You did not love me

 You did not love me…

You did not love me…

That’s okay…

I’m used to it….

I’m used to not being loved back….

So don’t lie….

Just walk away…

As per usual…

You’re already distanced…

I’m alright,

We don’t have to be 

Together anymore…

I gave you space 

You give me mine…

Cos you did not love me…

Don’t feel bad…

It’s understandable…

I can’t force you to stay…

I have to give up 

And more on….

There’s no return….

I lay your heart on the table 

Pick it up 

Give it to the woman you truly love

I mean you think so, right?

Oh you did not love me…

You never have….

Not sure if you have feelings for me 

Before 

Or was it all in my head?

I guess I was livin in a fantasy 

Cos I wanted us to be so real….

I won’t admit the truth to myself 

To my delusional heart 

That you did not love me….

It’s sad….

Cos I love you….

It wasn’t reciprocated….

I have believed 

Some friends tellin me 

You love me…

However they’re tryin to protect 

Me from being broke…

All that protection doesn’t work 

Anymore…

Let me be broken…

Let me feel pain…

Let me learn my lesson 

So I could heal…

If a man loves me, 

He’d stay 

He’d love me back 

That’s how it works….

And we have the same thought of 

Not breakin up….

Cos we choose each other everyday 

Through hardships and easy moments….

I realized 

I’m not the lady for you…

I’m not the one….

You did not love me….

And that’s fine…

It didn’t hurt my feelings again….

Go ahead 

Be with your dream girl….

She’s the one….

Just don’t look in my direction 

And think to yourself 

I made a mistake for losin me…

It was your choice,

Live with it….

💯©️Kai C. 10-13-26