I married unrequited love….
I married unrequited love…
Believin he turned around
And actually see me….
Believin he finally loves me….
A look
A gaze
I don’t see him stringin me along….
He began to love me
He began to learn to love me
His eyes look elsewhere
I brush it off….
Why does the society pity me?
He said he loves me…
I spent years on waitin
For him to change my mind…
Maybe The whole time
He did love me
He doesn’t really know how
To confess….
Til now
It’s not a red flag
To my soul…
Yet deep down
I knew he never cares
But I ignored the word placeholder
I push those thoughts away
Cos I don’t wanna be alone….
I saw the obligation
The hesitation in his expression
I have pulled away
At first
But he called to say
I miss you
I love you
Marry me
And
I marry him
In my white gown
He said I do
Though his heart belongs to
Someone he wants
Though he can’t have her….
Why is he focused on her?
Why can’t he be happy with me?
He’s miserable
Did my tears of decades pressure
Him to stay in my life?
I don’t want any suitors
But him….
I ran but his arms are closed
People told me
Don’t lose yourself over him
I did….
I want him to love me
To stay devoted to me
I chase him around
Every block
To have a blessed marriage
Only to love me….
I give him babies
I give everythin
And yes I endure…..
A husband never looks at me
Like I hold stars in the sky….
I married unrequited love…
With this prayer
And manifestation
He changed
He loves me
He came around
and realized
The entire time
He loves me so…
However the world thinks
Otherwise….
Some say he thinks
I’m an optional
Not his dream girl
That broke the core of me…
I didn’t listen
I convince him
Over and over
That I’m here
In front of him
A woman who
Stood by you
Through your worst…
I wipe his tears
Those days
He carefully
Told me
He doesn’t love me
He apologized
and put a large space between us….
Years later
He came back
This time
He fell in love
I’ve seen no tricks
People did
People called me a fool
They asked me
Do I hear myself
Yes I did….
I said
All the pursuin
All the chasin
Paid off
And I got him
Without listenin to your gut feelin
That speaks
He’s all wrong
For you…
I turned the other cheek
And love him….
I married unrequited love
I didn’t pay close attention
To his mind Driftin to another place…
Everybody told me to wake up
I said
He loves me
Do I trust him again?
Does he really mean it?
Of course he does…
But why is he so sad?
He’s not sad
He’s in a deep thought…
I married unrequited love
Cos it took him to realize
I’m the one
I’m his soulmate…
Call me blind
I don’t care
He loves me
💔©️Kai C. 2-9-26