I have a crush on you forever

 I have a crush on you forever….

I have a crush on you forever…

It seems I can’t let go…

I don’t know if you feel the same way…

Maybe not…

I don’t think you do, 

I know all along 

You see me as a friend….

I don’t like it though 

I can’t change your mind…

I have admired you from afar….

I saw you with another lady…

I did get jealous 

I go away 

I back off 

Let my feelings drown in my own tears….

This shouldn’t be me,

This shouldn’t be my position….

You don’t like me 

Plus I moved too strong 

I moved too forward 

Have no business being 

Near you anyways…

Instead 

I stopped crushin

I start lovin myself 

I look at me and say let go of you 

I can’t be infatuated with you all the time…

It won’t last 

I start to think about me 

Takin care of me 

Forget your name 

Forget your eyes 

I moved on 

Then 

I don’t have a crush on you anymore…

I have someone else

He’s my boyfriend…

The best part about it 

We have a crush on each other 

Throughout the years….

It’s sweet 

To have this feeling in return 

Redamancy….

You were the lesson 

A good friend 

Thank you for that…

❣️©️ Kai C. 9-1-26

I can’t be thinkin of you

 I can’t be thinkin of you…

I can’t be thinkin of you…

but you’re inside my head 

Chillin mindin your business….

Like why?

I cannot be thinkin of you,

You only,

What in the world 

Are you walkin on my brain 

Like you own this place?

Your name is not on it…

You wrote it like a love spell….

I’m not supposed to 

Ponderin about you..

About how you make me feel…

The simple things you do…

I wanna stop thinkin of you 

Stop those daydreams 

Cos fallin is too risk…

After all, I fear of heights….

I don’t need to feel another 

Heartache all over again….

Why can i focus on somethin else?

I chose to…

But you speak butterflies to my soul 

For no damn reason….

you convince my heart just to 

Have a little thought of you….

I’m scared to trust…

I’m scared to give love a chance…

I go slow, I exhale calmly…

Cos i can’t be thinkin of you….

I smile 

You pop up 

All my insides are warm 

That includes my cheeks 

When I hear the sound of your voice 

And see your consistency….

I can’t be thinkin of you 

Well here I am 

You’re on my mind 

Fillin with memories and 

Imagination of us 

Being together….

Deep down 

I won’t lie 

I wanna be with you…

I wanna be your girl…

🫶🏾🍭🐰🐻🖤💙❣️♥️©️Kai C. 9-1-26

Lindsay Clancy

 Lindsay Clancy 

Lindsay Clancy 

In a wheelchair 

A white woman

She killed her own babies 

And fellow white women 

Supported her outside 

With heart shaped hands 

Risin above their heads 

Like she did the right thing….

Like you blame her postpartum 

Depression or somethin else….

Yet it didn’t make you kill 

Your own children….

So let me get this straight, 

Cos I’m late for the news 

White women gather around 

To support and genuine love 

To a serial killer….they want her 

To roll free in the streets…

Sounds like they are murders 

Yourselves after all,

Do they remember those causal killings?

They killed black babies in slavery ?

May be different 

But did they blame their mental disorders?

I’m not talkin

About her disability….

Her disability has nothin to do 

With her crime…

Cos she knew exactly what she’s doin….

I think she’ll have a lighter sentence 

With a slap on the wrist 

She’s white….

If she was a black woman 

In the same position 

It would be a forever in years of prison 

And there won’t be any support 

Outside the courtroom….

Cos we ain’t excusin this kind of behavior 

Where a mother strangles her own kids…

Just cos of somethin….

She did it intentionally….

In what world would that be ok 

To wounded your own child too death 

And have everyone got your back?

Even some black women support this 

Mess?

Lindsay Clancy 

Did she fake cry yet?

Use her white tears to create 

A mask of victimhood?

It’s a white on white crime….

I don’t care 

If she’s in a wheelchair 

Don’t give a fuck if she’s 

White…

She needs a death sentence,

Let her feel those strangle around her neck 

And not breathe just like the she did to 

Her child….

And I want the law to blame it on 

Postpartum depression….

That’s how it should be….

They gotta learn 

Or not….

She’s insane and knew what she did

It’s why her babies 

Are hauntin followin her wheels…

She knows….

She ain’t sorry 

She apologized in her night terrors 

In her consequences….

You know the universe doesn’t give 

These serial killers the satisfaction….

Goes around, comes back around….

💯✊🏿©️Kai C. 8-31-26