A nothing poem
Lazy as I am
Didn’t do a damn thing today
Cos I don’t feel like doing anything
And doing nothing is so ordinary
What do I do now?
Moments pace away
Some how
I ended up writing a love poem
About love as usual
Love has its own presence
Its everywhere I breathe
Oh I look at love for my escape from pain
It’s a deeper word that I cant explain
Like just another reality check
Its so unconditionally
Its nothing more than anything in the world
It fills with amazing passion
Only to make my heart goes whole
And if I have a wonderful man with a beautiful soul
Who can love me for me
Then life will not be that dull
Cos I saw the sweetest aspect of love that is so very true
And when its so very true
It can bring tears to my eyes
And people want love that is so true
That kind of love is from GOD
GOD has his own way of showing love by putting it in the stranger who is that faithful
Yet its powerful
But its hard to find this kind of love on earth
Its hidden
In the blue skies
In thousand meadows
It could be anywhere
I just gotta follow my heart
One beat at a time
Oh I thought for a moment
Why?
Naturally, why?
Just why?
Why L-O-V-E?
I mean
Why do we have that word?
That all time famous vocabulary word
Which makes us feel fuzzy and warm inside
And use it in a precious sentence
I love you.
I’m just asking why
Why?
As I’m thinking
My bedroom seems so peaceful
But a voice inside is speaking out loud
Saying things that I couldn’t hear
If I listen really hard
Then I’ll probably do what my guts tells me to do
Yet this is a poem
A nothing poem also as a love poem
Its by me
The poet who just sat her daybed
Typing up her soul out on word document
Sound of my fingertapping on the keyboard
Obliging myself from my own boredom
My thoughts are in the dark
Its nighttime
And im playing music on the radio
Songs about love
It made me think of that man I really adore
Though
He doesn’t know my attraction for him exist
So what am I going to do?
I wanna see him again
He got this thing that is attracted to me
And I don’t know why
Its crazy
Crazy when I hardly know him
Well
Lazy as I am
Thinking of him
Makes my world spin
In this solitude
I lied down
Simply daydreaming of
Being his little girlfriend
Oh that will be real nice
Ok I’m blushing
I need to stop
Cos
Its that thing he has
I can’t explain it
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copyright ©2005 kai croft
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