Don’t tarnish my delusions

 Don’t tarnish my delusions, please

Don’t tarnish my delusions, please

She’s my escape….

Let me dream, dream big

Don’t crush my fantasy 

You see here 

I want someone who 

Can make me feel at ease…

You on the other hand 

Has no room for your dullness….

My heart is out the door, already 

It belongs to another lover 

Another woman who gets me….

I followed my temptations 

My manhood needs love, too…

So don’t tarnish my delusions…

You will have to suffer while I cheat 

On you…plus you’re my wife 

You’ll never leave me…

When my sidechick comes to our house 

Make her feel at home…

Let her sleep in our bedroom….

Please, don’t ever tarnish my delusions….

You see 

She’s young 

You’re old

She can stay if she wants…

Oh wait, wife 

Where are you goin?

Why are you packin your bags?

You can’t divorce me 

You can’t live without me….

I paid all the bills 

I worked hard 

Are you ignorin me?

Listen to me…

Why are you crushin 

My wildest dreams?

Why do I answer her silence?

Now I miss my wife

She left me…

I never liked my mistress 

She’s just my erotic getaway….

I wanted pussy….

I can’t fuck her

Anymore 

I say my wife’s name 

In my sleep….

She didn’t tarnish my delusions…

I did….

Harsh reality boils my ego fry…..

It burns my soul 

My wife blocked me 

From everythin

Cos 

I brought another fresh lady 

Into our home 

And I fucked her constantly 

Without a care in the world….

I lied to myself….

I tarnished my delusions…

Karma is on my ass….

Apologies are too late…

Forgiveness doesn’t bring my 

Beautiful wife back to me….

I’m truly alone…..

I’m with the woman I cheated with….

I don’t like her…I like her slim body….

I was lustin, I was desperate…

Late nights 

Secret calls

Hidden texts

Bold affair I let into our house 

Intentionally….

Now I’m alone….

I’m not happy 

I miss my wife 

I love my wife

And the sidechick doesn’t like 

How I think about her smile

Her sweetness 

How she seasoned her food 

How she sang her favorite song 

I took that for granted…

Don’t tarnish my delusions, please 

Well somebody had to..

I was too self absorbed….

Damn I lost her 

I truly lost her…

💯©️ Kai C. 12-9-25

This is for cheating husbands who lost their wives for good.