A regret turns to i love her

 A Regret turns to i love her

A Regret turns to i love her

After a split, 

You become more obsessed 

Thinkin about her words

Her warnings 

Her broken heart lovin you 

But you don’t actually love her 

You miss control and games 

That’s all it is…

You never acknowledge a

Thing about love, 

You gaslit that word, 

You put so much manipulation 

Into that syllable….

and brought tears to her eyes 

You broke her

Later on 

You’re sorry…

It’s too late 

Remorse ain’t real 

You stood there 

Watchin her soak in pain….

And now 

You’re speakin to 

Her absence 

Like a dream will never become 

Too real ever again 

Cos you fumbled her…

You fumbled her out of 

Your grasp….

Guilt sustained your soul 

Misery in your eyes 

You ain’t happy 

You can’t live without her….

She vanished 

Out of your sight 

That’s what you asked for, 

Right?

Now you’re searchin for her 

You want to come back…

Cos 

Your ass is lonely….

You shouldn’t push 

Your dream girl away…

She’s thrivin 

She’s buildin

She’s married to a good man 

Who takes care of her soul 

Have beautiful children 

Runnin around….

Here you are

Sayin 

That should have been my wife

And kids…

Well someone took your dream woman 

And married her 

If you haven’t broken her heart 

This wouldn’t happen in the first place…

You wouldn’t be sayin 

I should have 

And what if…

You lost the chance 

You lost the right 

Then 

You began to feel her 

After she left 

After she walked out 

Now 

You love her 

Now 

You want her to come back 

Into your life 

You said you will change 

She can’t trust you 

Anymore….

She waited and waited 

She got tired 

So she disappeared completely….

You tried to chase her in 

Every woman, but she’s not 

Close, nowhere near…

Let her go, 

Sir…

❣️💯©️Kai C. 4-7-26