know if there’s almost regret in your eyes 

Or you just need anger management….

Tell me sir

Why are you worried about her? 

You chose to leave her side

You chose to lose her for good….

You had many chances and you failed 

I believe you wanted to be alone….

Maybe that’s your intention 

I don’t know…

I don’t know who you are 

But you tried to negotiate me 

To divorce her….

To break her heart like you did 

Fuck to the no, sir

It ain’t goin to happen…

What the fuck are you talkin about?

I love my wife 

Your former woman is my greatest gift 

And I would like to thank you for droppin 

Her so I can pick her out and stay devoted to 

Her forever…unlike 

You don’t know how to love a woman 

Correctly….

You know how to fumble….

You can’t even function how 

You process her…you can’t stand 

The fact a good man can treats her like 

An empress she is….she deserves the world….

Mr. Wrong:

You’re bluffin….

I love her..

Mr. Right:

No you don’t 

You love her quiet and broken 

You love her for what she can do…

I suggest you leave her alone 

Or I will have a restrainin order on you 

Do you want that?

Mr. Wrong:

Mr. Right:

I don’t think so…

Move on 

Go find another soul to crush….

♥️©️ Kai C. 3-6-26

I see white

 

I see white 

I see white 

Can’t tell me 

I don’t…

I do see it….

Never try to gaslight me 

Not to look 

I witness white

But oh, 

You want me quiet..

You want my pen to shush…

Yet you put all the whiteness 

In black folks’ faces like 

It’s the greatest thing in the world 

However,

Whiteness smells like shit…

It’s all plagued….

And you got us worship the color 

Like ritual…

When most of y’all ain’t even white….

I see white

You said you don’t see color 

But you be lyin…

Your actions tell me otherwise….

You put racism 

Up front 

Without words

And with words 

I see white

I witness you 

We both know 

It always a big deal with 

Skin color….you can’t fool me 

You can’t tell me nothin…

You always switch topics 

Interrupted 

Sometimes harshly end the argument 

About race….

Cos you don’t wanna face the truth 

You never want sit with your 

White race’s consequences…

You just wanna be coddled 

Infantilize your feelings 

And move on….

It’s another way to protect 

Whiteness…am I lyin?

I see white 

I see white all the time 

And I don’t care if 

You think I’m spewin hate…

Your actions show envy 

And hate towards my melanin….

I see white 

Damn white….

White got my people 

Wantin to be this 

So called favorite color…

White is propaganda 

White is fake ass white Jesus…

White and rich….

But hey white becomes extinction….

White has always been minority 

On earth…

You know 

I don’t wanna be white….

I rather be black 

Melaninated…

Original 

The color of humanity 

And you the youngest child 

So disrespectful 

You’re facin the consequences 

Of your worldwide genocide….

It’s why you get punched 

Every time you said the n word….

Cos I see white 

White as fork tongues 

White as colonization 

White as your invention 

There’s a reason why I thought 

About you takin back to your caves

For all the violence you did on the planet….

I don’t wanna hear it 

Don’t try to correct me 

When I pen my truth out on paper 

I see white….

Call me a racist 

I don’t give a damn 

I see white….

I study white…

And white ain’t superior…

It never was….

💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 3-2-26

Are black people human?

 

Are black people human?

Are black humans human?

Are we allow to have pain? 

Should we give white folks some grace?

A pass?

Cos black people are human 

Look at a black man 

Look at a black woman

Look at a black child 

But not in this world 

Only white folks are human….

Only white folks can be more human 

Than black folks….

That’s what I see….

So don’t give me 

Skin color doesn’t matter 

Bull shit….

The world ignores our tears

They told us to hold ourselves together 

Get over it…

With so much anger that creates 

Wrinkles upon our faces….

We trained to shush and smile 

Nothin happened….

There are self hated black people

Who hold disrespect like trophies….

They told us to leave it alone 

They don’t mean by it

And it feels like we can’t get anywhere….

Self hated black people believe in their minds 

They ain’t human…

They think of themselves as monkeys and niggers

Not knowin the full story of our past….

Slave mentality is real

Trauma is in our faces 

It’s deep….

When are they goin to have a wake up call?

Or is it never?

Cos white people judge black skin 

That melanin 

They want it 

The obsession 

And we judge them by their violence 

By their envy

By their hate

White folks know we’re humans 

But still dehumanizin us on purpose…

Why do you think white supremacy exists?

They boss us around 

Tellin us not to feel 

Hold our heartache in our bones 

And this is why we need to fight back….

This is why our anger should be pointin at racism….

It’s unforgivable 

It shouldn’t be given grace….

We’re humans 

We’re definitely a human…

The original 

The first…

And we should be whoopin 

White folks ass…..

Cos of their disrespect 

Of their violence 

Of their dehumanization 

Of their destruction….

When we punch them in their face 

They automatically say I’m sorry 

Or other dumb shit…

They knew what they’re sayin…

They should leave us alone….

Black people are humans….

Not three fifths 

Not a half 

A whole damn human….

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 2-28-26

Hunt

 

You hunt black people

Like we’re animals…

You hunt us searchin for 

Us and we go missin 

Without a word…

You go to our hood 

Our projects sometimes 

Our suburbs…

Just to kidnap our black bodies 

At night even hidden in daytime…

What for? 

What’s the reason?

See, I already knew 

I wanna hear it comin 

From a mouth..

This came from 

Slavery 

From 

colonialism 

It’s still goin on 

Today…

Don’t forget lynchin…

You hunt black people

You hunt them 

With your large equalizers 

Shootin them each when you 

Look…capture them like the old days 

I’m not surprise…

I bet it plays a part of 

Your white survival…

Your agenda…

Cos your race is declinin

Am I correct?

It doesn’t make it ok 

Why can’t you accept you’re a

A global minority?

You still got a few of your people 

Around…

Yet you choose to be violent 

That white power 

And it plays a role to hunt  us down 

Like bears and deers…

Your hobby…

And my people still believe 

With their whole heart 

There’s no such thing as racism…

They still believe 

Racism is all gone…

Nope

White folks are still huntin us..

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 2-27-26

Epstein files

 

Epstein files

These people 

Ain’t goin to jail….

They ain’t…

Cos 

They’re white

They’re privileged 

They’re rich…

Lots of hush cash goin around…

They’re not goin 

To go behind bars…

All the wickedness 

All the corruption 

All the power 

But i still believe 

Karma will find her way to 

Come around 

And snatch these predators up…

Karma never gives a damn about 

Wealth, whiteness, the truth is 

These motherfuckers 

Don’t deserves mercy…

They know but they ask for it 

Anyway….

They definitely know 

They don’t deserve forgiveness…

The crimes on humanity 

Was no accident…

And also they refused accountability…

I heard Michael Jackson 

Tried to save the children 

From the monsters on an island…

He wrote a song about Palestine 

And that Jeffrey didn’t like that one bit…

It was a rumor 

Conspiracy…

Epstein Files

It’s been all over the news 

Social platforms 

Tryin to find ways to get these motherfuckers 

In jail….

Again, 

They ain’t goin to prison….

They’re not goin…

💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 2-27-26

Mercy

 Mercy 

You want Mercy 

So you can take 

Advantage of

Second chances 

Like it's nothin…

You want Mercy 

That way 

You can continue to

Get away with it 

And not sayin a word 

Like shut the fuck up 

Stay in pain for me

While

I sleep peacefully…

After you broke trust…

After you shattered hearts…

You sleep peacefully 

As nothin can stop you…

What about karma?

Can you truly block her path 

All the way to you?

I'm wonderin….

She naturally comes 

Either way…

💯©️ Kai C. 2-26-26 

To write poems about….

 

I’m goin 

To write poems 

About 

How awful white people 

Are, callin them 

Woodpecker 

And crackers 

And colonizers 

And blame it on my arthrogryposis….

Yes I’m goin 

To blame it on 

My disability and not give two 

Shits about their feelings…

I don’t care 

If I’m cruel 

Cos upon this planet 

Upon this society 

Whiteness is deeply center….

And they know it…..

They center whiteness 

For years and don’t tell me 

To think about it first 

For a second…don’t say 

Am I sure? 

White folks never question 

Never get checked 

When they put their wickedness 

Upon black people….

Remember they created a system of 

Wickedness against us…

It was taught….

It was their invention 

So 

In order for me 

Make my escape 

And make my beautiful excuses 

For my handicap….

For being in my motorized wheelchair…

I will expose their all kinds of violence in metaphors 

And simply blame it on my special needs….

I knew better 

Not to blame on 

What I have, however 

John the activist 

Has disguised himself 

Behind his tics 

And double down his sorry

Well he hasn’t apologized 

For real…

Am I doin it any better?

Well let me give you a perspective 

Give your enemy the same energy right back….

Might work might not….

For me, I call that self defense…..

I call that defendin my people 

Remindin them they still got a voice….

Disable or not 

Black people are damn exhausted….

Black people 

Are aware of 

Disability we’re very aware 

However racism is harmful 

Disability is not a excusable 

John could of walk up to 

Michael B. Jordan and Delroy Lindo

Apologize for the harm that it caused 

Somethin to that effect….

Black people never said 

You need to be sorry for 

Your handicap….no, it’s cruelty…

Character carries cruelty….

Does it? 

And character also carries 

Respect and principle…

With that 

It should hold spaces 

For race and disability in the same 

They coexist yet

That’s what people want….

Did somebody preach mlk quote?

Yet the white folks didn’t act like we are the world…

They still act like whiteness still center 

This time they blame a syndrome…

And not be apologetic….

Not a human decency….

As I said 

White supremacy 

Never see black people as humans….

We see this again and again….

I’m goin to do the same thing 

Blame my disability for exposin white 

People bad behaviors like colonialism 

And violence…. And I will double down my 

Apologies….In fact I can be the mirror 

Of their own character reflectin right back 

At them without a second thought….without 

Feelin like I went too far with this…

White folks went far beyond the universe 

With their racism, with their entitlement 

With their privilege…they never considered 

Nonwhites as humanness….

Just them…..

And black people 

Should do the same thing 

Without fear…with second thoughts 

We can blame somethin 

Anythin 

We can hide our disability like a wuss 

The way they did and never apologized 

Cos we black….

It’s an idea if they want to play that game 

We can, too….

After all 

We’re at war…..

💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 2-25-26