One of our conditions….

 One of our conditions…

I have observed and witnessed 

That black people give grace 

To white folks after they harmed us…

We were trained to give our enemies grace 

But not us, have you noticed?

It’s part of our anti blackness towards our 

Own race and ourselves…

That’s the problem….

When it comes to white folks and other races

We open our arms and hug them tightly….

It’s that mentality…..that sickness 

We have, we don’t mention a word about it 

Among ourselves….we truly love everybody 

Except ourselves….so I wanna practice 

Grace towards black people, my people 

Whatever it may look like….we’re not suppose

To hate one another, not disrespect each other 

Cos you know why?

Our enemy white supremacy created wars 

In our communities….their tactic is to fight 

And be violent against each other…to me,

It’s another genocide…they have us doin 

All the massive destruction among one another 

While they watched and laughed behind closed doors 

But we give them grace….

We give them mercy 

Cos god told us to…..

When it comes to us

We say no grace 

Not even to ourselves….

I don’t wanna sound so negative 

About it….I would like to point out 

The cold truth….

It’s one of our conditions…..

💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 4-15-26

I guess you wanna be by yourself

 I guess you wanna be by yourself 

I guess you wanna be by yourself….

You wanna be alone….

Ok, I get it…

I mean you pushed everybody in your life away 

For your selfishness….

You took love for granted…

It’s why I see no happiness in your eyes….

Am I talkin negatively?

Not really 

I’m speakin the truth….

Your pride asks for this kind of loneliness…

You lost a good family…

You fumbled a great partner…

No friends are reachin out…

You asked for this 

You wished for emptiness 

And here it is….

Karma shook her Head 

You should have open your eyes 

Before you go losin….

Now you have chaos 

Now you have noise

This is what your wickedness has signed up for….

No peace, 

Just tears and regrets 

Unless you wanna change….

Maybe for real this, 

I don’t know….

The hard lesson has forced you to look 

What you have done…

Countless wrongdoings,

You’ve been careless…

It’s why people left you 

Cos of your ego

Your desire 

Your manipulation 

You’ve tried to gaslight 

But you’re a fair warnin…

Old friends know your tricks….

You’re the trauma 

That caused things broken 

You don’t even like yourself…

Even if you changed and healed, 

Some things will never go back the way it was before….

You can’t make them….

There’s a reason the door will always be closed….

Cos 

Again 

You wanted to be alone 

When you hurt the one you loved 

Loneliness will be waitin for you in the corner….

you said you don’t mean to, 

You did…..

Don’t take good people in your life for granted, 

Never know what will happen to them…

Golden hearts are rare, and if they love you 

Don’t lose them….no need to have regrets 

No need to have what ifs….

You don’t wanna be alone….

I heard it’s miserable….

You wanna be at peace 

And love and joy….

You don’t wanna be by yourself 

And be unhappy 

Go ahead and do somethin about it….

💯©️Kai C. 4-15-26

Observe

 I have observed 

And listened 

Also being nosey 

To witness 

Black women 

Becomin 

White women 

Who judged other black 

Women and black girls 

About their natural hair…

I blame white supremacy 

Came up with white beauty standards….

It’s a pattern…

We were taught by them to 

Hate our own selves…

They benefited from 

Our own low self esteem 

Our own insecurities 

Our own envy….

They usually put a white woman 

In front of us…

To look up to…

To have her become our role model….

To believe she’s superior to all races…

It always has been that way….

It’s why black mamas teach 

Their daughters 

Their own beauty 

Black is beautiful…

They encourage them to look up

To girls who look like them….

To show them you’re beautiful 

To show them you can do anythin possible….

Still 

Many black girls 

Black women

Still look up to that white woman

They’re actin like her 

Judgin natural hair 

Sayin it’s not good….

They will truly think 

Straight hair is always better….

They forgot 

They were born with a crown….

They were messin with a tennis player’s coils  

On social media…

They did that on a celebrity’s daughter’s hair….

It’s a pattern…

An ugly one….

I witnessed deep rooted self hate…

If you don’t like black person’s hair 

You never like your own, either….

✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 4/15/26

Soften that black man

 Soften that black man 

Soften that black man

So that way a white man 

Will be safe, he won’t be 

Afraid….

Which is crazy….

You wanna soften that black man 

Cos he’s too masculine…

He’s too much of a man….

You got him wearin 

A glittery dress 

A red lipstick 

He has to act feminine…

You want him to be gay 

You want him to be transgender….

You never want black men 

To become warriors 

To fight back 

To make more black babies 

You want black men 

To bend, to bow

To turn into obedience….

It’s why you castrate their big penises….

You want black women 

To emasculate black men 

In white supremacy favors…

Another tactic to bring war 

In our black community…

There’s no need to….

You want a brotha 

To stay a child..

An immature child…

Livin in his crib 

With multiple baby mamas 

And listen to the music 

That entertain the idea of 

Killin another black man

And for what…

Soften that black man 

Right? 

Give him toxicity 

Make him turn into a criminal 

And let the society say 

Hey look 

He’s a bad guy

He’s a gangster 

He killed people

He raped white women

You stereotype him 

In your own minstrel show…

You buckbroke him 

You took his masculinity away 

He’s not allowed to be a man 

To be a king…

Yet he’s too powerful….

Why would you need an 

Equalizer to shoot him?

Why?

Why the softness?

Tell me…

It’s your agenda, right?

✊🏿💯©️ Kai C. 4-14-26