10/16/2005

My utopia

My utopia of

resonating

romantic

dreams

MY FAIRY TALE PT.1 AND 2

PT.1

IM SITING THERE
AND DREAMING OF THE WILDFLOWERS
IN TO THE WISHFUL GARDENS

TO THE FOREIGN SUN THAT BURNS IN ORANGE WHILE THE MORNING’S OPEN

SPARKLING DUST OF HEAVENS CRADLE DOWN
TO MY HEAD AS I WISH FOR U TO BE WITH ME

MY ONLY SAVIOR

COME TO MY POETRY HOUSE

I’LL SAY MY LOVE TO U
AS A SWEET POEM

I’LL ROMANCE U LIKE THE WAY U ROMANCE ME

OH MY LOVE

U GIVE ME SOMETHING THAT IS WORTH WHILE

AND IT BRINGS ME FREEDOM

U R MY FAIRY TALE

PT.2

AS IM SITING HERE IN MY NIGHT CHAMBER
WHILE THE DAYLIGHT GLISTEN THROUGH A WINDOWSILL

I HAVE FANTASIZE U BEEN HERE
EMBRACING ME LIKE A LITTLE DARK SOUL CHILD

AND WE ARE WATCHING THE CLOUDS GO BY

I FEEL THE BREEZE OF UR TOUCH
UR INDIAN BLACK EYES R GIVING ME THE VISIONS TO VISUALIZE IN MY SLEEP

BUT I WOKE UP IN THE NIGHTINGALE OF DARKNESS

I HAVENT SEEN U

AND MY FAIRY TALE HAS BECOME AN ENDING

I GUESS MY ILLUSIONS WILL LINGER IN A WONDERLAND AND NEVER BECOME

THE REALNESS

OH STILL

UR MY LOVE

ALWAYS WILL BE….

IN A COFFEE HOUSE

SWEET CINNANON
OF MY CHOCOLATE MOUTH
AND
I KNOW
U WANT MY KISS
LONGING FOR MY TASTE
BUT
I HAVEN’T SEEN
U
FOR A WHILE
SOMEHOW

U CAME RUNNING INTO MY HEAD
DRIVING ME SO INSANE
YET IM AT A LITTLE TWO-WAY TABLE
AND THESE POEMS ARE DROWNING LIKE
MEADOW THRILLS OF WATER
SO
SOME RAINBOW AND THE SUNLIGHT
DAZZLING THROUGH A SIP OF BROWN COFFE FROM A TEACUP GLASS

I DRANK IT IN THE BEAUTY OF MORN
THE MOMENT IS JUST THE BRILLIANT BEGINNING A PAPER LAY
FLAT TO THE TABLE WITH A BLACK INK PEN IN

MY HAND WRITING A LOVE SONG TO U MY DEAR

COS

I MISS U SO
IM LOVING U WITH ALL MY HEART
BABY CAN U SEE?

IF I WERE IN A COFFEE HOUSE

THE STARBUCKS WOULD POUR ALL THE LIQUID OF HEAVENS ON US
LIKE

INNOCENT RAINDROPS
WITH INTERTWINE ON OUR PRECIOUS TONGUES

AS WE ARE DRIFTING OFF INTO
WONDERLAND

AND

EUTOPIA LINGERS US
WHEN WE FALL ASLEEP TOGETHER

OH
IN OUR PERFECT DREAMS

OUR EYES GLEAM INTO MILLION TEARS OF HAPPINESS

NOW WAIT

I WOKE UP
IM ALL ALONE ONCE AGAIN
AND
FEELING UR WARM PRESENCE
CHILLS MY BACK SPINE

ONLY LIKE SUMMER WINDS TOUCH ME

BUT

I NEED UR HANDS TO EMBRACE ME

YET

IM A FRAGLE FLOWER
THAT BLOOMS INTO THE GREY CLOUDS

WITH SUCH HUNGER
I AINT GOT NO JUICY HONEY
FOR U

THOUGH

I GOT TOO MUCH LOVING
AND
U WILL BE FLATTERED IF IM GONNA BE YOURS

WHEN ETERNITY COMES

OH

I’LL BE YOURS
ALWAYS


FLOWER DUST

I BLOW SOME LITTLE FEATHERS IN THE AIR
MAKING A WISH UPON THE SUNLIGHT

OH YET

I WISH I WERE IN UR ARMS

COS THAT’S WHERE MY HOME IS

IN UR ARMS OF UR HEART

AND U KEPT THE BLUE SKY OPENS
FOR ME SO
I FLY AROUND IN UR EUTOPIA

BABY

TEA CUP SPOON OF SPARKLINGS FLOWS IN THOUSAND BREEZES

ONLY LIKE

FLOWER DUST TUMBLING DOWN TO MY HEAD

AND

I’VE BEEN WISHING U WERE HOLDING MY HAND RIGHT NOW

BECAUSE I WANT U
ONLY U


U come back to me

U come back to me
Like love is still there
Being in my dark brown eyes

U know I want u
And I never let u go my love

Cos u belong to me
My heart is weight that u will always carry

From distant land
I can feel ur strength
Growing inside me

Like a wild flower is rapture of all the sweet nector

So tell me my dear

Will u run a million miles to get to me?

So many times
I think of u
Close my eyes
I see u
During the intimate winds
I always feel u


I think of u
In the light of ocean sky
Felt u here with ur invisible touch
On my hand which is ur caramel flesh
Oh
My heart is bleeding the emotions out of me
And I have yet to see ur presence standing at my chamber doorway
Walking towards me as I escape my own world
To ur sweet entry of life
But I was dreaming
Dreaming that I jump into ur arms
And u can hold me tight

I would say I love u my dear

From the bottom of my soul

_________________________

labor day

on labor day
I don’t work
I stay home
And wish u were holding me right now

Cos in my bedroom
The solitary is surrounding me
All I can do is that I dream of u

Lord
A man like u
Given me ur sweetness to my heart
Oh what can I say?

Ur a falling shooting star from the heaven sky I have yet to make a wish

A wish for u and me

In a beautiful eternity….


Hundred of years

I cry in water
Chasing every drop in my hand
Like

Rain fallin on my prism
And u

Gently rub ur nose on mine
As I lace
Through ur soft fingers
With every each

Of god soul

Line of ur curves makes me
Weak in the presence of my body

Oh my pureness

It always seems to be fading in pain

Cos

I see u in my dreams

And it breaks my heart not to be with u

Hundred of years
Many moments to come

Im waiting for u

………………………………………..

to my India love

ur not a criminal
but a murder to my heart
since u went away in Tokyo

for a moonlight u see
in thousand sand of beach
oh r u naked by the way?

a sudden awakes
still the sun is a half gold
u and me in a illusion

i fall in to ur arms
and u took me to see the milky way of stars

to my india love

flowers blooms in many heavens
and i wake up to see ur eyes visualized with mine

taken me away from melancholy

oh u said,

“im urs and ur mine”

2 moons

2 moons with sparkle of light
gleaming through angel’s darkness

beautiful brown eyes turned to the color of green when she look at the bittersweet grass

and wonder how her heart becomes desperate every minute she walks around in the heavy

crowd of precious romanticism

yet

she roll on to the tears
washing away her frown

oh little love doves fly through the morning sky

still 3am

she cant sleep

cos

shes in love with a man who just don’t see her as an innocent existence

and well hours went by till early dawn

there are 2 full moons

standing still in a glass of blue sky

no clouds battling in
just GOD awaken the eastern side of life
new birthdays are the upcoming at any second

for the new born infants ever since’

the day when the rayish sunshine came into

adam and eve’s black pupils

soon or later

Jupiter would come into her room
Spreading around the dust

She says to miss little lady

“ true love would come, u have to use ur own heart to give a really good catch. That’s all it takes.”

copyright ©2005 kai croft




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