You think she still loves you

 You think she still loves you 

After you broke her constantly....

You truly think she can't live without 

You...I would like to say shut the fuck up....

Shut the fuck up....

You're going to get lonelier and lonelier 

Cos once she stopped worryin about your ass,

You're goin to end up not livin without her...

Her warmth her smile her passion 

Your bones will remember every beauty....

Your arrogant heart will face the unbroken mirror....

The moment will be so unbearable when you realize it's too late 

That love stays when everythin becomes worse....

Love comes in on beautiful timin and also ugly times....

You never stay in the ugly times....

Only when it suits you...

Like she's a convenient....

Another placeholder is a thing, yet you never care to fumble 

Your dream girl who's a good woman....she was very good to your soul....

Yet you don't want that, you want a dream girl 

Who is slim, a perfect body to fuck 

Shinin with glitter to fit his image....

Not noticin appearances fade away....

You didn't think about character, you thought of gorgeous looks

And rich....

Look what it has gotten you....

And when your ex girl thrive, 

Livin without you 

You carry your regrets down the road 

With this solitude keeps pickin your heartstrings 

I don't understand men like you think

That your former girlfriends or wives can't live without you 

That gets on my nerves....

Life has warned you 

You're goin to lose someone's special....

You did....

You knew your wrongness but you're careless....

Now loneliness is your greatest companion...

You watch your ex fallin in love with someone else 

You cry real tears knowin now you fucked up.....

Maybe you might change and have peace....

Or stay the same....

Just don't take real love for granted, ok? 

You might find someone and this time, 

You may not want to get back to your old ways....

Maybe you can learn to love unconditionally 

Without breakin a heart....

But you gotta get rid of that toxicity,  and ego...

It doesn't keep someone....

It pushes someone out 

Learn to take care of yourself without the kind of pride 

That makes you sin 

That asks for validation....

Accountability is in your hands 

Learnin difficult lessons 

Maybe you end up not fallin 

In love....

You could change and stay single...

Your ex girl is the reminder 

Of what you did 

Of she has taught 

Years later 

Regrets linger or not

But you learned too late 

Real love is never weak....

Real love shows up and helps you to reach your dreams 

To be there when you have bad days 

Take care of you when you have a fever 

And you do the same thing for your person....

It goes both ways....

🫶🏾💯©️ Kai C. 2-1-26