4/16/2026

Wished a boy could walk me to class

 Wished a boy could walk me to class….


Wished a boy could walk me to class….

Boy who sees me as his girl,

As his main chick 

Who twinkle his eyes….


Do you think it sounds silly?

To be that boycrazy?

Just to imagine simple things 

When you’re being a sweetheart to 

Someone who genuinely likes you too…

A high sweetheart….


I did daydreamed about it 

When I was a teenager, 

I remember young love 

Down the halls holdin hands 

I sighed thinkin when will I have a boyfriend?


Those times 

Teenage girls 

Wanted a love story 

A together forever 


I did have crushes 

They weren’t boyfriends 

They were good friends of mine….


You know 

Some high school loves 

Has lasted a long time….

I’ve seen it…

Which means 

You still have those butterflies in your stomach 

For that person…..

They keep flutterin…

It’s rare….

It’s strong and steady…

Remindin people that they are someone 

Who doesn’t mind havin a conversation with you 

And laugh 

And be there when you’re at your worst…

That’s somethin special….


I don’t wish  for a boy to 

Walked me to class anymore…

I do wish I could meet a partner in person 

One day 

Who stands with me

Writin poetry and  just breathe peaceful life 

Together…🍭🐻🐰♥️❣️πŸ’™πŸ«ΆπŸΎ♾️πŸ’˜πŸŒΈπŸ˜˜πŸ₯°πŸ˜πŸ§‘πŸ’•©️Kai C. 4-16-26


Your daughter

 Your daughter 


Your daughter 

is watchin 

you as a father 

Who doesn’t love 

Her mother….


She picked up cues

Taken notes in her innocent brain 

When she grows up 

To stop this cycle of men in her family 

Who don’t love their wives 

Or perhaps she will find a man 

Who breaks her heart constantly…


Don’t let her heartbreak be 

Your karma, be your consequence

Cos deep down 

You never want a boy to hurt your little girl…

No fathers want to see their baby girls cry 

Cos of that stupid boy…..


And for her mother, 

She watched her endurances 

Like a bad film

But over time she had enough 

Her mama with full wisdom 

She had shown her 

That it’s okay to walk away from a man 

Who devalued her 

She showed her you need to know your worth 

And love yourself….

She discussed that with a princess who is about to 

Be her empress….

Her child her little girl 

She said guard your heart 

Don’t rush….


Ah, 

Your daughter 

Must listen carefully 

Wisdom is so important 

Love can blind everybody 

Not every guy is smooth and charmin….


Even Hollywood romantic films 

Will tell you that sometimes…

Don’t be dumb 

You’re still young 

you’re somebody’s daughter 

Your mom and dad wants the best for you….

Make good decisions 

Enjoy life 

But please 


Be cautious 

When you fall for a man….

You just never know 

Who he really is….

He might act like a father 

Who actually normalizes peace….

A kind man who genuinely loves you, too…

♥️©️Kai C. 4-16-26


Ashlee Janae

 Ashlee Janae


I’ve been keepin

Up with this story recently 

About a black woman, 

A beautiful dark skinned woman 

Who passed away by her white 

FiancΓ©….he did it…

He said she hung herself 

It’s a damn lie…

It’s been a fake narrative 

That plaster over the news

Sayin black people hang themselves

Are we seriously doin this for real?

Cos it ain’t addin up…

Black people never hung themselves 

We don’t do strange fruit….

Actually it’s our trauma….

White people hang black people on 

Trees and polls, even electric wires 

Like worldwide decoration…


Let’s not do that by the way….


Her name is Ashlee Janae

I feel bad for her family 

Nobody deserves to lose 

A loved one like that…

Especially to a partner 

Especially to a jealous white man 

And this is some of the reasons why 

I don’t even trust interracial relationships anymore 

I don’t root for them..

Cos stuff like this happened…

I’m aware Ashlee doesn’t talk shit about black men

I’m also aware of black men abuse black women, too

I’m just talkin about racism…..

I’m speakin of how it does affect everyone…

In this sad tale, 

I saw self hate 

Insecurity 

Envy….

I’ve been watchin those videos….


Would they be another victim? 

Another situation? 

Pattern is repeated….

Another black person gets killed by 

A partner who doesn’t look like him or her….

There’s a clip I watched yesterday 

About a sistah who has a point 

Where did black men abuses black women come from?

We rarely speak about it….

I believe it’s part of a black race’s sickness…

It’s a tactic that creates gender wars in the black community…

That mindset of I don’t need a man 

Or get you a white man, he’s a better lover 

Created major attacks on black love…


Honestly I dated white men

I have crushes on white men

Way before I knew interracial love 

Can’t be trusted, the more I learn about 

Racism, the more I back away 

I’m not sayin black people can’t date outside their race 

I’m sayin black love is way better….

There are good healthy black men out there 

Who loves black women….

We don’t see it on mainstream media 

Often…they promote interracial couples and mixed kids…

White supremacy doesn’t want black families around 

They don’t like interracial relationships 

But they pushed agendas to black nations hard

Cos they’re goin to extinct….

And unfortunately there are black people who are willingly 

To choose white people as their preference…

Their significant others 

And have mixed kids….

They’re tryin to erase black out of their bloodline 

As possible as they can 

Not knowin that melanin is so beautiful…

You may follow the heart all you want,

However some don’t use their brain….

Many are too colorblind…,

It’s no wonder our own mental health needs to 

Be talked about in the black community….

Cos that whiteness keeps abusin our souls…

Ashlee doesn’t deserve to pass on 

Not even Telvin 

Not others who passed on from the tragedies….

I would say to my people 

Please be careful 

If you give up on datin your own people 

That’s on you 

But be wise….

Or stick with your kind….

There are many great black people who wants 

Black love, healthy black love

Understands the plight of our oppression 

Plus 

Black women and black men are natural mates…

And we need each other more than we need a white man…

I’m sorry that Ashlee Janae 

Has went through…she doesn’t deserve 

To leave this earth…she doesn’t deserve 

To leave her family….her family is heartbroken 

All cos of a white fiancΓ© who denies his murder…

Somebody need to beat his ass….

What’s his name, again?

Joe McCain 

Right?

Bald headed white dude

Who said she committed suicide…

It’s a lie 

I hope there’s justice 

He might get away with it 

Cos he’s white….


R.I.P Ashlee Janae

πŸ’”✊πŸΏπŸ’―©️ Kai C. 4-16-26