If you smack my face

 If you smack my face,

I’ll be leavin…

This isn’t love….

Love shouldn’t be a 

Bruised cheek…

And if someone told me 

To stay, to endure 

Then this person wants me 

To be underneath the grave….

You hate me

You hate my guts…

Don’t gaslight me

Don’t manipulate me 

A major smack can break 

A trust…a bond…

It will make me look at you 

Differently…

You ain’t a real man

Masculinity doesn’t mean 

You can abuse women however you want 

Especially when you’re not gettin your way….

Why would you wanna hit someone?

In fact, you wanna kill someone….

For what?

I don’t wanna be miserable….

I want peace…

I can live without you….

So, 

If you smack me,

And you apologize 

With flowers 

And the things I like 

I will throw them away…

Fuck your grand gestures 

Cos really,

You’re fake as hell….

Don’t text me 

Don’t call me on different numbers….

I will have a restrainin order…

If you threaten my new man

To stay away from me 

And he listens to your nonsense 

I’d be upset 

With him 

Cos why would he believe every word 

Without gettin the truth from me?

What if he doesn’t fall for my scars?

And thought I made it up?

Forget him, too…

Oh, if you smack my face

I’m gone…

And I won’t come back to you 

You hate me 

Don’t say you love me

You hate me….

It’s not how you dominate me 

It’s not how you show your affection…

You truly hate me….

💯©️Kai C. 10-19-26