He craves for her

 He craves for her

He craves for her 

But he's already taken…

His girlfriend 

She doesn't make him 

Feel like that.. 

He desires for another 

Lady 

Yet she's gone…

Everywhere he went 

Searchin for her

But what about his current woman?

He should be happy with her, right?

It seems like he can't get over 

That last lady…

They broke up and moved on…

Though 

He still thinks of her daily 

In every detail…

His soul whispers her name

In the quiet…

It's why he's sad and broken 

His eyes doesn't look at the girl

He has right now…

His mind wanders off to that 

Special woman…

His dream girl…

No way to be near her 

So he settled for Ms. Right Now 

Til he finds her and marries her…

It's wrong to have a placeholder 

His current girl is holdin a warm spot 

For only his dream woman to arrive…

And what if she doesn't come back?

Would he stay miserable for good?

He never loves the girl he has…

He loves the girl who left…

He tried to concentrate on lookin for

His ex inside his girl…

But he can't…

He misses his former sweetheart 

He's goin to miss her for the rest of his life…

He lost her, he believes she's his soulmate…

His hands hold his regrets in his pockets 

Like cold coins….

If he's not happy 

Why can't he break up with his girl?

After all, he said she's not his dream girl…

💔©️ Kai C. 2-13-26 

You know what

You know what

I want 

What i really want 

For real for real 

I want black people 

To take white folks back to

Their caves..

Really take them back 

To where they belong…

Cos we had enough…

They did all the violence 

All the lyin

All the colonizin

All the gaslight 

All the genocide 

All the wrongness they continue to do…

It's why white people needs to go 

Back to their caves, to the Caucas mountains …they will never take an

Accountability…it's their white privilege..

I meant it 

Every word

I'm not sorry 

Cos white folks know 

I'm speakin the truth….

The truth triggers…

I usually imagine 

Myself givin them a mirror 

Yet I see their faces 

Red

Upset, uncomfortable, 

Angry 

Even findin a calculated 

Manipulation 

By sayin 

I don't see color…

Race doesn't matter 

Oh that mlk quote 

They always use a 

Tactic to soften a black person 

To weaken a black person…

And I'm goin to say 

Their control has got to go…

Besides they're already slippin…

There's a reason why 

I said what I said 

A reason why 

I want black people to take 

White folks back to their Homeland 

Their caves.  

The cold mountains 

I don't care 

If you're offended 

I don't care 

If I make you cry…

I don't care 

If you decide not to be my friend 

Cos 

To your ignorant eyes 

Facts will always be a hate speech…

💯✊🏾©️ Kai C. 2-12-26

You let it go

 You let it go 

You let it go 

You let it all go

and I will cheat on you….

That’s what he thinks 

He’s goin to cheat 

And thought she won’t find out 

Well go ahead 

And cheat 

And lie 

And ignore 

And disrespect 

Go ahead 

And see what happen 

Cos 

His woman will not 

Stay….

Since 

He wants to ruin 

His relationship 

His family

Consequences will 

Come to his attention 

Unvitin….

This is what he 

Wants 

Then he should stay with 

His sidechick 

Oh wait

She walked away 

Besides 

He doesn’t really love 

Her, just her pussy….

Am I lyin?

He said 

You let it go 

Like body shame

How about 

Tellin her 

You ain’t happy 

Ask for a breakup 

Or divorce 

But 

No

His weakness 

Leads him to a 

Mess where he doesn’t 

Wanna Be a part of 

And it was his choice 

Not a mistake 

To create a triangle…

He meant to hurt 

His only girl he loved

He chose another woman 

He chose real life pornographic 

Delusion….

It’s why 

His lady left 

and now he misses her 

He cries

He’s desperate 

He’s lonely 

And when i hear 

All men cheat 

Men will be men

Men have needs

I would like to say 

I guess 

All men are lonelier 

Since all men cheat 

Talkin about I was weak

I was a coward

It’s not what it looks like…

I guess all men don’t know 

how to be faithful 

How to treasure a woman 

They love….

Yet 

There are men 

Who doesn’t do 

These things to their women 

In fact they cherish them 

They keep their promises 

They don’t take them for granted….

Real men 

Never said 

You let it go

You let it go 

Mean 

Losin weird 

Cos of motherhood 

Cos of stress from work and household 

Cos of exhaustion 

Yes women exercise 

Women try to remain healthy 

Women did their best to be themselves 

Around their men

Even when they’re losin their minds 

And does he have the right 

To have another affair with 

A sidechick?

No….

Temptations are like demons 

Talkin to him

And say she won’t know…

He let Temptations lead him to

Be disloyal…

He thought with his phallus 

Not his emotional intelligence….

And he 

He doesn’t love her….

Cheatin is disrespectful 

Cheatin is abusive 

He chose and fuck another woman….

And if all men cheat, 

Then all men get karma for the rest of their lives…

All men get consequences 

All men get all the empty spaces

Loneliness 

Depression 

All men will talk to the walls 

About how they lose their women 

Regret in their pockets..

I’m just sayin…

And now it’s too late 

When he realized he took his lady for granted…

She’s gone….

He’s feelin it….

He shouldn’t said 

You let it go….💯©️Kai C. 2-11-26

To be put in your place

 To be put in your place 

To be put in your place 

Like black people 

Are goin to realize who’s the 

Boss….to be put in your 

Place means lynchin

Means death 

If they go out of line…

Do what the white man says…

Cos he’s better 

He’s a god

I don’t like that tone 

I don’t like that stern

That intimidation 

Like you owe European 

Somethin….

And this is how 

The system sets up 

To get black people 

And other nonwhites 

To kiss their nasty toes

When really 

Caucasians 

Has made mass destruction 

All over the world 

Genocide indigenous 

Dark skinned people 

Makin them sign treaties 

Stealin their homelands 

Sayin god gave them peace

When 

In real life 

A white man is 

A demon…

Malcolm X said 

He’s the devil 

He’s not lyin

A white man 

Told black people 

I’m goin to put niggers in your place 

Like we’re children….

The sad part is that many of 

Us are scared 

Some will fuck him up

Cos who’s the fuck are you talkin to….

Let me tell you somethin

A white man 

And his nation 

His minority population 

Should be the one who needs to be 

Put in their place….

Talkin about I’m Better Than 

Everybody 

I say shut the fuck up….

You ain’t nobody 

You ain’t shit….

You created racism to make 

Yourselves look like a false statement 

Got the world believin your lies 

You explored 

You invented

No you steal 

You rape

You brainwashed people 

With all the whiteness in the world 

You even lie to your own 

People about so called superiority 

You erase our history 

In the classroom 

and library 

Cos of fragility and guilt 

You never wanna look 

In the mirror 

And witness 

The exposed blood in your filthy hands…

To be put  in your place 

What place?

What place are you talkin about?

You never like black people 

Defendin themselves 

You never like how they snatch their power 

Back….

You want them to be scare bow down 

You want them to act like animals 

Instead of humans

Unfortunately 

Black people 

With no dignity and respect 

With no integrity 

Are willin to do anythin 

For white people…

They will break their spines 

To give them whatever they want 

They’re willin to put the people 

Who look like them in their place 

Like they’re the sidekicks….

So called black friends 

Sometimes house negro

Or the mammy 

Or both…

Not knowin 

The history behind 

Those evil facades….

I don’t like 

The term of 

To put in your place…

It’s not firm

Just cruel

Like I gotta do what a 

White man says 

He’s not all that….

✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 2-12-26

Docile

 Docile 

Black people 

Are docile 

It’s in white folks’ 

Favor….

They have been trained 

To carry stupidity 

And kindness for only to 

Make them look 

Good…while destroyin

Their souls away….

It’s pure racism….

To white folks’ eyes 

Specifically 

White man

Black people 

Are still stuck 

On doin what he says 

Even when he’s not around…

It’s trauma 

Passin 

Down 

From The slavemasters 

Who showed them 

They’re superior 

By 

Rape

Whoopin 

Hittin 

Smackin

Spittin 

Neglect 

It’s all dehumanizin 

And that dehumanizin

Carries in 

Our dna….

It becomes conditioned 

It becomes slave mentality..

It becomes self hate….

You could see 

Willie Lynch letter in 

Our actions 

Written deep in heartache 

and colonizers’ bloody hands….

Whether you believe in 

That note or not 

It’s the evidence of 

Past abuse….

There are atrocities 

In our eyes

In our bones

In our heavy bones 

We don’t speak of 

Mental Health 

In the black households

Not in the melaninated communities 

We should….

Cos 

There are still 

Questions and thoughts 

Of why are we actin like 

Slaveowners…

How come we do whitest things….

White supremacy did a number of 

Us….countless….

It’s why I watch 

Black people 

Being so docile…

It’s not all…

Yet it’s a lot….

My people still want to 

Sit at a table with them….

Still ask for acceptance 

And validation 

When really 

They wanna use us 

Tokens and trophies….

I must admit 

Black people 

Are docile 

They’re still giving away 

To their energies to 

White folks

Like they thought it was checkers 

It wasn’t….

It was not fightin back 

Sayin givin them a black eye 

Isn’t the answer 

Cos 

Jesus said 

You must forgive them 

You must love them 

and 

For real for real 

It’s all wrong….

Christianity is 

All wrong…..

That’s the problem 

With my black people….

Docile 

To make white people 

Feel good about themselves 

While our inferiority complex 

Has been our longtime 

Companion….

Low black self esteem 

Has our best friends 

Which is sad….

💯✊🏿©️ Kai C. 2-12-26